47. Chapter 47 She has always lived in your heart [47]
Xia Zhenai looked slightly startled. Is he driving her away?
She didn't speak or leave.
Leng Haoxuan stared out the window quietly, with various emotions tumbling and intertwining in his heart. After a long time, he turned around and walked to the bar again, wanting to pour himself another glass of wine.
However, this time, a pair of small hands grabbed his arm.
"You can't drink, it's bad for your stomach!"
Leng Haoxuan shuddered, squinted his eyes, and stared at Xia Zhenai, his eyes suddenly brightened.
There was a hint of anger in his cold eyes, but he tried his best to suppress it. He spoke in a sharp and ruthless tone: "Xia Zhenai, who do you think you are? You don't need to worry about my affairs!"
Xia Zhenai's eyes flickered. Hearing his tone, she felt inexplicably empty in her heart. She couldn't help but raise her sharpness out of habit to cover up her embarrassment: "Leng Haoxuan, is it interesting for you to degenerate like this? Just keep immersing yourself in it like this.
Can she come back to life from the pain? Face the reality, Xia Xia is already dead!"
"That's enough!" Leng Haoxuan's face was gloomy, his dark eyes turned a little red, and he gritted his teeth: "Get away, I don't want to see you!"
Facing her, he felt even more betrayed by Xia Xia.
This kind of torture makes him suffer!
Xia Zhenai's heart suffocated and she took a deep breath: "Leng Haoxuan, Xia Xia doesn't want you to be like this if she leaves. She definitely wants you to live well and not be as decadent as you are now. Do you miss her?"
Don’t you feel safe walking?”
"Let's go!" Leng Haoxuan turned a deaf ear: "Xia Zhenai, are you so hopeless? You only accept being scolded and driven away every time!"
"I've finished saying what I want to say, you don't need to rush me, I will leave naturally!"
Leng Haoxuan's hands clenched into fists.
He stared at her with his red eyes and said nothing.
"Since it is a fact that cannot be changed, why can't you live a good life for her and complete the regrets that she could not complete during her lifetime? This way you can truly express your love for her instead of constantly torturing yourself!"
"..."
"Actually, she has never left. She has always lived in your heart, hasn't she? Why do you torture yourself? Do you live a happy life like this?"
"I believe that she will always be guarding you somewhere in this world, because she really loves you very much. How could she be willing to leave, and how could she bear to see you become like this!"
"She also wants you to live well and live happily than anyone else!"
"Because she loves you deeply!"
"You love her so much, don't you understand her heart?"
Xia Zhenai felt as if she felt it herself, and her words moved her face.
Leng Haoxuan didn't speak this time, just stared at her quietly.
"..." Leng Haoxuan's eyes flashed.
Looking at Xia Zhenai in front of him, Leng Haoxuan seemed to have really seen Xia Xia back then.
My mind can't help but replay scenes from the past.
That summer, Xia Xia was obsessed with a TV series called "An Angel Will Love You for Me".
Even if he doesn't like this type of TV series.
But he still stayed with her patiently.
I remember once watching a touching scene, Xia Xia cried and held him in the rain and asked: "Haoxuan, will you leave me suddenly?"
He hugged her tightly, his eyes full of doting, and made a promise: "Of course I won't, even a hundred years later, I will definitely walk behind you and won't let you stay alone in this world!