"Jun Xiaoqing!!" Cen Yetong shouted at her coldly: "I don't like you, and it has nothing to do with Jun Buyu! I forgot to tell you that Jun Buyu has someone he likes. Since I met her
You’ll know when it’s time.”
He turned slightly and looked at me and said, "I like her, and I have nothing to do with her!"
Jun Xiaoqing looked at him, tears falling more and more, and asked with sobs: "You said twice that it has nothing to do with her, but it clearly does!"
He turned to me and said: "Jun Buyu, will Brother Ye Tong care about me only if you disappear?"
There was clearly a heartbroken look in those eyes, but why did they look so cold when they looked at me, which made me shiver involuntarily on this hot day.
I didn't seem to be suitable to stay here, and I shouldn't ask for advice, so I took my things and said to Sumino Hitomi: "Sorry, I have to get off work early today."
No longer looking at Jun Xiaoqing and Cen Yetong, he directly opened the rolling shutter door and ducked out.
Opening the parasol, the heat invades the skin and sweat begins to pour out.
I feel a little uncomfortable about Jun Xiaoqing's change, and I feel like there is something stuck in my heart. I remember when we first met when we were eight years old, she jumped towards me, looking innocent and romantic; even at the age of fifteen, she was still kind-hearted.
Girl. I know that Sumino Hitomi's confession to me was a big shock to her. But I believe that with her usually optimistic and cheerful nature, she should not be like this.
Nie Sushuang's words that day suddenly rang in my ears, saying that Jun Xiaoqing was not even one-third as good as her, and that she was as stupid as that stupid woman. No wonder Xiaoqing insisted that I was robbing her during the Spring Festival last year.
Is there any unbreakable knot between Nie Sushuang and Jun Changsheng? Why do they want their children to become like this?
I went to work as usual the next day. Before I left home, I heard Uncle Zhong calling: "Master, have you had breakfast? Silent? It's fine, but when I came back yesterday, I was in a very low mood. Yes.
Ah, it’s not my menstrual period yet…”
I grabbed his cell phone and put it to my ear, and then I heard Jun Changqian's voice coming from the other side: "Ask me, did you encounter something?"
I bit my lip, trying not to let tears fall, trying not to let my voice get choked up, trying not to sound normal and calm, and I asked him: "Why don't you just ask me?"
Jun Changqian didn't say anything for several seconds, and then he called me: "Girl~"
The tears I had held back could no longer be held back and rolled down from my eyes.
I handed my phone to Uncle Zhong and turned around to leave, but I couldn't help it. When I got to the door, I rushed back, grabbed the phone and yelled at the other side: "Why don't you come to see me? Why don't you contact me all of a sudden? I...have been...
Waiting for you here..."
The voice I tried to hold back became choked with sobs. I took the phone further away, took out two tissues to clear away the tears and nose, and then said: "I understand, Jun Changqian, you have your own reasons, don't you
You came to see me because you were very busy, and you suddenly stopped contacting me because you were afraid that grandpa would do something to me if he found out. I know, I know."
I spoke incoherently, not knowing what I said. I just felt like I couldn't breathe, and I didn't want him to hear my inhalation, so I simply put the phone away.
When I adjusted my mood and brought the phone closer, the screen showed that the call was over!
I threw my phone to Uncle Zhong, I didn’t have time to wipe my tears, and I didn’t even look back while carrying my bag.
The weather was very hot. I walked under the scorching sun without an umbrella, and his words "Girl~" kept echoing in my mind. It was just two words, but it seemed to contain a thousand words.
I remembered that when I was in Suzhou, he said that I was tanned and looked like an ugly duckling, but he also said that I was the most beautiful swan in his heart. So, now that I am tanned again, will he still think so? He must have some reasons.
Right? Those things I deliberately told him and found excuses for him were the real reasons, right?
Uncle Zhong called me, but I refused to answer. Jun Changqian ignored me, and he also went behind my back. I am already seventeen years old. What can’t you say to me? Asking me to wait or asking me to let go is not
It's something too difficult to talk about.
Not long after, I received a call from Li Yangxi, asking me how the book bar was doing. He said that Lu Qiulang had just taken on a big case and he was lucky enough to collect information for him. I was also sincerely happy for him and encouraged him with a smile.
Li Yangxi changed the subject: "Buyu, are you okay? Why does your voice sound wrong?"
I said no, it’s just that the weather has changed too much recently and I accidentally caught a cold.
Li Yangxi said that it would be fine. You, a elementary school girl, are very distressing.
After hanging up the phone, I saw Sum Yetong pushing the door open and walking in, looking a little haggard. It seemed that I had put a lot of effort into appeasing Xiao Qing yesterday. I wasn't in a good mood either, so I just nodded to him and chose a few soft music to play.
, I found a book by myself and flipped through it at will.
But no matter which page I turn, Jun Changqian's figure will appear in front of my eyes. I imagine what he felt when he heard my voice. Was his pause and silence because of surprise or because of his disapproval?
My apology? He still called me "girl~" as always. It was not as elegant as before, but a little more gloomy. It seemed that he was so depressed that he couldn't find a breakthrough. Only these two words revealed too much about me.
Unacceptable message.
Was it because he couldn't face me when he hung up the phone? In fact, I could understand everything he said clearly to me. I could understand and accept whatever hardships and waits he had and then do it for him. What I couldn't accept was
, so that I was suddenly exiled without any explanation.
A cup of iced coffee was placed in front of me: "Are you still sad about what Xiaoqing said yesterday?"
I shook my head, I was really sad that Xiaoqing would become like that, but my current low mood was not because of her.
"You are only seventeen years old, why do you look like a little old lady?" A slender finger flicked over and a little redness popped up on my forehead.
In the past, he also said that I, a fifteen-year-old girl, pretended to endure everything, it was unnecessary. But now, facing Jun Changqian's matter, I can only pretend and endure it in my heart, even if my heart is being torn.
Even if the pain is tight, you should still treat it as nothing happened.
"There is an outdoor sports group next week, bungee jumping, do you want to go?" Sumino Hitomi asked.
I've been there with Li Yangxi before, but most of the time, I'm too timid to do such thrilling sports. But this time, I thought it would be a good idea to go and let off some steam, so I agreed.
On the day of the actual trip, the weather was very nice. It was still too hot. When I was hanging in the air, my mind went blank. I suddenly thought, it turns out that love does not last as long as life. At the age of seventeen, I regard love as a
It is too important, and thus you will miss too many insights about the command of life.
And love is just a part of life. If you relax your mood, you may really be able to see more and better people.
The days when I returned to the book bar became more and more peaceful. This actually depends on my mentality and mood. Jun Xiaoqing never appeared in the book bar again, and I never heard Uncle Zhong contact Jun Changqian again. After school started, I
I persuaded Uncle Zhong to return to City S. I said that I have grown up and will be eighteen soon.
Uncle Zhong was hesitant, and Sum Yetong suddenly appeared at my house, saying that he lived across the street and would watch over me for him.
It was probably because of Jun Changqian's instruction that Uncle Zhong returned to City S a week after school started and said he would give me a one-month observation period. If I couldn't take care of myself, he would come back.
I didn't give Uncle Zhong this chance. Like all ordinary college students, I moved into the school dormitory. I have four roommates. This semester, I found that everyone is easy to get along with. In my life, after adjusting my mentality
After that, my interactions with Jun Changqian became less and less, and I never shy away from people of the opposite sex in school.
I used this way to tell Jun Changqian who was far away in City S that I was growing up. If he didn't deal with his affairs and catch me, maybe I would escape his control.
A few friends of the opposite sex who play well are actually members of the outdoor sports club, and they have a good relationship with Sumino Hitomi. In addition, they are friends with the girls in the painting group, so they bring me and Sumino Hitomi together from time to time.
.
In the blink of an eye, a month has passed since the first semester of my sophomore year. Hitomi Sumino and I have become closer and closer, going in and out of the library and laboratory together. I heard that the school was going to organize a campus singing competition, and we were even pushed onto the stage.
He supported me. "Jun Buyu's piano is great. If you can persuade her to play accompaniment, I will go."
So amidst the roar of the crowd, I was pushed onto the stage. He sang a song called "Sorrowful" by Lin Youjia. To match his song, I wore a white dress and sat in front of the white piano.
The whole song is very beautiful. I have heard this song before. The melody and lyrics are too sad. After listening to it once, I have never listened to it again. Now listening to him singing, the past scenes with Jun Changqian come to mind.
, so it is like this, so it is like this. "I once had you, and I feel sad just thinking about it."
Tears dripped on the keys, and there was warm applause from the audience. At the last note, strings of bubbles were blown out of the bubble machine on the stage, and Sumino Hitomi turned out a bouquet of flowers like a magic trick and held it to me.
In front of him, he held the microphone and asked: "Jun Buyu, can you be my girlfriend?"
I looked at him in surprise. I thought I made it very clear. I thought he would not misunderstand me during this period of time together. I thought he was willing to be my ordinary friend, but it turns out he is not.
"Promise him! Promise him!" There was a commotion from the audience, but I could only hold up my skirt and run away.
I walked on campus with high heels, as if what happened before happened again. I was dating Sum Yetong. Jun Changqian didn't know that I liked him, and I didn't know if I could like him. Is this fate? Doudou
After a big circle, everything is back to the way it was before.
The difference is that there is already a hole in my heart. Who else can repair it except Jun Changqian?
