Feeling Ye Xuan holding her hand, Ying Luoyan smiled and glanced at Ye Xuan lightly, as if telling Ye Xuan that I noticed your actions.
However, when Ye Xuan felt guilty and wanted to let go, Ying Luoyan turned her head away again, as if she didn't notice Ye Xuan's actions, letting the other party hold her cold hand, and then said to herself: "She never
The high-altitude princess fell to an ordinary person."
"And me. Hey, my childhood... I didn't know what candy tasted like. I couldn't even eat a meal with meaty food every Chinese New Year. When I slept, there was cold wind outside, and the walls were covered with newspapers.
of."
"Even so, she can't even pay the rent for such a low-grade apartment, and she has to be scolded all the time. Her only choice is to go out to work, but what can she do as a woman, not to mention that she used to be a
A princess, even though she worked hard to find a job as a dishwasher, was fired because she broke the dishes carelessly."
"You know, I was alone at home, there was no electric light, and the only thing I could do in the winter was curl up in the corner. She taught me how to read through the newspapers stuck on the wall."
"If she hadn't saved some of the money in Ying's family to help me go to school, it might have been extremely difficult for us to make ends meet."
"but……"
A tear slipped from the corner of Ying Luoyan's eyes, and when she turned her head away, she hid it. However, Ye Xuan could still clearly see that there were indeed tears in her sad eyes.
This woman does indeed have a fragile side.
Ye Xuan didn't know how to comfort Ying Luoyan. He knew that it was most appropriate for him to be a listener now.
There is anger in my heart.
Faintly touched the devil's barrier.
Perhaps it was hearing Ying Luoyan's past stories that made him feel so angry.
"Her spirit soon collapsed in such a life." Ying Luoyan sneered: "She is really a fragile woman. She went from a princess to an ordinary person. She persisted for only three or four years, and she couldn't bear it anymore.
The kind of pain that could not keep warm or cold, and suffered from the cold eyes of others. So, she died and committed suicide!"
"That's really a very simple way to understand. After she died, it was over. However, she left me a sum of money that she had saved in Ying's family. She never dared to use that money.
, she was afraid that the Ying family would find out and take the money away. However, she died and left the money to me, so there is no need for the Ying family to kill everyone."
Ying Luoyan's eyes were slightly red: "So, relying on that money, I lived alone. You may not be able to imagine how I lived alone. Now think about it, a girl of my age at that time could live alone
I think it is a miracle that people have reached this point. And the first thing I do is to study hard and expand my knowledge! Because only when I have something in my mind can I understand the world better."
"But this can't change the fact that I hate men!"
Ying Luoyan said coldly: "Ever since we were kicked out of the Ying family and ever since she died, I have hated men so much. But there is no way. Even if I hate men again, there will be all kinds of men in my life.
I always have to use them, I always have to use them. Therefore, I can't show my disgust, I can only make myself more enthusiastic. In this way, many people think I am a goblin, because no matter how many men are obsessed with me
, but no one is really close to me."
When Ye Xuan heard this, he fell silent.
Maybe a little disappointed.
He got Ying Luoyan's voice.
Ying Luoyan hates men, and her enthusiasm is just to disguise the hatred in her heart. Could it be that her enthusiasm for herself is just to cover up the fact that she hates him?
Seeing Ye Xuan's appearance, Ying Luoyan smiled, like a blooming flower, and said, "Why, do you feel uncomfortable?"
"No." Ye Xuan shook his head.
"What would you think if I said that, in fact, I am only passionate about you on the surface, but I also hate you in my heart?" Ying Luoyan asked.
"It's okay, I can understand you." Ye Xuan took a deep breath and said.
Yes, he could indeed understand Ying Luoyan, but why did he feel faintly disappointed in his heart.
Ying Luoyan smiled: "I am sincere to you."
Ye Xuan paused and looked at Ying Luoyan.
"When everyone is born, fate is destined that he or she will fall in love with someone among the countless people in the world. Therefore, no one knows who they will fall in love with until they meet. You
"Tell me, am I, a fairy, destined to fall if I meet you, Ye Xuan?" Ying Luoyan said with a smile.
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Ying Luoyan looked out the window: "Actually, I don't even know why I fell in love with you. What advantages did you say you have? Apart from your face, which is a little bit sellable, what other things do you have that can make you stand out?
Did I, a fairy, fall in love with you?"
"Am I that unbearable?" Ye Xuan said a little disappointed.
"Yes, it's very unbearable." Ying Luoyan said: "You said, there are not many men on the street who are more handsome and mature than you."
Hearing what Ying Luoyan said, Ye Xuan was a little unconvinced.
Although I am not the most handsome person in the world, I don't mean that just grabbing a lot of them on the street will make me better than myself, right?
However, after hearing the following words, Ye Xuan fell silent.
"But it was this unbearable man who made me, a goblin, fall." Ying Luoyan said with a smile: "From the first time I met you, I thought you were very interesting, shy, and funny. I thought you were just too shy.
You are young and lack courage. If that's the case, it will only make me think you are miserable. Of course, more importantly, I am interested in your identity as a bodyguard."
Ye Xuan didn't say anything. He was not narcissistic enough to think that Ying Luoyan would fall in love with him at first sight.
"However, over time, I found that you are not a man who lacks courage. On the contrary, you lack social experience. You have a good temper and don't like to lose your temper. Moreover, when the people you care about are hurt, you will
Stand in front of her."
Ying Luoyan said slowly: "So, even though I hate men, I don't have any disgust with you. You know, for people like me, when I don't have any disgust, it already represents danger. This is true.
, Moreover, when I encountered danger, the first thing I thought of was you. At that time, I knew that I had fallen."
"What a woman fears most is dependence. If she relies on a man, or she finds a sense of security in a man, then that man will at least have a certain status in her heart."
When Ye Xuan heard this, he grabbed Ying Luoyan's hand tightly. How could he not be moved by such a confession?
Does he like Ying Luoyan? The answer must be yes.
Soon, Ye Xuan said: "What are your plans?"
"How is it?" Ying Luoyan smiled meaninglessly and said, "Are you referring to the Ying family?"
"Well." Ye Xuan asked, "Do you want to take revenge on them?"
"Retaliation or not, what's the use of telling you?" Ying Luoyan asked.
"I'm scared." Ye Xuan thought for a while, frowned, and exhaled.
"Afraid? What are you afraid of?" Ying Luoyan said with a smile, her eyes full of doubts.
Ye Xuan sighed and said: "I'm afraid that you will lose. I don't know why I think so. I used to think that you can handle anything. At least when I saw your unreliable and serious face, I felt
You won't have any problems. But, I don't know why, but now I'm afraid that you will lose, I'm afraid that you will disappear in front of me."
"It seems that I'd better be less serious. Men really like women who are not too serious." Ying Luoyan chuckled.
"That's not what I meant." Ye Xuan frowned and said.
"Hold me." Ying Luoyan said suddenly.
Ye Xuan was stunned for a moment, not knowing what Ying Luoyan meant.
But after seeing Ying Luoyan's eyes, Ye Xuan hugged Ying Luoyan in his arms. Holding this woman's soft body in his arms, it felt extremely comfortable. However, Ying Luoyan's body was very cold, just like his hands.
Ye Xuan was very surprised by the coldness.
"Hold tighter." Ying Luoyan said emphatically.
He knew that Ying Luoyan needed warmth now.
"After talking so much, you finally said something that made me happy." Ying Luoyan chuckled: "Do you know why my body is so cold?"
Before Ye Xuan could answer, Ying Luoyan said to herself: "Whenever I think of these times, my body will be very cold. Even when I was a child, I would often dream at night."
"What are you dreaming about?" Ye Xuan asked.
Ying Luoyan nestled in Ye Xuan's arms and said: "I dreamed about my mother's death. I still clearly remember the way my mother committed suicide. When she died, she left me a letter. I can't do it no matter what.
Trying to return to the Ying family, let alone trying to take revenge on the Ying family."
"But if we don't take revenge on the Ying family, how is that possible?"
Ying Luoyan sneered and said: "Everything I have done since I was a child, I started bluestone jewelry and cooperated with the Yan family, it was all because of revenge. I have known since I was a child that as long as you have money, you can do anything you want.
Therefore, I work hard to make money and improve myself, as long as I can get revenge on the Ying family!"
Deep hatred appeared on Ying Luoyan's face.
"I would be very scared to be alone at night. At least when I was a child, I wasn't such a monster. I was helpless, and it's not like I am now. At least I can lie in your arms." Ying Luoyan bit her teeth lightly: "I
Both of my parents were killed by the Ying family. It is impossible for me not to take revenge. This is my business."
"I want to help you." Ye Xuan said.
"But if you are involved in this matter, what can you do?" Ying Luoyan asked.
"I can help you." Ye Xuan said without blinking. This was the second time he said such a thing.
Ying Luoyan fell silent and said: "I don't want you to participate in this matter, it will not be good for you. Since it is not good for you, how can I let you participate in this matter."
Revenge against the Ying family was something that was out of reach in her eyes. It was just because her faith supported her to do it. How could she let Ye Xuan accompany her to do these out of reach things.
"Then what do you think I am?" Ye Xuan said angrily, hugging Ying Luoyan a little harder.
Ying Luoyan smiled sweetly: "Don't be angry. Although you look good when you are angry, I don't want you to be angry."
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Seeing Ye Xuan didn't speak, Ying Luoyan let out a breath and said, "Who do you think I am? I'm not married to you, not even your girlfriend. It's my freedom to love you, but I
Loving you doesn't mean that you can interfere with my freedom. I can also refuse your interference in the Ying family's matter!"
In any case, the Ying family is so powerful, and Ye Xuan's interference in his own affairs will only bring harm but no good to him. How could she agree?
"You!" Ye Xuan became speechless.
"What's wrong with me?" Ying Luoyan smiled: "I'm in your arms now, what else do you want?"
