Chapter 136 I love him for eleven years @sandycheung
Yu Bei, Le Siyuan and Jun Changqian were in the same car, waving to me from a distance.
Yu Bei said: "Wow, our little girl has become more beautiful. Look at the graceful way she walks..."
Le Siyuan also answered the question with a rare smile: "Don't even look at whose woman it is?"
Jun Changqian smiled and said nothing. It seemed that such words were quite effective in his ears, and they did not interrupt the hilarity of the two people in the back seat.
I had no choice but to turn around and glare at the two of them, then withdrew my gaze and looked up at Jun Changqian shyly. I saw him starting the car with a big smile on his face.
Really, instead of stopping them, he killed me like this. It's so abominable.
With his hand held, Jun Changqian held the steering wheel with one hand and asked Yu Bei: "Is everything done?"
Yu Beidao: "Of course! I'll tell you in detail later."
I didn't like Yu Bei's poverty in the first place, so now I only talked to Le Siyuan: "Brother Siyuan, are you familiar with Zhong Qijian?"
"What? Are you a fan of hers?" Le Siyuan asked me, quite curious: "In my impression, since you were a child, you seem to have only regarded Chang Qian as your idol."
He also talked about what happened when I was a child. It was true. I shook my head and said, "It's not me, it's my roommate. She liked him very much."
Yu Bei then said: "Look at the look on the boss's face, little girl, if you say a word "yes", you will be killed by the boss's eyes."
Jun Changqian looked at the rearview mirror and said, "Bei, have you had enough trouble?"
Le Siyuan hurriedly said: "I have filmed a movie with Chung Qijian. If you want an autograph and a photo, I should give it to you."
"Really, I want to thank Brother Siyuan on behalf of my roommate."
The group of people chatted and laughed before arriving at the place to eat.
The place to eat was obviously booked early in the morning. The car did not drive to the city center, but to a farm village not far from Q University. There was a wooden gate at the entrance of the village. From the gate, a row of red
lanterns for guidance.
The car finally stopped in front of a courtyard. Outside the courtyard was a patch of green bamboo. There were relaxing rocking chairs among the bamboo groves, and several lanterns illuminated the unique style.
Push open the courtyard door and go in, and someone will come forward to guide you. After passing through a screen wall, there is a different cave in the back room.
On the way to the private room, there were several people walking in front of him. The back of one of them looked very similar to Lu Qiulang. His back was turned to me, so I never saw him.
Most of the dishes I ordered were my favorites. During the dinner, several people chatted and talked as before.
Yu Beidao: "The opening of the International Mall, Le Siyuan, just gives you a chance to show your face."
The communication between them has always been like this. Jun Changqian also smiled and said: "With this in mind, the planning department doesn't even have the budget to attract celebrities to cut the ribbon."
Le Siyuan said pretentiously: "Please contact my agent directly."
He was immediately punched by Yu Bei. The atmosphere at the dinner was very good. I asked Le Siyuan about Su Molu's current situation, and he just replied that it was okay, then he lowered his head and started drinking.
This kind of gathering is rare. I guess it ruined the atmosphere. Yu Bei picked up the cup and said, "Here, let's all have a drink."
After a drink, Le Siyuan went to the bathroom, his steps a little sloppy. Jun Changqian didn't drink much because he was driving, and he was worried that something might happen to Le Siyuan, so he followed him.
Only Yu Bei and I were left at the dinner. Thinking of my doubts today, I asked him if he knew Ji Yinze.
Yu Bei said without thinking much that he knew him, and he was a very close friend.
"By the way, he was the one who enlightened you when you were suffering from depression. The boss asked me to find a psychiatrist, and he was the first thing I thought of. Having said that, after you and the boss reconciled, I didn't even have time to do so.
Thank him and treat him to a meal tomorrow."
Sure enough, we are acquaintances. Ji Yinze is the psychiatrist Jun Changqian hired to help me. So, did he also instruct Ji Yinze to guide me to learn lip reading? Are you worried that I will become autistic after depression and refuse to listen or speak?
During that time, I misunderstood him, and he never appeared in front of me. I was allowed to misunderstand him, and even arranged for a psychiatrist. Thinking of the hatred I had for my misunderstanding and distrust of him, I couldn’t help but blame myself.
Guilt.
If Yu Bei knows Ji Yinze, then Li Yangxi is very likely to know him too.
I was just thinking about finding a time to ask Li Yangxi, but the next day he took the time to come to school to see me. His first words were: "Are you okay?"
I was a little confused, and Li Yangxi added: "That day at the farm restaurant, my master and I went to meet a customer. We parked the car and went in, and happened to see you and Mr. Jun..."
I looked at him, and there was anxiety in his eyes, completely because he was worried about me. He seemed to not know that Jun Changqian and I were together again, so it was normal for him to be worried about me.
I smiled and shook my head to show that I was fine.
Li Yangxi said: "As long as it's okay."
I remembered my doubts and asked, "Do you know Ji Yinze, right?"
It's not a question but an affirmation. I think of Ji Min'en's words: "Do you know why you are standing here so well? Ask the people around you, you will know, even if you try to escape his protection again and again,
You hate him again and again, but he still stays by your side silently."
Now, I am almost certain that the person around me mentioned in Ji Min'en's sour words is the Li Yangxi in front of me.
"Why do you ask?" There was a trace of panic on his face, and then he said with relief: "It must have been a few years."
I said: "He is the psychiatrist Jun Changqian invited me."
Li Yangxi was stunned and said: "Buyu, what do you want to say?"
I said, I can't hide things. I want to know why Jun Changqian didn't come out to stop me when I hated him, so I kept hating myself and made both of us sad.
"I want to know why he did that in the first place."
Li Yangxi was silent for a moment before telling me exactly what happened.
I felt guilty because of what happened to Sum Yetong, and I always put the responsibility on myself. I suffered from depression and made suicide attempts several times. Jun Changqian and Ji Minen were engaged, and they were afraid of irritating me again, so they didn’t dare to show up.
In front of me. But he was always in Q City, and he stopped me from committing suicide several times.
My situation became more and more serious, so he asked Yu Bei to find a psychiatrist. The doctor's advice was to let greater hatred stimulate the guilt and self-blame in my heart and divert my attention. Jun Changqian then advised
Li Yangxi, let him guide me and make me think that Ye Tong's death was instigated by him. Including the video sent later, it was also planned by Jun Changqian.
Hearing this, I don’t know how I feel in my heart. On the one hand, he would rather make me hate his greatness for me; on the other hand, he lied to me again and asked me to deal with our relationship in such an extreme way.
There was no sound for a long time, and Li Yangxi sat silently with me.
"Buyu, you love him very much, right?" Li Yangxi looked very downcast when he asked this question, and there were traces of fragmentation in his eyes. I have been thinking that maybe Li Yangxi has a different emotion for me.
Yes, but he was just accompanying me and never said anything ambiguous, including the current sentence, which was not considered ambiguous.
I raised my head and smiled and said, "Well, you can say that I have loved him for eleven years."
Li Yangxi looked at me, and after a few seconds, he suddenly laughed: "Eleven years ago, you were still a child." The atmosphere relaxed instantly.
In the coffee shop, the music was slow and soft. Li Yangxi said: "Although I didn't agree with him using this method at first, it is undeniable that the effect is quite good. Putting oneself to death and living later may be this method. That's it.
Only he has the confidence that after hurting you like that, he can still win your sincerity six months later when everything is resolved."
His confidence is very annoying, that's all I can say. Is there no other way but this? Or is he just so sure that I love him to the point where I don't love myself anymore?
When I learned about what happened at that moment like this, I didn't feel much emotional ups and downs. Instead, I felt a little relieved about the incident of him and Ji Min'en traveling together. He loved me so much that he did not hesitate to use himself as bait and suffered all my cold eyes and hurt.
, how could you push everything back to the starting point when you are finally about to gain happiness?
"It's been a long time since I've been to a bookstore. Why don't you go sit for a while?" Li Yangxi suggested when he saw that I looked good.
The book bar is still as usual, but Xu Yawei is more careful, making some small arrangements on the windowsill and table, and adding some small potted plants, making the entire book bar more cozy.
Seeing us coming in, he greeted us with a smile: "Senior, senior. You two haven't been together for a long time. If you want anything to drink, I'll treat you!"
She looked at Li Yangxi with a slightly shy look, but she tried her best to be generous. I glanced at Li Yangxi, and he pointed to the place where I used to sit very calmly and said: "Sit down first, and I will squeeze it for you."
A cup of juice. Yawei, are there any fruits?”
Xu Yawei shook his head, and Li Yangxi opened the door and went out. There was a fruit shop not far outside, and he could still be seen through the glass.
Three girls pushed the door open and came in. One of them saw me, and the other two also looked over. They walked straight to me and said, "Did Yetong die because of you?"
Come to think of it, Jun Xiaoqing's words spread yesterday morning. Where there are people, there will be disputes. I bit my lip and raised my head to look at them. In the past, Sum Yetong was also considered a news figure in Q University, from the finance department.
He is a top student with handsome appearance and cool temperament. A lot of girls like him, and even the middle school affiliated with Q University has his fans. These few in front of him are obviously not grown up yet, so they must not be from our school.
"You have become someone else's mistress and you still dare to be with us Yetong? How shameless!" One of the girls walked up to me and threw the milk tea in her hand at me. I stepped aside and even more
This aroused the disgust of the three of them, and they all came up.
Xu Yawei tried to stop her, but failed, leaving a mess on the ground.
Yetong's death was related to me, so at this time I couldn't look back at them confidently and was forced into a corner.
"What are you doing?" Li Yangxi squeezed in between the three of them, without putting down the fruit bag in his hand, and protected me behind him.
The appearance of Li Yangxi made the three girls slightly stunned, and then one of them said: "I think Jun Buyu just knows some tricks."
Li Yangxi said: "You just tried to attack Jun Buyu. I have taken photos and collected evidence from the opposite side. As long as Buyu files a lawsuit, you will receive a summons from the court."
Seeing that Li Yangxi was speaking seriously, the three girls left angrily.
