Shuangxi wanted to explain all these things clearly to Shuisheng, telling Shuisheng that she was not the same person and that she couldn't bear such feelings, but Shuangxi couldn't say it out loud.
She didn't know how to explain the cause and effect to Shuisheng.
In the end, I could only say this sentence.
When Shui Sheng heard what Shuang Xi said, he felt a little sad and said in a hoarse voice: "Xi'er, being nice to you is like an instinct... I have no way to change it."
Yes, being kind to her and taking care of her seemed to be his innate responsibility. Ever since he saw her saving people by the water and bleeding people with hairpins, she seemed to be shining brightly.
The same thing shines in his life.
He couldn't help but get closer. Although he knew that Shuangxi would never belong to him, she just couldn't let go.
I don’t know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper. It’s like Shuisheng...
Shuangxi bit his lip, thinking that even if he didn't talk about the fact that he was not Shuangxi today, he still had to make it clear to Shuisheng.
She is not stupid. Now, after experiencing so many emotional things, she is no longer as slow about emotions as before. Besides, Shui Sheng's performance is so obvious. How stupid does she have to be to not be so stupid?
You know, Shui Sheng likes her?
Because of their deep love, he would protect each other all the way. Even though he knew that the Northern Desert Palace was a wolf's den and would probably not be able to get out, he still followed it without hesitation.
Because of the deep love, he knew clearly that if he stayed with her here now, he would lose the chance of life, but he stayed without hesitation.
Shui Sheng was not the best person Shuang Xi had ever met, and even compared to those men, Shui Sheng was the least outstanding one, but this kind of silent waiting affection could not be matched by any man.
Of all the people Shuangxi has met, no one is as protective as Shuisheng. She knows that there is no chance at all, but always keeps a distance that is neither far nor close. Every time she needs him, she will risk everything.
And those who come out don’t have to sacrifice anything they ask for, including their lives.
It was because the love was so deep that Shuangxi had to make up his mind to reject Shui Sheng.
She is not the one he wants to love, and she cannot occupy him tyrannically! Since they cannot be together, let Yao Huijian cut off the love thread and prevent him from getting deeper into it.
Shuangxi knew how good he was to Shuangxi. Just because he knew it, it was even more difficult to bear. In addition to being difficult to bear, there was also... She gradually found that she was also sinking.
She was afraid that if Shuisheng continued to treat her like this, she wouldn't be able to bear to push him away, and then shamelessly occupy him who should belong to Shuangxi.
Shuangxi looked at Shuisheng seriously. He hid the trace of emotion in his eyes deep down, and then said slowly: "Brother Shuisheng, I know that you like me."
boom!
Shuisheng seemed to feel a big stone falling in his heart, stirring up a wave of water and making it difficult for him to calm down.
He didn't dare to look at Shuangxi. The most secret emotions in his heart were poked open by Shuangxi, as if the festering scars in his heart were exposed to the sun.
Suddenly, Shui Sheng's face turned red, as if he were a boiled red shrimp.
Shui Sheng was a little scared in his heart, afraid that Shuangxi would ridicule him, saying that he was not overestimating his abilities. He was not as good as the Shen brothers in literature, and not as good as the Yun brothers in martial arts. His family background was not as good as that of Su Yu, and his status was not as high as that of Wu Xiang. He felt that he
It's so humble. He has no qualifications to stand by her side!
He knew that Shuangxi was a good woman and would not ridicule him, but he still couldn't help feeling uneasy. That secret emotion was the most vulnerable part of his heart. Now that Shuangxi had suddenly revealed it, he didn't dare to face it.
A look at double happiness.
Shuisheng didn't know what Shuangxi looked at him like, was it disgust? Was it contempt? Was it indifference? Or something else, but he knew that the look in Shuangxi's eyes was definitely not joy.
After being together for such a long time, he saw Shuangxi's avoidance and rejection of him, and because he saw these things in his eyes, he didn't want Shuangxi to know the emotions in his heart.
How great would it be to just let him always be a good brother, love her like a brother, not her husband, but a legitimate protector of her?
Speaking of which, Shuisheng was still a little grateful to Wu Xian in his heart. It was Wu Xian's strength that gave him the status of an elder brother, so that he was no longer an insignificant passerby in Xi'er's life.
Shuisheng murmured: "I know, I'm not worthy of you...Don't laugh at me."
Shuangxi sighed: "Brother Shuisheng, you are very good, but I... am not worthy of you."
"If I was the good girl you wanted to love from the beginning to the end, then I would never reject your kindness or such deep affection. But...it was wrong from the very beginning!" This sentence
, Shuangxi did not say it out loud, but kept it deep in her heart and told it to herself.
Shuisheng was a little surprised when he heard this. She didn't dislike him? Instead, she said she wasn't worthy of him?
Shuisheng looked up at Shuangxi in disbelief, and saw that her beautiful face was all sincerity, without any pretense.
Shuisheng felt that his heart was taken out of the ice cellar in an instant, placed in warm water, and slowly thawed.
He hesitated and said: "You are so good, how can you not be worthy of me?"
Shuangxi shook her head bitterly. She couldn't say anything about her soul traveling to another world. Even if she did, Shuisheng wouldn't believe it.
Shuisheng considered his words for a moment, then cautiously tried: "In my heart, I have never cared about whether you share a wife or not. As long as you are a double happiness, that's enough."
Shuangxi felt a little bitter in her heart. At the beginning, she also cared about her status as a co-wife. For someone who believed in being a couple for life, it simply overturned the world view. But later, she began to think about it.
As long as there is love, so what if we share wives?
She doesn't care, and the people who like her don't care, so there's no need to care about other people's opinions!
She felt that she was not worthy of Shuisheng, not because of her status as a co-wife, but... He also said: "As long as it can be a double happiness, it is enough."
As long as you are Shuangxi... As long as you are Shuangxi... These words are constantly being recalled in Shuangxi's mind.
She happens not to be a double happiness!
Shuangxi spoke with difficulty: "What if I am not Shuangxi?"
Shuisheng looked at Shuangxi and said seriously: "If you weren't Shuangxi, who would you be? Xi'er, if you...if you really think that I am worthy of you, then give me a chance..."
Shuisheng blurted out the last sentence almost without thinking.
Shuisheng didn't dare to think too much, fearing that if he thought too much, he wouldn't have the courage to speak out.
For so long, Shui Sheng had been pleased with Shuang Xi, but he never spoke. It was just because of his small inferiority complex. He felt that he was not worthy of such a good girl. Now he found that his long-standing inferiority complex was not as good as Shuang Xi's.
With the affirmation: "You are fine.", it disappeared in an instant.
Her affirmation was a kind of salvation for him in the quagmire.
Without that kind of inferiority complex, and in such an environment, the two of them were not sure whether they could make it out alive. Shui Sheng had an inexplicable courage and spoke out what he had hidden in his heart for many years.
Shuisheng didn't want to let himself go to another world with regrets.
Shuangxi has also heard other people express their feelings. They are all sincere and passionate. Only Shuisheng is special. His words are almost like pleading.
A man born between heaven and earth is naturally upright, and the same is true for Shui Sheng. From the fact that he can accompany her stoically in the snow, it can be seen that Shui Sheng is a person who will not bow his head easily.
Now, for her, he said such words in such a humble way. He said that he only wanted a chance...
Shuangxi knew that if she rejected Shui Sheng, Shui Sheng would never come out again. She knew what her rejection meant to Shui Sheng and the destruction of hope.
Why is this so? Her rejection destroyed not only Shui Sheng's hope, but also the obscure, unspeakable... feelings in her heart.
Anyone who is liked by such a man would be tempted, right? Shuangxi couldn't deny that deep in her heart, there was already a place that was throbbing for him and moved by him, but again, her heart was
It hurts terribly.
Her soul seemed to be split in two and being torn apart.
If one party says that you are a double happiness, then accept his love calmly.
But the other party is accusing her, Shuangxi, you are a greedy robber. You took her body, your man, and Shui Sheng's love for her!
That accusation was like a sharp knife, cutting her one by one, causing pain.
Shuangxi's eyes were red, and warm tears dripped from them. When they reached her face, they were blown by the cold wind and turned into a biting cold.
She almost used up all her strength to speak: "I'm sorry..."
When Shuangxi said these words, Shui Sheng seemed to have lost all his strength. He looked at Shuangxi dejectedly. She said I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Was she rejecting him by saying this?
Shuisheng understood the meaning of these three words.
Shuisheng looked at Shuangxi and felt an unspeakable feeling in his heart. He shouted loudly in the wind and snow: "Ah!" to vent his emotions.
For a long time, Shui Sheng looked at the silent Shuang Xi and said, "I've known you since I was a child. I accidentally saw you taking a bath. In my opinion, women are just for giving birth to babies. I sympathized with you and pitied you, so I agreed to marry you."
, no matter what you are like, as long as you can have babies."
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