(The fourth update is here, I am in a bad state and my back hurts as I write.)
"You know you can't do something, but you do it." Li Qiye said calmly: "So, you don't need to feel guilty about your bloodline, nor do you need to feel guilty about what your ancestors have done. The guilt does not lie with you.
What you did is worthy of your heart.”
"I know." Boss Tang looked at the sky outside and couldn't help but be in a daze for a moment.
He was once an extremely noble person. In those distant days, how many people could compare to him in terms of noble birth? However, there are many things in the world that are unpredictable. In the end, what his father said
Everything he did made him fall directly from the clouds into the abyss.
Although he is just an innocent child and no one blames him, the sin of blood has always been deeply burdened on his shoulders. No matter what era or where he is, everything that has happened in the past has always been on his shoulders.
, which made him feel uneasy deep inside.
"I know." Boss Tang couldn't help but lose consciousness as he looked at the distance, and murmured: "But often, many times, I will think of the scene of the expedition, how magnificent it was during the expedition.
Lan, how heroic he is, how he shakes the three realms of heaven and earth. Emperors, ancestors, mythical beasts and birds are all willing to put their lives in his hands and follow him on expeditions."
At this point, Boss Tang couldn't help but trembled, and said softly: "But who is responsible in the end? They all sacrificed everything and trusted each other with their lives, but the old man..."
Having said this, Boss Tang couldn't help but pause. He couldn't help but lose consciousness for a moment, and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time. After a while, he whispered: "Perhaps, when they were dying, they didn't even close their eyes. They put their own
Their lives were all put in his hands, and they had immense trust in him. They went through life and death for him. But I destroyed them one by one."
"I also know that this has nothing to do with me." Boss Tang said softly: "At that time, I was very young, but I still remember each of their faces.
Before I left, many of them hugged me. I remember their heroic appearance, and the sincerity and trust in their eyes...:"
When Boss Tang said this, he couldn't help but take a deep breath and couldn't recover for a long time.
Everything that happened back then had nothing to do with him. He was just a child. At that young age, he didn't understand anything, and he didn't participate in anything.
However, before setting off for the expedition, he was there, looking at the faces, the great emperors and the ancestors, how sincere and trusting they were. However, once he left, he would never
Return.
Once he leaves, he will never come back. This is not only because the enemy is too powerful, not only because the enemy is too terrible, but also because his father failed to fight side by side with them to the end. He is the person they trust most.
Those who entrust life and death to them are the ones who kill them in the end.
If it was just a strategic mistake, it would make sense, and the weight of the guilt was not that great. However, it was his father who betrayed them. In the end, everything was destroyed, all the hard work, all the lives,
They all turned into ashes.
"They were all full of passion and regarded death as home. They put their life and death in the hands of the old man." Boss Tang finally said softly: "In the end, the old man failed them..." At this point, he couldn't help but tremble.
"The sin of blood, the demon of the heart." Li Qiye shook his head gently and said: "This sin, this demon, only you can eliminate."
"I have always wanted to escape from it." Boss Tang couldn't help but smile bitterly, and said with a bitter smile: "Maybe this is blood, escaping from it. Back then, the old man was also evading and did not dare to look directly."
"Looking directly at your Taoist heart, you will only become more and more determined." Li Qiye said slowly: "Moreover, you should also work hard and let your brave heart prove yourself."
"I haven't done enough." Boss Tang couldn't help but smile bitterly and said: "Or, I should be as strong as the old man and go very far to really achieve it."
"You are wrong." Li Qiye shook his head and said calmly: "There are not just a few people who are more powerful than him, and there are not a few people who have gone further than him, but in the end they also fell into darkness.
, is that because they are not strong enough? But, look at those people who fight to the death without regret, are they so strong? However, they did not give up, even at the last moment, until they died in battle, they did not waver.
How do you think those who died in the battle would be compared to you being able to kiss them personally?"
Li Qiye's words immediately made Boss Tang silent for a moment. Finally, he nodded and said, "It's better."
"That's right." Li Qiye said slowly: "You have done the same, and there are many people who are stronger than you, but how many people can do it? Risking life and death, knowing that it is a narrow escape,
Still have no regrets.”
"I just want to try my luck." Boss Tang couldn't help but smile bitterly.
Li Qiye said calmly: "However, among all living beings, have anyone else tried to fight for this luck? Only you can fight for this luck."
Boss Tang couldn't help but be stunned, looking at the sky in confusion.
"So, the sin of bloodline is not your fault." Li Qiye smiled faintly and said: "You have washed away the sin of your bloodline, which also proves that the sin of bloodline is not yours. This is enough. Even the old men, they blame
Pass you?"
"This has never happened before." Boss Tang couldn't help but take a deep breath and said: "Never before, even after sending me away, has he always treated me kindly. I have always been grateful, otherwise, I would not have
Not in this world."
The son of a sinner cannot be tolerated by heaven and earth, but he lives well because of their shelter. Otherwise, no matter how vast the world is, there will be no place for him.
Therefore, even if he never saw them again later, he knew very well in his heart that it was because they protected him, otherwise, he would not be where he is today.
"That's enough." Li Qiye nodded lightly and said slowly: "You proved yourself, and they didn't blame you, because the crime does not lie with you."
"I hope so." Boss Tang took a deep breath and finally said softly.
Li Qiye didn't talk about it anymore, he just looked at the incomplete immortal tree in front of him, and finally said: "I took this tree with me."
"Can it be saved?" Boss Tang had no objection at all when Li Qiye was taken away. It could even be said that in his heart, he still longed to meet an existence like Li Qiye, and had the ability to complete it, and was willing to do his best for it.
people.
"It's hard to say." Li Qiye shook his head slightly and said, "At least, I haven't seen my other half yet, and I don't know what exactly happened." j.
"I didn't see it either." Boss Tang smiled bitterly and said, "I was there, I searched desperately, and I found this half. Later, I got scared myself and couldn't hold it anymore. I got scared, so I ran away while holding it.
Maybe the other half is still there, but I didn’t see it.”
Having said this, Boss Tang couldn't help but pause, looked at Li Qiye, and said softly: "Boss, do you think they are still alive?" After saying this, he looked at Li Qiye with longing eyes.
When he said such words, his hands could not help but tremble. He was also afraid of hearing the answer he least wanted to hear. After all, this was the last thing he wanted to see. However, some things are often beyond his control.
Own.
"It's hard to say." Li Qiye looked at the incomplete immortal tree and said slowly: "Logically speaking, this is impossible to happen, but it happened."
"This is the monster." Boss Tang couldn't help but smile bitterly and said: "Old men, how terrifying and boundless they are, how supreme they are, in my memory, they are invincible. But, this time, I dare not
That’s for sure. That guy is really the reincarnation of a monster, or perhaps an immortal.”
"Immortal." Li Qiye couldn't help but narrow his eyes, smiled coldly, and said: "There are no immortals in this world. If there are any immortals, it must be someone who is causing trouble."
"Old men can't stand it if they can do things like this." Boss Tang couldn't help but smile bitterly and said: "In this world, besides you, I really can't think of anyone else, what else?
It exists. Even those half-dead old people who risk their lives to crawl out may not be able to do it. After all, the old man and the others are full of vitality, and after the eldest brother has wiped everything out, there will be peace for all eternity.
Yeah. Old men, they are the masters. This is impossible."
"There is nothing impossible in this world, doesn't it happen?" Li Qiye smiled faintly and gently rubbed the incomplete longevity tree. It seemed that the longevity tree was sensitive to death and was swaying gently.
, however, its shortcomings are also serious, and it cannot completely construct the road to another world.
"Does such a thing really exist?" Boss Tang was not very sure and said in a low voice.
"If anyone can be so free." Li Qiye's eyes narrowed and he said slowly: "Only one person can have one's ears."
"What kind of existence is it?" Boss Tang couldn't help but look shocked. Although he knew what happened, none of this was in line with common sense or the situation in the time of eternal peace. However, it happened to be broken.
.
"An existence that others cannot imagine." Li Qiye's eyes narrowed and he said slowly.
"Now, the big brother has to go back and kill him." Boss Tang was full of confidence in Li Qiye.
Li Qiye glanced at Boss Tang, smiled faintly, and said, "I will definitely go back."