The wine Mr. Nanxi brought was as sweet as his own.
After Shuangxi drank such a bowl, he felt a little confused.
The courtyard was filled with moonlight, and Shuangxi felt as if he was in the moon palace.
That kind of haziness, that wantonness, and that feeling of being cold at a high place made her feel unclear whether she was happy or sad.
When Shuangxi drank another bowl of wine.
Mr. Nanxi laughed loudly and said: "It's so happy!"
He has never seen a person who can be as free and carefree as Shuangxi.
When she is quiet, she is such a gentle woman, but when she is active, she is so arrogant.
"Sir, do you miss your family?" Shuangxi suddenly asked.
When you are drunk, you always don't think carefully about what you say. Shuangxi just heard a hint of nostalgia in the sound of Mr. Nanxi's piano, so he asked this question.
Mr. Nanxi's bright eyes fell on Shuangxi.
The little woman in front of her had red cheeks and her eyes were a little hazy, but behind this hazy gaze, there was a trace of clarity that seemed to be able to see through people's hearts.
Nanxi suddenly felt that in front of Shuangxi, she could not hide her deepest thoughts.
"How did Madam Xi know?" Mr. Nanxi lowered his head and poured himself a glass of wine, with a deep sadness in his eyes.
Shuangxi laughed: "Sir told me with the sound of the piano..."
My husband told me this with the sound of the piano...
This sentence seemed like a small pebble falling into Mr. Nanxi's heart, causing ripples in his heart.
Mr. Nanxi raised his head and looked at Shuangxi intently. He had long known that Shuangxi was very talented in music. When she was in Anqing, she could hear the meaning of her music.
But today, he deliberately hid his emotions and did not expect that she would be able to hear them.
"How did Mrs. Xi understand it?" Mr. Nanxi couldn't help but inquire a little. He wanted to know how the little woman in front of him understood it.
There is obviously not much emotion in his music...
Shuangxi smiled sweetly: "Yongxin... Sir, it's my longing that came out of my heart. Of course Xi'er listened with my heart."
Mr. Nan Xi's body stiffened slightly. He had never said such words to him before.
He looked at Double Happiness under the moonlight with a smile on his face, but there was a slight sadness in his drunken eyes.
"What a thoughtful way to drink!" Mr. Nanxi laughed loudly.
"When drinking, I look for a close friend. I never thought that I, Nanxi, could also meet a close friend!" Mr. Nanxi added.
The word bosom friend is easy to say, but who can actually achieve it?
But at this moment, two people who could guess each other's thoughts through each other's music did it.
Drinking one glass after another...
Shuangxi felt that she was drunk, but the more she got drunk, the more sober she became. All she could think of was Shen Ziyan. Shen Ziyan's gentleness, Shen Ziyan's...
"How can one get drunk and relieve a thousand worries? It's all fart!" Shuangxi cursed.
Mr. Nanxi frowned slightly when he heard Shuangxi say this. Mr. Nanxi is such a arrogant person, but he also attaches great importance to etiquette. Naturally, he was a little unhappy when Shuangxi said such "dirty words".
"Sir, sir... tell me, did he betray me?" Shuangxi looked at Nanxi and asked as if he was grasping a life-saving straw.
Mr. Nanxi sighed leisurely. He is also a courtier of Nanzhao now. Of course he knows about the things in the palace. He also knows why Shuangxi asked this.
But he had no way to answer her. Shen Ziyan had indeed changed too much recently.
At the beginning, he made his position clear, saying that he wanted everyone to go back to welcome the Double Happiness first, and he would soon take care of the things around him, and then go back to look for the Double Happiness.
But I didn't expect that in the blink of an eye, Shen Ziyan would say that he wanted to marry the goddess.
This was something Nanxi had never expected.
However, as a courtier, Nanxi would never be able to intervene in such matters.
The Nan family has been the courtiers of Nan Zhao for generations, and they have always followed orders from the Shen family.
Even though his temper is a bit wild, most of the time, he will still act according to the precepts of his ancestors.
"Sir, I feel a lot of pain in my heart." After being drunk, Shuangxi had a strong feeling that he wanted to talk to.
No wonder everyone is afraid of telling the truth when drunk. After being drunk, it is really easy to hide things in your heart and say things that you least want to know.
Today, Shuangxi has been feeling depressed. Ever since he saw Shen Ziyan, Shuangxi's heart has been heavy.
She could have cried happily, but she didn't expect that later she met Nanxi again. Shuangxi didn't want people to know her fragility, so she forced back her tears.
Now in front of Shuangxi, the person sitting in front of Shuangxi is still Nanxi. The emotions that Shuangxi had suppressed in his heart suddenly burst out. Regardless of his original intention, he didn't want others to see his vulnerability...
Wine is a good thing, but it’s really not a good thing!
"Ms. Xi..." Mr. Nanxi spoke, but he didn't know how to comfort Shuang Xi, so he could only listen quietly.
Shuangxi spoke intermittently about the sorrow in his heart.
"He is getting married to another woman. When I saw him today, he looked like a stranger..."
"Neither he nor I have officially met each other, but now, now he wants to marry another person."
"The person I care about most in my heart has always been Ziyan, always! When I first came to this world, I was so desperate. He gave me warmth... and a family...
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"I think if Zi Yan hadn't appeared, I might, might have been gone from this world long ago."
Yes, if Shen Ziyan hadn't appeared in the first place, sooner or later, he would have been unable to hold on any longer and would have died with the illusion of returning to modern times, right?
Shuangxi said it happily here, but Mr. Nanxi didn't quite understand what Shuangxi meant, why did he come into this world?"
Mr. Nanxi frowned and asked, "Mrs. Xi, what do you... mean?"
"Sir...I tell you..." Shuangxi continued talking in a daze.
"I am not from this world..." When he said this, Shuangxi's heart sank, and his mind suddenly felt clear.
What nonsense is she talking about!
I almost, almost told my origins!
This is her biggest secret. She cannot tell even Mr. Nanxi. She must not let anyone know her origins!
Shuangxi smiled sarcastically and said to Mr. Nanxi: "Look, I started talking nonsense when I was drunk. If I said something, please don't take it seriously."
With that said, in order to cover up his embarrassment, Shuangxi lowered his head and took another sip of wine.
"Don't talk about me anymore. Where is your husband? He is also a person with stories, right?" The clarity in Shuangxi's mind made her start to change the topic.
If the topic kept focusing on her, she would still be afraid that she would make a drunken mistake and say something.
Mr. Nanxi's eyes dropped slightly as he looked at the house where Shuangxi currently lives.
With a look on his face, he didn't know whether he was happy or in pain, and said: "My relatives were... killed during a palace turmoil... but I was the only one who survived."
When Shuangxi heard this, he couldn't help but feel a pang for Nanxi.
Mr. Nanxi’s family members are all gone!
No wonder, no wonder such a big house is deserted!
No wonder Mr. Nanxi feels like he is always outside this world!
It must be very hard for Mr. Nanxi to be alone in this world, right?
Shuangxi stood up and came to Mr. Nanxi's side, then moved the wine jar and slowly poured wine for Mr. Nanxi.
"Sir, I respect you..." Shuangxi wanted to comfort Nanxi, but he didn't know where to start.
Just like a person who has never experienced emotional pain, even mediocre officials will not understand how she feels.
When she came into this world, her family was broken up, and everyone in the An family was either dead or displaced. Even An Yuzhu was kicked out and became a prostitute.
But none of this is true. In her heart, she has never regarded the An family as her relatives.
So I never felt sorry for these people.
Shuangxi cannot understand Mr. Nanxi's pain of losing his loved one.
Although she is now separated from her real family in two worlds, as long as she knows that they are still alive and well, she will be satisfied.
Mr. Nanxi's family has disappeared forever and will never come back.
Shuangxi was drunk and staggered, even standing there was unsteady.
Now I have to use my strength to move the wine jar full of wine, and naturally I am even more unsteady.
His legs softened, his body swayed, and he almost fell down.
Mr. Nanxi made a prompt decision. He first took the wine jar from Shuangxi's hand with one hand and quickly placed it on the table. Then he used the other hand to scoop it up. He grabbed it and fell to the ground.
A double happiness.
Following the strength of Mr. Nanxi's hand, Shuangxi jumped forward...
He fell into a broad embrace.
Shuang Xi was confused, and for a moment, he mistook Mr. Nan Xi for Shen Ziyan, and actually reached out and grabbed Nan Xi's waist, saying nothing and refusing to let go.
Nan Xi's face turned red, but she calmly said to Shuang Xi, "Ms. Xi, please get up quickly."
Shuangxi muttered: "No, I won't, I don't want to let you go..."
There is a bit of willfulness in Shuangxi's words.
When a scholar meets a soldier, it's hard to explain why. It's the same when a man meets a woman.
Mr. Nanxi had no choice but to get a double happiness.
The delicacy of Shuang Xisheng is usually felt to be weak, but at this moment, it is so powerful. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation, monthly vote, you