Shuangxi looked at Shen Yan like this and felt a little touched in her heart. Shen Yan usually looked aloof and cold, making it difficult for people to get close to him. But today, Shen Yan looked a little depressed and weak...
Shuangxi put back the thoughts in his heart and asked calmly: "What do you want to say? Say it quickly."
In the dusk, the setting sun shone on Shen Yan's back, and Shen Yan's shadow cast on Shuangxi's face. At this moment, the two people seemed to overlap.
Shen Yan looked deeply at Shuang Xi, and lightly opened her tightly pressed thin lips: "Xi'er, don't hate me anymore."
Shuangxi said calmly: "I have never hated you."
When Shen Yan heard Shuangxi say this, a trace of joy flashed across his face: "You like me?"
If you don't hate it, you just like it. So does Xi'er like him? Shen Yan has a faint expectation in his heart.
Shuangxi shook his head and said softly: "I never liked it either."
When Shen Yan heard Shuang Xi's words, his heart felt as if he had been struck by lightning and was in severe pain. He had never felt this kind of feeling in all his years. His heart was sour and his breathing was desperate.
Shen Yan stretched out his two hands and leaned on the wall, trapping Shuangxi between his arms: "Xi'er, but I like you, so much." Shen Yan softened his cold tone. , this sounds a bit awkward to say.
"It's your business that you like me. Is there anything else? If there's nothing else, I'll leave." Shuangxi said and pushed Shen Yan's long arm. After saying this, she felt more or less regretful. . Shen Yan, who was usually such an arrogant and arrogant man, now put aside his dignity for her and begged softly. Her heart was not made of stone, and a corner of it had been slightly melted.
At this time, Shuangxi was still angry that Shen Yan ignored her feelings and forced her, but this was not the main reason why she was so indifferent to him. He did something wrong because he liked her. She could not blame him, But she didn't want to make the same mistake again and again. Shen Yan was still young. When he got tired of himself and the life of brothers and wives in a few years, she would be the one who got hurt.
She, An Shuangxi, was just an ordinary little woman. She didn't have the confidence to let these men surround her forever. She just wanted to hold onto one person's heart tightly and live her life peacefully and happily.
Shen Yan's eyes became cold, as if he wanted to see through Double Happiness: "Why don't you accept me? Because I'm usually indifferent to you? I won't treat you like this in the future, I will change."
Shuangxi bowed his head and had no words.
Shen Yan's tone became serious: "Do you only have the eldest brother in your heart? I am also your husband. I just want you to treat me fairly."
Upon hearing this, Shuang Xi raised his head and looked at Shen Yan: "You like me now, but who can guarantee whether you will like me in the future? A man can have three wives and four concubines. Can you accept that a few brothers will share one woman for the rest of their lives? ?What about in the future? What if you change your mind and take back a concubine, or simply abandon me? I just don’t want to be a poor abandoned shared wife in the future."
After Shuangxi said these words, she felt much more relaxed. She had wanted to say this to the Shen brothers for a long time, but when the words came to her lips, she lacked the courage to say them out.
Because she knew that as soon as she said such words, she would be in an embarrassing situation in the Shen family. Moreover, she still had a little delusion in her heart and did not want to say such words.
This time, she finally spoke out.
Listening to Shuangxi's tossing voice and the indignation in her tone, Shen Yan was a little speechless. He could only shake his head gently and said: "I won't do it. In my whole life, I only want you, An Shuangxi."
Shuangxi chuckled: "Ha! This is said lightly. I don't know how many heartless people have said this to women. Every woman is always stupid enough to believe it, but I don't want to be one of those stupid women."
Shen Yan heard this and asked in a hissing voice: "What about eldest brother? Do you believe what he says? Don't you believe what I say?" She, An Shuangxi, can believe that her eldest brother loves her, so why can't she believe him?
Shuangxi looked at Shen Yan and said seriously: "Since I have recognized him, I will naturally not let him leave me. I am just an ordinary person. My heart is too small. I can't make every man be devoted to me." Yu, I can't accept it and can't respond to too much love."
Shuangxi paused and then said: "Shen Yan, don't be stupid. There are many girls better than me. Dani likes you and is willing to pay the betrothal gift. You go to propose marriage and marry her back first. In the autumn, , Our family has made money, and we will build a house for you, and you will have your own happy life, why bother bothering a woman who does not completely belong to you?" Shuangxi said this, but he didn't know why. , feeling extremely irritable.
When Shen Yan heard Shuangxi say this, she felt like she was about to explode with anger. She lost all her strength and said in a hoarse voice: "Shuangxi, you are such a cruel woman. Do you really expect me to marry another woman? Just a little bit. Don’t you like me too? Do you want to push me out of this home? Happiness? An Shuangxi! Is this the happiness you talk about? Well, I will fulfill your wish! I will fulfill the happiness you talk about! I hope we can both be happy."
At the end of his speech, Shen Yan became stronger again, as if he had exhausted the last bit of strength in his body.
Shuangxi looked at Shen Yan, who was almost crazy, and felt a little annoyed. Thinking of Shen Yan's last words, for some reason, she felt so sour that she wanted to cry, but Shuangxi still smiled: "Yes, we will all be happy."
With that said, Shuangxi reached out and pushed, and this time he easily pushed away Shen Yan's iron arm. Then he lowered his head and turned around to the side wall. Shuangxi raised his head to prevent his tears from leaving, but his mouth was already filled with tears. There was a drop of something in it, it was salty.
She did not expect that Shen Yan would be so affectionate towards her. Shen Yan's words today threw a huge stone into her peaceful heart, causing ripples.
At this time, Shen Yan put one hand on the wall, tilted his head and watched Shuangxi's back disappear from his eyes, and then turned around. He leaned against the wall with all his strength, supporting it with all his strength.
For a long time, Shen Yan looked deeply at the last light of the sunset that slowly disappeared into the sky, and let out a long sigh: "Xi'er..."
Shuangxi returned to the house. Shen Mo knew that Shuangxi was not in a good mood. He wanted to talk to Shuangxi several times, but in the end, he still didn't say it and walked around next to Shuangxi. This made Shuangxi, who was already depressed, even more depressed. of anxiety.
Shen Ziyan came to Shuangxi's side and said softly: "Xi'er, can you... stop being like this with the second brother? The second brother really likes you." How could he not understand his own brother? Shen Ziyan Yan's personality is a bit awkward and cold, but his love for Shuangxi is genuine.
Shuangxi looked up at Shen Ziyan and asked, "Ziyan, do you love me?"
Shen Ziyan nodded, how could he not love Shuangxi?
"Then listen carefully. I, An Shuangxi, only want to be your wife, Shen Ziyan. I don't want to be a co-wife! This is ridiculous. The family situation was not good before. I can understand that you came up with this idea, but now The family is getting better, and Dani is eagerly waiting for Shen Yan to marry her. When the time comes, let's arrange Shen Yan's marriage first, and Shen Mo and Bing Xian are not too old yet. We will wait for another year or two. They are looking for a good girl. Getting married is also possible." Shuangxi said in one breath what he had just said to Shen Yan.
Some things are better stated clearly. If you continue to be confused like this, you will not only hurt yourself, but also other people. She doesn't want to be a co-wife, not because she is afraid of other people's pointing eyes. What I'm afraid of is that some of these men will leave in the end, or all of them will leave.
She admitted that she was afraid of what might happen in the future.
Shen Mo, who was next to him, heard what Shuang Xi said, and the expression on his face suddenly dimmed.
When Shen Ziyan heard this, he felt a mixture of joy and sorrow in his heart. What he was happy about was double happiness, which meant that he liked himself and only himself. As a man and a husband, he was naturally happy.
But he was still full of worries in his heart. He could see how much his second brother and third brother thought about Shuangxi. As an elder brother, if he really agreed with Shuangxi's opinion, then the younger brother would feel guilty.
After Shuangxi finished speaking, she opened Shen Bingxian's door, turned around and said, "I want to be quiet." At this time, she could only get some peace of mind by staying beside this young man who was neither sad nor happy.
At this time, Shen Bingxian was looking at the wood carving that was not yet fully formed.
Seeing Shuangxi come in, he gently covered the wood carving with his sleeves as if he felt guilty.
"Do you mind if I stay here for a while?" Shuangxi asked.
Shen Bingxian shook his head, and the empty valley echoed: "Stay as long as you like."
Shen Bingxian's voice and the aura around Shen Bingxian seemed to be able to freeze all people's emotions and make people feel peaceful.
Shuangxi took off her shoes, got on the kang, leaned against the wall opposite Shen Bingxian, and sat down with her knees in her arms.
Although Shen Bingxian is young, she has been under the threat of death for many years and has a kind of wisdom that can see through the world. Seeing Shuang Xi like this, she whispered softly: "Xi'er, you are not happy, are you?"
Shen Bingxian paused for a moment and then said: "Xi'er is not happy, so think carefully about what you want."
Although he did not leave the room, he still understood what happened from the few words that came through the wall. At this moment, he actually envied the second brother who was rejected by Double Happiness.
After all, he can still say that he likes Shuangxi as a matter of course, but what if he, with such a frail body, is liked by Shuangxi? In the end, I am afraid that what is left to Shuangxi is the sadness and heartache of losing him. (Unfinished) To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly votes. Your support is my biggest motivation.)
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