In early autumn in the Northern Desert, the sky is clear and clear.
Looking up, the sky at night is dark blue. Only on the horizon, there are a few thin clouds like cotton wool. The bright moon hangs high in the night sky. The light of the moon covers the light of the stars in the sky.
, only a few unusually bright stars remained, piercing the moonlight and shining on this vast land.
Lowering your head slightly, you can see the endless grassland. The green grass is blown by the wind, moving the ankles of people walking on it.
Wu Xian and Shuangxi walked silently on the grassland.
It has been three days since the campfire gathering, and tomorrow is the day when Double Happiness will leave.
Su Yu and others took good care of Wu Xian and did not bother Shuangxi today. They opened one eye and closed one eye about Shuangxi and Wu Xian going out together.
Shuangxi was about to return to Anqing with them, so what if he gave up Shuangxi to Wu Xian for a day?
Of course, Su Yu would not be completely reassured. A scheming old fox like him would think everything through carefully, and most importantly, he would never just watch.
You suffer the consequences!
So not long after Wu Xian and Shuang Xi left, Su Yu asked Qi Han to follow them.
If Wu Xian takes advantage of today to do something to Shuangxi, wouldn't it be worth the loss?
He had heard that Wu Xian had not done anything extraordinary during the days when Shuangxi was in Beimo, but he had not done it before, which does not mean that he would not do it today!
In Su Yu's mind, if he didn't leave Bei Mo for a day, he would have to be wary of Wu Xian!
It has to be said that when everyone was discussing and asking Su Yu to come to pick him up, they were still very considerate. With such a character that is unwilling to suffer any loss, he must be the best candidate to bring Shuangxi back safely and intact!
Wu Xian and Shuang Xi walked side by side for a long time, casting two long shadows under the moonlight.
Everything was quiet except for the sound of the wind blowing the grass.
Double Happiness under the moonlight looks particularly peaceful and soft.
The only fly in the ointment was that there seemed to be a little sadness in Shuangxi's eyes, but even so, Wu Xian was still stunned.
Wu Xian was just like that. He tilted his head and looked at Shuangxi with burning eyes, as if no matter how hard he looked, he couldn't see enough.
Wu Xian thought, after Shuangxi went back this time, they would never see each other again in their lives, right?
Not to mention whether those men would let him see Shuangxi, nor whether Shuangxi would like to see him. Even he himself might not want to see Shuangxi.
He has always been a selfish person. Although he could let Shuangxi go and pursue the happiness she wanted, he would never be able to do it. Watch her give birth to children for them and watch them live happily together.
"Wu Xian." The first thing I couldn't help but was Double Happiness.
"Yeah." Wu Xian's tone was calm, and it seemed no different from usual.
"Wu Xian." Shuangxi called again.
"Yeah." Wu Xian replied again.
Shuangxi murmured and said, "I'll leave tomorrow."
"Be careful on the road." Wu Xianru said, what else could he say now?
Shuangxi's eyes were a little sour. He lowered his head, and a tear fell silently into the grass. Shuangxi's sweet voice said, "You have to take care of yourself." It seemed that the person who just shed tears was not her.
Parting is always a sad thing. Even if friends who have been together for two years have to face parting, it is still sad. What's more, the relationship between Shuangxi and Wu Xian is not just as simple as friends.
Up until now, the two of them had feelings for each other, but Shuangxi had never told Wu Xian personally that she was already in love with him.
After two years of getting along, two years of careful care, Shuang Xi's heart had long been broken by Wu Xian.
In Shuangxi's heart, Wu Xian was a ferocious wild wolf. The nature of a wild wolf was to be cruel and predatory. But when facing her, this wild wolf put away its teeth and claws and attacked her.
Treat each other with extreme tenderness.
Facing such a person, how could Shuangxi not be moved?
But Shuangxi knew in her heart that she did not belong to Beimo, nor could she stay in Beimo. In Anqing and Nanzhao, there were men she loved, and a group of men who risked life and death for her and loved her with their lives.
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The palms and backs of her hands were full of flesh. She had to choose one side, and she could only let go of Wu Xian.
This is excruciating pain.
Such a farewell of loving each other but not being together is plain and simple, and adds a touch of richness and color to the feeling of separation.
Wu Xian felt mixed emotions in his heart when he heard Shuangxi asking him to take care of himself. How much did he want this little woman to be by his side and take care of him?
She said this to him today, but in the future, when the weather gets cold and the wind picks up, she will personally put on clothes for those men.
Wu Xian said hoarsely: "How can I take care of myself when no one is by my side?"
Shuangxiquan pretended that he did not understand Wu Xian's words and smiled as if he was stupid: "Don't make fun of me anymore. You are the king of the Northern Desert. How come there is no one around you to take care of you?"
Wu Xian's voice became deeper: "Those people are by my side, but not in my heart."
Shuangxi felt a little touched in her heart. Such a man speaking such words made her heart feel bitter and sweet at the same time.
She suppressed her feelings, her heart became cold, and she said cruelly to Wu Xian: "In the future, you will meet someone who takes you into his heart and takes him into his heart." What can she say now? She can only
So! Do you want her to tell Wu Xian that she has already been in love with him?
Shuangxi gave herself a negative answer in her heart. She couldn't do this. It would be too selfish. Since she couldn't be with Wu Xian and since she was leaving tomorrow, let her heart be tight.
Bury it!
She couldn't make a promise to Wu Xian and stay with Wu Xian, so she shouldn't tell Wu Xian her true heart. This would only make Wu Xian have a little extravagant desire in his heart.
It will also make Wu Xian sink deeper and deeper.
Shuangxi couldn't bear to hurt Wu Xian, so he didn't tell Wu Xian the truth, but he didn't know that for Wu Xian, the real harm was not that they couldn't stay together, but that... he had given all kinds of sincerity, but in exchange for
Still a heart of stone!
Wu Xian gritted his teeth and asked, "Do you want me to marry another woman?"
When Wu Xian said this, the aura around him was a bit scary, which made Shuangxi feel a little scary, but Shuangxi still gritted his teeth and said bravely: "Yes!"
In Shuangxi's opinion, cutting off the love thread with the sword of wisdom is the best way to end it, which is good for both people.
Of course, what she wanted to cut off was Wu Xian's love for her. As for her love for Wu Xian... Shuangxi thought that she would never forget Bei Desert and her role in this vast land.
Those two years of living on the grassland.
I will never forget Wu Xian, who was like an eagle and a wild wolf.
Her love for him will never be forgotten... nor will it dissipate, her love for him.
Wu Xian clenched his fist, wishing he could smash Shuangxi's head to see what was going on in this little woman's head.
He actually said such annoying words!
Wu Xian had known for a long time that by waiting for those men to come to celebrate the double happiness, the temporary happiness he had worked so hard to maintain would become a thing of the past, and his life would no longer be comfortable.
But in the past few days, even when he was ridiculed by those men, Wu Xian had never been so angry!
With just one fleeting word, she wanted him to let go? Want him to marry another woman? Then she could get rid of her burden, and spend time with her men without worry or guilt?
Wu Xian was so angry that his thoughts turned dark.
He didn't know that in Shuangxi's stupid head, everything was pretending to be him at the moment, and every word he said was considered for him.
He didn't know that when Shuangxi said such words, the pain and sorrow in his heart were not less than his.
How many crazy men and women hate women in the world? They always use the way they think is good for the other person, but they don't know that this will hurt the other person.
Wu Xian clenched his fist, and the sound of bones colliding with each other kept coming from above, click... click...
It can be seen that his patience has reached its limit.
Of course, even if he couldn't bear it, Wu Xian would endure it. Even if he got angry again and wanted to strangle to death the damn woman who was stabbing his heart in front of him, he would not do it.
You know, this woman is the one who is at the very center of his heart, the one who he longs for and wants to be good to him!
How could he do something to hurt her? If he really couldn't help it and wanted to hurt her, then he would stab himself to death first to protect her!
A man like Wu Xian might not be able to say nice words or do delicate and warm things to love Shuangxi, but he has his own way, one that belongs to prairie men and belongs to him, Wu Xian.
Ways to love someone.
This kind of love is like strong wine, passionate and sweet.
Wu Xian was angry for a long time, and finally, bit by bit, he suppressed the anger that emerged in his heart, and said in as calm a tone as possible: "Woman, if you leave, I won't fall in love with anyone else."
Wu Xian's words were a bit sentimental, which made Shuangxi's heart ache.
For a moment, Shuangxi thought of nothing and threw herself into Wu Xian's arms, telling Wu Xian that she also had him in her heart.
But Shuangxi knew that she couldn't do this. It would be too selfish. She would win Wu Xian's heart instead of Wu Xian staying together, making Wu Xian miss her even more... This would hurt Wu Xian even more, and it might even be possible.
Wu Xian was harmed and he lived a lonely life.
Whenever I think of Wu Xian sitting in that high position in Beimo, with no one around him, and back in the tent, all alone, I can't help but feel sad. (Unfinished)
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