My body fell rapidly, and his fingertips touched my clothes, but it was too late. His warmth quickly dissipated, and from this moment on, I would no longer need his warmth.
My reflection in his eyes is getting lower and lower. In fact, since I was a child, my feelings for him have been cautious and humble. Is it really so low? As low as dust. Originally
I thought that even if I was buried in the dust, if I didn't talk about it or touch it, and let it take root and germinate, it would eventually grow into a beautiful flower of secret love. But I was too greedy. When he warned me, he wanted me to call him "brother-in-law."
, he became greedy. When he pampered me and loved me, he became greedy. Sure enough, once a person is greedy, everything will be in vain. Thank you for teaching me, Jun Changqian, thank you!
The eternity in my eyes is only a moment. Just like a glance on the street, to me, it lasts ten thousand years, but to him, it is just a blink of an eye.
I couldn't feel the pain. The moment I fell at the bottom of the stairs, I saw the unbearable look on Ji Minmin's face who was sitting in a wheelchair. Ha, I couldn't help but sneer.
Jun Changqian took a few steps down and came to help me, but I avoided him and regarded him as a ferocious beast.
I got up and tried to take a step, but I felt pain in my legs. Stairs and I are really destined. It was just that when I fell down the stairs when I was eight years old, he took me as a thorn in his side, and it was too late to hold me in pain. Twelve years later, he
But he brushed me down the stairs with his own hands.
He came to help me, and there was sharp pain in his eyes. But I couldn't see it, and I didn't want to see it. The pain in my heart was more obvious than the pain in my legs. I dragged my legs and walked out. Uncle Zhong brought the medicine box over, and I just calmed down.
I bowed to him as a token of his kindness to me for raising him over the years, and then walked out step by step.
Jun Changqian was stunned there, and Uncle Zhong said: "Master, what are you doing standing still? Pull her back quickly. Her legs are bleeding."
On April day, I was wearing a new style skirt. My knee was cut and bleeding. The dye on the skirt gave it a coquettish beauty.
Jun Changqian strode out and hugged me. I hated that I had only held Ji Minmin's arms this morning. I struggled desperately and the blood on my knees became more and more bleeding.
I looked at him calmly, with nothing but a gray mist in my eyes. I was already in despair! If at the beginning, when Ji Minmin overturned his wheelchair, Jun Changqian's first concern was me, then
At that time, I still had the confidence to continue. Even later, Ji Minmin hugged him and said those words. Because of his words, he was not allowed to say goodbye and still remained firm. So, at this moment, I gave up!
He let go of his hand inexplicably, with fear in his eyes. Hey, where did he get the fear?
He let me go, and I didn't have time to argue with him about where his fear came from. I pushed away his hand that was still froze at my side in a hugging position, and without looking at him again, I left this house that holds so much sweetness for me.
A house of many memories.
Facing the sea, spring flowers are blooming. After all, that most beautiful place no longer belongs to me. But in the end, thank you for giving me love and pain!
He followed step by step, but just when he reached the door, he heard Uncle Zhong exclaim: "Miss Ji, Miss Ji..."
The footsteps following me immediately stopped, and soon left behind me. I didn’t even have the courage to laugh at myself, so I staggered forward.
No need to look back, I also know that Ji Minmin used this trick to retain Jun Changqian, but it is no longer important whether it is her trick. He is impatient with my questions, and he is no longer interested in me, right? Yesterday I was free
I was bored, so I went to the small attic that he had always warned me not to approach. There were two suites inside and outside. The outside room was clearly for boys, but the inside room looked much more delicate and elegant. There was also a young photo on the bedside table.
The smile is very warm.
If it hadn't been for this discovery, I wouldn't have been so impulsive. I also tried to suspect that Ji Minmin and Jun Changqian had something else to do that night together. But this made it impossible for me to persist, and finally I ended up here today.
general situation.
In the end, I stood on the steps and looked back. This was the second time I made up my mind to break up. It was also the last time I returned to this house on the beach when I was twenty years old.
I stayed in a hotel for a week and was sick for a week. Jun Changqian didn't come to see me. I took the medicine by myself and was in a daze. There were no tears anymore. Maybe I felt there was no need to shed tears. When a heart is broken to pieces, it can't be controlled.
The tear glands are gone.
However, the hotel's service was good, and people would come to pay attention to me from time to time. The waiter saw that my face was flushed and I had been locked in the room and never left, so he specially brought me cold medicine.
It lasted on and off for a week. After I got better, I left City S and went back to City Q to find Luo Yun. As soon as Luo Yun saw my appearance, he knew how far things had gone, so he picked me up without asking me any more questions.
Go to her rented place. It is a bit far away from the urban area of Q City. It takes an hour to go to work every day, from the subway to the bus.
After staying in her rented house for two or three days, Luo Yun said that the company was in need of an investment document specialist and recommended that I give it a try.
I don’t have any plans for the future, but I remember what I said to Lu Qiulang back then. At that time, I said that if the flower shop couldn’t continue to operate, I would find a job. At that time, I just wanted to avoid growing up with Jun.
I am humble and out of touch, but I have some sustenance, just like many of my classmates.
Now Luo Yun's suggestion is more than just a sustenance for me. Although there is still money in the card Jun Changqian gave me, I will never use his again in the future. Lu Qiulang also has money, but he
After all, I have a family of my own. I need a job to support myself and a job to support myself.
I simply went to the company with Luo Yun for an interview. The requirements for the document specialist were high, and English required at least CET-8. I just passed CET-4. Although the written test questions were not difficult, I had not dabbled in many professional terms. Translation
I didn’t come. During the written test, I felt unsure.
Maybe Luo Yun and the company's HR mentioned that I don't like talking very much, so they asked me to go back after the written test, add their special recruitment q, and conduct an interview on q.
After three days of struggling, Luo Yun came back to tell me on the fourth day that I was hired! This is really the best news I have heard in recent times.
Luo Yun took me to buy a suit. She was also wearing a uniform, and she looked quite capable.
Maybe it was because I finally had a job, and I felt a little relieved, so I sent a message to Sister Mingyue, saying that I was currently in Q City and planned to stay in Q City forever. Sister Mingyue asked me to take care of myself and said that it would be half a month before
In March, she will also come back to Q City to prepare for the wedding.
Without Jun Changqian in my life, although my heart felt like a big hole, it was not as bad as I expected in the past. We had separated before because of Yetong and the children. At that time, I was still
My uncle and sister Mingyue are also with me. Now that I have grown up and graduated, I am very sure and convinced that I will have my own life in the future, no worse than when I was with Jun Changqian.
On the weekend of his first week at work, Luo Yun said he was going to be a volunteer in a nursing home. He left the house early in the morning. I slept until dawn, turned on the TV, and went to the bathroom to wash up. When I came out, I saw entertainment news reports, Jun Changqian and Ji Minmin.
Entering the marriage hall.
I stood firmly in front of the TV. It was not an LCD, but a 21-inch color TV, but it did not prevent me from seeing the two people on the screen clearly. Ji Minmin was standing, standing next to Jun Changqian, but the big
Part of the center of gravity rests on him, making the two of them look sweet and loving.
The anchor of the entertainment news spoke passionately, saying that Jun Changqian's marriage has attracted much attention. The women he was engaged to were only known to the media: Ji Min'en, Lu Siyu, and Ji Minmin. I wonder how much Jun Changqian and Ji Minmin went through before they finally left.
When they got together, they also specially interviewed Jun Changqian's friend Yu Bei, but Yu Bei, who always smiled, seemed extremely impatient when facing the media's microphone this time.
I turned off the TV calmly, but there was no big ups and downs. He was with Ji Minmin, married her, and whatever happened to her was none of my business.
I packed my bag and was about to go out for a walk, when suddenly my phone rang.
I answered an unfamiliar number and heard a somewhat familiar voice coming from the other side: "Jun Buyu, long time no see."
Ji Min'en?! Why would she call me at this time?
"Jun Changqian and my sister got married, are you okay?" She asked: "Are you still sad? I am calling you just to persuade you that there is nothing to be sad about. In Jun Changqian's heart, he has never been sad.
There is only one Ji Minmin. When we first met, he looked at me differently. At that time, I thought he loved me. It wasn’t until later that I found Minmin’s photo in the attic of his house that I knew
He treats me differently simply because Minmin and I are similar!"
"Speaking of similarities, Jun Buyu, you and Minmin are more similar. Of course, I am referring to personality and temperament. As for appearance, they are not necessarily very similar. Oh, don't hang up the phone! I'm calling,
I have no other meaning, I just want to find someone to talk to. Of course, if you want to think that I am here to see your joke, then it is indeed the case. I think you were so favored at the beginning, but the result was not as good as it was; I think he also treated me at the beginning.
It’s better to accompany me to dinner and watch movies, but in the end, why not push me down the stairs with your own hands and let my child who is about to give birth die?”
I was shocked, Jun Changqian is indeed such a cruel person. When he loves, he holds it in the palm of his hand and puts it in his heart like a jewel. When he doesn't love, he can destroy everything with his own hands.
Pushed down the stairs to a full-term pregnant woman! Pushed me down the stairs, even though she kept saying she loved me, it was inevitable that she would end up like this.
"Jun Buyu, I'm living a better life now without him. I don't have to leave my hometown, and I don't have to pay in such a humble way. Considering that we once loved the same person, I made this call just to tell him
You, after many years, the love you regard as life, the person who is more important than life, will not be just a cloud!"
