Chapter 021 Zhou Lin: I am a girl who fell into the abyss
When I ran to the school gate, Ma Long and Hu Fei were accompanying Lu Xiaoyu back from outside the school.
Seeing me coming, Lu Xiaoyu hurriedly came over and asked: "You, are you okay? Didn't the teacher make things difficult for you?"
I saw Lu Xiaoyu’s eyes were red, obviously she had been crying a lot before.
I nodded and hugged Lu Xiaoyu in my arms. It was evening self-study time and there were not many people at the school gate, so I was not afraid of being noticed by hugging her like this.
Lu Xiaoyu didn't put up any resistance. She fell over after being hugged by me, and then started crying again.
When Hu Fei and Ma Long saw this, they walked away. After walking a few steps, Ma Long pointed to the west, obviously telling me that he and Hu Fei were going west to look for Zhou Lin.
After a hug, I asked directly without using any unnecessary words to comfort Lu Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, it's okay, I'm okay, and I won't leave you. Now tell me what's going on with Zhou Lin and why are you so anxious?"
Go find her."
As we walked eastward, Xiaoyu told me what happened tonight.
It turned out that not long after Lu Xiaoyu left the cafeteria and returned to the dormitory in anger, she turned back to the cafeteria because she was worried about me. But as soon as she walked out of the dormitory door, she met Zhou Lin who happened to be returning crying.
Two girls who were not familiar with each other met each other, but unexpectedly, Zhou Lin suddenly stopped Lu Xiaoyu and told her that she had something to tell her.
So Lu Xiaoyu and Zhou Lin entered her dormitory alone.
Zhou Lin cried even more when she entered the dormitory. Although Xiaoyu herself was very sad, she was kind-hearted and couldn't help but give some words of comfort when she saw Zhou Lin was in pain.
Zhou Lin calmed down her emotions and then said to Lu Xiaoyu: "Xiaoyu, my world and my life are over. I know that I am not worthy of Yi Feng, so you have to take good care of him. I can see it."
Come out, Yi Feng likes you very much and hopes you can be happy."
Lu Xiaoyu only listened to the part about me and nodded subconsciously. But as soon as Lu Xiaoyu nodded, Zhou Lin rushed out of the dormitory and ran away like a madman.
Lu Xiaoyu was startled. No matter how she called Zhou Lin, Zhou Lin refused, so she quickly followed him out. But who knew that Zhou Lin ran too fast and lost her at the school gate.
Seeing Zhou Lin's excitement and despair, Lu Xiaoyu was worried that something might happen to her, so she consulted with Hu Fei and Pan Ting.
With their temperaments, Hu Fei and Pan Ting would definitely not care about Zhou Lin's affairs, but they couldn't resist Lu Xiaoyu, so they had to call Zhao Ziyang, Ma Long and others to help find her.
This is what Ma Yun told me later when she came to see me.
After listening to what Lu Xiaoyu said, I nodded, and a haze rose in my heart. Lin wouldn't do anything stupid this week...
Seeing the change in my expression, Lu Xiaoyu said apologetically: "Yifeng, I'm sorry, I didn't notice Zhou Lin's change in time, otherwise I would have stopped her."
I took Lu Xiaoyu into my arms and said softly: "Xiaoyu, that's enough. You have done enough. You are too kind. Please stop taking the responsibility on yourself. Even if something really happens to Zhou Lin,
, it’s also her own business.”
I comforted Lu Xiaoyu so much, but in my heart I kept worrying about Zhou Lin. At the same time, I secretly hated that I should have taken the initiative to find Zhou Lin earlier and find out everything clearly. In this way, we might not be plotted by Yu Zichen and Zhou Lin.
Lin won't be so hurt and uncomfortable anymore.
But even if I took the initiative to find Zhou Lin, would she really tell me such ** pain?
Lu Xiaoyu sobbed in my arms for a while, then quickly left my chest and said, "Okay, I know I shouldn't delay your search for Zhou Lin by crying now. I was wrong. Let's go find Zhou Lin quickly."
Alas, she has always been so kind, which makes me feel doubly guilty every time I hurt her.
After stabilizing Lu Xiaoyu's mood, I began to look for Zhou Lin anxiously. I didn't want another girl to run away for any reason.
one is enough!
Lu Xiaoyu and I walked a few blocks eastward and happened to meet Zhao Ziyang and Pan Ting walking back.
I hurriedly stepped forward to inquire about the situation. Looking at Zhao Ziyang's frustrated face and shaking his head, I knew that I had gained nothing.
"Crazy brother, do you think Zhou Lin just came out to relax because she was in a bad mood? Maybe she will go back when she feels better." Zhao Ziyang was obviously a little annoyed, so he made an excuse for himself.
End this aimless search.
Pan Ting, who was on the side, was not in the mood to look for her. Obviously, she was Lu Xiaoyu's die-hard sister. Naturally, she would not put any thought into looking for Zhou Lin, a good sister's love rival.
I shook my head: "You go back first, and I'll look for them later. Otherwise, Xiaoyu, you can go back with them. It's already very late, and the school gate will be locked if it gets too late."
As soon as I finished speaking, Lu Xiaoyu shook her head firmly: "No, I want to go with you."
I nodded without objecting. Was Lu Xiaoyu worried about my safety, or was he afraid of what would happen if I found Zhou Lin alone?
Seeing that Lu Xiaoyu and I didn't give up, Zhao Ziyang waved his hands and said: "Forget it, who the hell asked me to be your crazy brother? I'll send Pan Ting back first, and then come out to look for him from the wall, but we can't keep looking like this.
Well, we can't all be absent from school all the time because of Zhou Lin, and then be expelled from school."
I understood what Zhao Ziyang meant, and sighed and said: "Go back to school tomorrow morning before self-study. No matter what the result is, if you meet other brothers on the road, tell them these words too."
In fact, I just said this to them. As for myself, I decided to keep looking until Zhou Lin, because I feel very bad in my heart now and always feel that something serious is about to happen.
While we were searching, we asked people on the side of the road about Zhou Lin's whereabouts, but no girl like her passed by.
It is already the end of summer and the beginning of autumn, so it will still be a bit cold in the middle of the night. Lu Xiaoyu was in a hurry when chasing Zhou Lin, and did not take a jacket. She only wore a short-sleeved T-shirt, so she was starting to feel a little cold now.
I was shivering.
Upon seeing this, I took off the T-shirt I was wearing and forced it on her, then I hugged her shirtless.
Lu Xiaoyu looked at me shirtless and quickly refused: "Yifeng, you will catch a cold like this. Put your T-shirt back on quickly. I'm not cold. Just hold me. Really, you see, I really don't."
Cold, gurgling…”
Unfortunately, before she could finish her words, the two rows of teeth started to fight.
I smiled, and no matter how much she resisted, I put my T-shirt on her: "Okay, I practice kung fu, and my body has lots of muscles and can withstand the cold, so don't be polite to me."
Lu Xiaoyu also nodded, leaning on my arms and walking forward with me.
Zhou Lin, every time I think of this name, I don’t know whether I love or hate her. I don’t even know how I should face her. Sometimes I even think that I made a mistake by bringing Lu Xiaoyu to find her. Because this will hurt Lu Xiaoyu. No matter how innocent and kind Lu Xiaoyu is, she will still feel this kind of injury sooner or later, and it will be very painful when the injury is deep and painful without even realizing it.
But I always have another thought in my heart, which keeps urging me to find Zhou Lin quickly, otherwise my heart will be very uneasy, because if something happens to Zhou Lin tonight, my heart may not be "at peace" for the rest of my life. pull!
When it was almost twelve o'clock, I was almost desperate. Lu Xiaoyu suddenly shook my arm and said, "Yi Feng, look if that is Zhou Lin."
I looked in the direction Lu Xiaoyu pointed, and happened to see Zhou Lin under a bus stop sign. She was sitting on the waiting stool under the stop sign, with her head leaning against the iron pillar of the stop sign. It was impossible to tell her apart. Are you asleep or awake?
We hurriedly crossed the road and ran towards the stop sign. When we got closer, we found that Zhou Lin was not sleeping, but just looking at the ground with dull eyes.
If I hadn't seen her body rising and falling and still breathing, I would have really thought something had happened to her.
Seeing that nothing was wrong with her, a stone finally fell from my heart.
"Zhou Lin, you..." I was about to speak, but I didn't know what to say. Is it to blame? Is it to comfort? Or is it just to say hello like a passerby!?
Seeing Lu Xiaoyu and I appear, Zhou Lin was also surprised and slowly stood up. However, her legs and feet were a little numb after sitting for too long, so she sat back down as soon as she stood up. At the same time, tears started flowing from the corners of her eyes. : "Yifeng, what are you here for? Are you here to laugh at me? Or are you here to humiliate me? Yu Zichen has told you everything about me, right? You already know it, right? In this case, you still come here What do you want from me?"
I didn't speak.
Seeing Zhou Lin's excitement, Lu Xiaoyu slowly sat next to Zhou Lin and said, "Zhou Lin, Yi Feng is worried about you. We have been looking for you all night."
Zhou Lin laughed while crying: "Worrying about me, what's the use of worrying about me, I'm not worth anyone's worry at all, I'm just a despicable woman, but, I'm still so young, I'm still so young, I I still want joy and happiness...wuwuwu..."
Zhou Lin estimated that she had been crying for a long time tonight, so after crying for a while, she lost the strength, and leaned against the iron pillar next to her and started sobbing.
Lu Xiaoyu didn't know what was going on and looked at me with a confused expression, and I didn't know what to say.
The more I think about it, the more I hate it. The more I hate it, the more I want to cut Yu Zichen and Liu Ping into pieces with a thousand knives.
Lu Xiaoyu saw that I was silent and said hurriedly: "Yifeng, since we have found Zhou Lin, let's find a place to rest. We can't go back to school. Let's find a warm place to rest for the night. We'll talk about anything tomorrow. "
I also nodded, and when I went over to help Zhou Lin get up with Lu Xiaoyu, Zhou Lin pushed my hand away and said: "Yifeng, Xiaoyu, thank you for being so kind to me, especially you, Xiaoyu, can you I'm really grateful to you for treating me like this, but I don't want to go there tonight, I just want to sit here, because it's very quiet here, and I need this kind of quietness."
I didn't try to pull her back: "Since you don't want to leave, Xiaoyu and I will stay here with you. When it gets dark, it won't be quiet here. Then we will go back to school."
Zhou Lin didn't say anything, so I took it as her acquiescence to my proposal.
I walked over to Lu Xiaoyu and sat down, so the three of us lined up in a line and sat under the dim street lights of this city.
After a while, Zhou Lin suddenly said quietly: "I am a girl who has fallen into the abyss. All I see is darkness."