"I love him... Why should I love him? He is lustful, unsuccessful in his career, careless, vulgar... I can use all the derogatory words in the world on him, and I can't find one that doesn't match him. But why? I must fall in love with such a man.
Dad, I'm sorry for your teachings, I love him." Lin Xi admitted with tears in her eyes.
"Don't apologize. I didn't teach you what kind of man you should find to spend the rest of your life with. I just told you to find a boy you like and love to be with. Dad has money; Quan, what are you doing here? The most important thing is that you are happy." Lin Hao hugged his girl tightly.
"But I'm not happy. I'm so tired of love that I feel like I'm going to collapse at any time. No matter how hard I try to get closer to him, I'm always pushed away by him. I thought he could die for me, but then It's just an illusion, so wrong." What Lin Xi recalled was the helpless expression on Thirteen's face when she chose to die.
"Silly girl, the only man in this world who is willing to die for you is my father. I have taught you that you should not just look at people on the surface, but look at them thoroughly and deeply.
Dad asked you, you said he was lustful, has he ever violated you?"
"No……"
"You said he was idle, is he decadent?"
"No……"
"You said he was vulgar and immodest. Has he lost his principles?"
"No..." Lin Xi was stunned.
"That's it. Some men like to cover themselves up with appearances. This is not hypocrisy, but survival. If you can't see through him, it's not that he is deceiving you, but maybe he is protecting you?" Lin Hao is definitely a rare mentor in life. .
"Why do you always speak up for him? Now it's your daughter who is rejected by other people, okay?" Lin Xi pouted and said angrily.
"You see you are still anxious. Of course I am here for my precious daughter. Dad is just afraid that you don't understand what you want." Lin Hao quickly comforted him, "Actually, I thought you would take Shisan with you today." Come here, and you come back with a completely different boyfriend."
"Isn't it good for Qingcheng? I see you and he are very chatty." Lin Xi said stubbornly.
"Of course Qingcheng is great. It's just like me when I was young, except that my family background is better than what I was at that time."
"Can you please stop putting gold on your face?" Lin Xi made a frowning expression.
"It doesn't matter, but he is really like me. He is destined to do great things. He can be the idol that thousands of girls are obsessed with, but he doesn't understand what my baby girl wants, just like I don't understand What does your mother want?
I gave her what I thought was the best, but to her, those things didn't matter.
Among all the gifts I gave to your mother, perhaps you are the only gift I gave you right." Lin Hao grabbed Lin Xi's chin and said with great happiness.
"Dad, do you think he understands me?" Lin Xi asked in surprise, "But he always makes me angry and annoyed. He is annoying and has no moral integrity! He even stole my underwear, did you know?"
"But you weren't really angry and ignored him, right? Wait, what's going on with the underwear?" Lin Hao realized something was wrong.
"Don't worry about these details, I want to know what he knows about me?" Lin Xi said eagerly.
"Okay, we'll talk about the underwear part later." Lin Hao cleared his throat and said, "Understanding you doesn't necessarily mean giving you what you want. Sometimes in order to alienate someone, I also need to understand the other person."
"Are you saying that he deliberately played tricks on me?" Lin Xi always felt that Thirteen was born out of nature. After all, his awakening skill was "Invincible Sword".
"Haven't you noticed this all along? My daughter wouldn't be so easy to deceive, would she? He doesn't want to get too close to you. Maybe it has something to do with your special work, or maybe he just wants to protect you." Lin Hao guessed.
"Protect me? Will he protect me? Is everything just an illusion?" Lin Xi still recalled Shisan's expression when he told her to die.
"The best protection is not to help you escape danger, but to keep you away from danger. He promised me that he would send you back to me at the right time. Because we are destined to be separated, we can't get too close.
, left too many good impressions, I can't leave. I think he loves you." Lin Hao said that just after he finished speaking, Lin Xi stood up as if he was possessed by a demon, and looked at Lin Hao's tears in fear.
It fell down with a crash.
"If you love me, why alienate me? If you love me, why should you hurt me? If you love me, why should you lose me? I don't understand! What does this call his fucking love! I just said bad words! This is what he taught me! I hate
Him!" Lin Xi said and ran towards the door. Her movements were too fast and she did not give Lin Hao a chance to stop her daughter.
But Lin Hao didn't show much worry about the separation this time, because this separation was brought on by Lin Hao himself. His only purpose in telling Shi San's promise and expressing Shi San's heart was to make Shi San
San’s thoughts are just for her daughter to know.
Thirteen may understand Lin Xi, but sometimes too much understanding is a kind of harm. Love is supposed to be a process of hurting each other. Only when each other licks their wounds can love become more permanent.
Lin Hao said that as long as Lin Xi is happy, it will be fine. If Lin Xi feels happy staying with Shi San, then Shi San's promise is redundant.
Lin Xi burst into tears in the taxi going home. Her sad look broke the driver's heart. In the end, she didn't even ask for the taxi fare. Lin Xi ran back to her empty home. This was hidden deep in her heart.
The villas in the cemetery are full of the flavor of Thirteen.
In a daze, Lin Xi opened the door of the shoe cabinet, took off her high heels and raised her head, only to see the blood rose in the crystal box. She took it out angrily. This was the first flower Shisan had given her.
Lin Xi regarded it as a treasure. Now? Lin Xi slammed the crystal box on the ground, and the crystal fragments scattered everywhere. The color of the flower became dim, as if it had withered due to oxidation.
Lin Xi looked at it, and suddenly stepped forward nervously to pick it up, but his finger was cut by the crystal, and bright red blood beads were stained on the blood rose.
Everything was like a dream, the flower actually floated into the air, automatically unraveled and returned to the shape of paper, and the words on it flew out, creating a soul barrier around Linxi.
In an instant, Lin Xi was standing on an ancient Yangzhou street, as if he had traveled through time. The people around him were all wearing complicated and alternative ancient costumes. Girls wore hairpins in buns, and men wore buns and crowns.
"Memory environment?!" Lin Xi was not surprised, because when she first met Shisan, she had entered the memory environment of the ghost renter. This page was originally part of "Classical Anecdotes of Love".
It should be a spiritual book that wakes up and releases this illusion after meeting special conditions.
When Lin Xi still couldn't figure out what this special condition was, an eldest lady walked by her, and passers-by suddenly looked around as if they were seeing a fairy.
She was the legendary lady of great wealth, the daughter of a wealthy family, and she had a maid behind her when she went out. Lin Xi was shocked when he saw her at first sight, because the lady looked exactly like him, so Lin Xi followed her instinctively.
To this world, Lin Xi was like a ghost. No one saw her in fancy clothes. But she soon learned that the girl in front of her was named Yue Ruyan, and she was the daughter of a wealthy local family, Yue Yuan Wai. In her early years, Yue Yuan Wai had no heirs, and in her later years she
Obtaining one Ruyan is like acquiring a treasure, holding it as the apple of your eye.
Ru Yan was born with a face that is shy of the moon. Since childhood, he has been the target of sexual intercourse with all the men in Yangzhou City. Even now, they still don't understand what sexual intercourse means.
Long before Ru Yan came of age, people who came to propose marriage were almost breaking the threshold of the Yue Mansion. Folks jokingly called Yu Yuanwai the national father-in-law. Anyone with some reputation and good family background would come to ask for permission, just to write a love letter to Ru Yan.
The letter paper is a best-selling product in Yangzhou city, so it can be said that "Yangzhou paper is expensive".
Even so, Ruyan doesn't like things between men and women, but is obsessed with making clay dolls for fun. Every now and then, she will take her maid to the river to select the best sand, and go home to make various clay dolls.
baby.
Ruyan doesn't like female figures, but his craftsmanship in making clay figurines is extremely exquisite, and the figures he makes are so lifelike that they almost look real.
Lin Xi followed Ru Yan, who had just finished collecting sand, back to the house. Ru Yan, who had changed into plain clothes, sat in front of the tool table and started working. She never deliberately pinches anything, but just pinches whatever comes to mind with her fingers.
.Today, Ruyan fantasized about what his future husband would look like, and he made the doll with a blushing face.
Half an hour later, she finished the work and was quite satisfied with her work. But Lin Xi, who was standing behind her and looking at it, was shocked, because the puppet was exactly the same as Thirteen, except that there was a bit of heroism in the eyes, and it was less ruffian
Apart from the taste, it is a perfect replica of Thirteen.
"Husband, can you hear me? Husband, can you always stay with me from now on?" Ruyan shyly chatted with the clay doll.
At this moment, Lin Xi roughly understood that what was recorded in this page was the story of her and Thirteen's previous life, and it was a supernatural version. She was a daughter of a famous family, but he was a clay doll made from grains of sand.
Ruyan ate and slept with her clay doll every day, telling him all her little secrets. She always called him husband with a blushing face, and held him in her arms even when she slept.
The happy days did not last long. Yue Yuanwai finally arranged a marriage for his precious daughter. The object was the youngest son of the then Prime Minister. It can be said that he climbed up the branches and became a phoenix. Yue Yuanwai was not as mature and stable as Lin Hao's father now.
I feel that when it comes to marriage, the matchmaker's advice is the right way.
Ruyan, who has never been in love, can only follow his father's arrangements for marriage. There is no other way, this is an era where marriage is based on the fingertips.
The prime minister's youngest son is lecherous and suspicious by nature. Even after marrying Ru Yan, a fairy beauty, he still doesn't know what to do with. He also has a concubine who was born in a brothel. This is how the actors of a family palace fight have been assembled. Although Ru Yan
Life after marriage was not easy for Yan, but fortunately her husband did not restrict her personal hobbies, and she could still continue to make clay dolls.
Unexpectedly, one time, a concubine saw Ru Yan secretly calling the thirteen-year-old clay doll her husband, and the little girl's joke led to a fatal disaster.