My mother has never smiled much since I can remember. But I once saw photos of our family of three happily. I didn’t know that something happened and my father was not with us. Suddenly one day, I just left
When I came back from preschool, I saw a car parked in front of our house. I looked inside curiously and saw a man in a suit talking to my mother.
My mother asked me to come in and said he was my father and had come to pick us up.
I couldn't believe that the way that man looked at me was so different from the father I expected. But after all, I had no right to refuse. Because I couldn't bear to see my mother's heartbreak, I returned to that home and changed my name to Jun Changqian.
He already has a son named Jun Changsheng. He is an arrogant guy, about ten years older than me. He has never given me a good look. Of course, I came here just to steal his things, and he will not give me a good look.
It's really normal.
Living in such a place, one has to be cautious in everything. Fortunately, there is a servant who takes good care of my mother. They all call her Auntie. When Auntie saw her mother for the first time, she sighed and said that she looked so much like the eldest lady.
Well, I didn’t understand at that time, and I thought that the man only loved his mother because she was similar to his wife, so he gave birth to me. In other words, I was not the product of my parents’ love.
But my mother's joys and sorrows are the premise of my joys, sorrows and sorrows, so I know what things should be said and what should not be said at a very young age. I have been very tolerant since I was a child, and I can keep everything I see and hear in my heart.
After two years of careful care in Junzhai, the man's occasional concern still made me very excited. Father's love and mother's love are actually different, which made me want it more.
I studied hard and not only excelled in my grades, but also excelled in other areas, including my character and temperament. I hope I can truly be worthy of being that person’s son.
But one thing is very different. I can play the piano, but the people in Junzhai basically have no musical ability. This is often praised by the servants in Junzhai.
One day two years later, when I came back from school, Aunt Xi suddenly told me that my mother was missing. She also repeatedly told me not to run around and wait for my mother to come back at Junzhai. At that time, I didn’t know what she meant.
, but one day, she made a noise in the king's house, saying that the master had killed the first lady, and now he had killed the second wife, and that the master would go to hell.
Everyone in Jun's house thought she was crazy and sent her to a mental hospital. Faced with Aunt Xi's words, I didn't know whether to believe it or not. Subconsciously, I didn't believe that Mr. Jun would be that kind of person, but
, mother is really missing.
I went to the study to look for him. I just wanted him to help me find my mother, but he became furious and shouted me out of the study. The next day, he arranged for me to transfer to another school and sent me to South Korea.
At ten years old, in a foreign country. This change makes me feel vaguely uneasy, but I believe that he is not that kind of bad person. You can tell from the look in his eyes at Jun Changsheng that he is a father, a loving father.
, since he is a loving father, he will not kill the woman he has been with!
In my third year in Korea, I was twelve years old. When I returned to my apartment from school, I was suddenly notified by my landlord that my rent was due and asked me to find a solution as soon as possible. I asked her to talk to my housekeeper,
She said she hadn't seen him for several months. I was suddenly shocked. When he first came here, the housekeeper was with her every day. After a year, he only appeared once a month. And this year, he was with her every day.
It's not bad to show up once a quarter. I thought about calling the Jun family, but I didn't think it was necessary. If Mr. Jun cares about me, he will definitely come to check his status. And if he doesn't care about me, even if I tell him, he will
You may not care.
I was eventually kicked out, and with all kinds of desperation, I found a job playing piano in a restaurant. It was at that job that I met Min Min. We were two people who were equally helpless, and we depended on each other. She called me Chang
Qian Oba. His pronunciation is not standard, but he is very interested in Chinese culture.
We all hope for our own happiness. Haizi once said, "From tomorrow on, be a happy person, feed horses, chop wood, and travel around the world." He said, "Have a house, face the sea, and the flowers will bloom in spring." That's it.
happy.
When Minmin read this poem for the first time, she felt very yearning for it. She gestured in front of me and said that if she could live in a house like this in the future, she would have a lot of happiness.
But when I actually built such a happy design, she didn't know where it was.
The drawings I drew when I came back when I was sixteen were completed when I was eighteen. Ji Minmin is still in a certain corner of the world, and we have lost contact.
But life has to go on, so I left a small attic upstairs, which was decorated like the place I lived in when I was in Korea. Likewise, I have always asked the landlord there to notify me immediately if there is any news.
But two years have passed and there is still no news.
Yes, I was taken back. When I was sixteen, Minmin suddenly left without saying goodbye. I waited there for half a year, living alone every day, and my life seemed to be empty.
It was at that time that my family sent someone to find me and take me back to China. I didn’t even ask Mr. Jun why he left me alone in South Korea. I think if I hadn’t been alone for four years,
experience, maybe I will be like many people, unable to take care of myself when I grow up.
Mr. Jun still doesn't love me, and I don't care. Once I recognize this fact once, I won't have any expectations anymore. He taught me a lot of things. In addition to schoolwork, I have to go to the company and follow him the rest of the time.
This made me a little happy. I really thought he was my father. I was happy that I could spend so much time with my father.
If it hadn't been for what Secretary Jin said to me when I was eighteen years old, maybe I would still listen to the old man carefully, trying to let him see my achievements, and trying to gain some fatherly love from him.
Secretary Jin’s story is very exciting, but I don’t want to believe it. Shouldn’t everyone look forward? But the evidence is there, I can’t help but believe it. But after all, he raised me from the age of eight to eighteen, even though there were four in between.
He has ignored me for years. I think my mother’s spirit in heaven wouldn’t want me to live in too much pain, right?
Third, we planned to officially take over the company after my eighteenth birthday, but because of Secretary Jin’s words, there was a estrangement between the Jun family and I. It happened that the house on the beach had been built, and I moved out.
Yu Bei approached me before to start a company together. He said that my inspiration and talent in design would be a waste if I did not do design. The Yu family is a big family in S City, and Yu Bei and I did not start a business when they first returned to China after the 16th defeat.
We formed a friendship even though we didn't know each other. He also had a friend named Le Siyuan, who later became a very good friend of mine.
That year we were preparing to open a design company. My stubbornness made Mr. Jun very angry, but there was nothing I could do about it. In the past two years since I returned to China, the things he taught me have been put to use by myself and I have made some investments.
, and had a small amount of savings, his cutting off my financial contacts had no deterrent effect on me at all.
It was approaching the end of the year and I had been busy with company affairs. Thanks to Uncle Zhong taking care of me, I planned to go out to buy a set of New Year clothes for Uncle Zhong as a thank you, so I met that girl on the street. Even I had not thought of that girl.
A girl who will fall deeply in love with.
She was sitting outside the men's clothing store begging, wearing very shabby clothes. She looked up at me, her clean eyes sending a message for help. It was so pitiful. I didn't like to cause trouble, so I went straight into the store.
But before I had time to choose one or two sets of clothes, the shadow of Minmin kept coming back to my mind. I met Minmin at that time under an overpass. She was about the same age as she is now, and her eyes were full of everything.
It's begging.
I still squatted down uncontrollably, and then she fainted. I hugged her soft little body, and I felt a little bit of panic in my heart. Minmin was gone, would this little girl faint like this?
Will you never wake up again in the past?
Fortunately, this girl's vitality is very strong. After seeing her, the doctor said that she was fine but needed a good rest.
When she opened her eyes, the cautiousness flashing in her eyes struck me instantly, reminding me of the scene when I returned to Jun's house ten years ago, when I still had my mother by my side.
She lost her speech and memory, and the police couldn't find her family. Uncle Zhong suggested that I send her to the orphanage directly, but looking at her eyes, I couldn't bear to make such a decision. If Minmin had been sent to
After going to the orphanage, we might never meet each other again, and we would never be able to live together in the attic. I told Uncle Zhong that I wanted to adopt her, and the little girl was so excited that at that moment, I felt like I had done something
A very correct decision.
But the Jun family refused to adopt her. After much deliberation, I also thought that she was not suitable for the growing environment of the Jun family, so I finally found Aunt Yin. Aunt Yin was my mother's best friend during her lifetime. Before I was eight years old, I often watched her perform and often
I attended her art exhibition with my mother, but we didn't have much contact with her when we returned to Jun's house. Not long ago, I met her again on the street. She was still as gentle and elegant, but she didn't recognize me.
Aunt Yin was lonely all her life. She would often look at me and sigh, saying that I looked too much like my father. At that time, I asked her about my father. Aunt Yin showed me a painting she had painted before, and
I do have a bit of a resemblance, I feel more like my mother.
Aunt Yin promised to take care of her for me, and the little girl got a new name. I gave her the last name of Aunt Yin, Yin Buyu.
While I was busy with Juncheng, I often took time to visit Aunt Yin with Yu Bei, Siyuan and the others. The little girl lived very happily at Aunt Yin's house. Although she still couldn't speak, her overall complexion was much better.
She likes to cling to me. Every time she goes there, she clings to me and pulls me to see the paintings she draws, the vegetables she grows, and the flowers she raises.
Days passed by, and in a blink of an eye, the little girl had grown up. Aunt Yin passed away, and she was entrusted to me. The little girl didn't need to worry too much, Aunt Yin taught her well. When she first arrived at the house by the sea
She still looked cautious, as if it was her untouchable happiness.
Seeing her cautiousness at that time, my heart ached slightly, and I thought about doing my best to give her happiness in the future.
When did I have other thoughts about her? Was it when Julie mentioned Min Min in front of her? Not necessarily. At that time, I was just afraid that she would be unhappy. As for why she would be unhappy, I found many excuses.
For example, she is unhappy that there will be another girl next to me, and she is unhappy that I might not be nice to her because of another girl.
Later, when I saw her and Mr. Cen together, I felt a twitch in my heart. It was a very strange feeling that I had never felt before. She was about the same age as him, sitting on the swing, and the boy and girl were innocent and beautiful. I seemed to see it.
Playing back the memories between myself and Minmin, I thought that the throbbing pain might come from the girl's fear of being with other boys when she grows up.
Later in the king's house, the old man forced her to do something, and I suddenly understood that maybe I had unknowingly had an exclusive desire for her. I wanted to protect her and treat her well all my life, so even if I was so unwilling,
She returned to Jun's family, but she made the choice to return to Jun's family because the old man paid attention to her.
I really understood my heart when she ran away from home. She actually had a big fight with me about Master Cen and even started running away from home. It was the first time that I encountered this kind of thing, and it was also the first time that I took over the Jun family.
, there are many things, I don’t understand the girl’s thoughts, and I am helpless. But when I saw her arguing with me so decisively, I suddenly felt jealous of Sumeye Hitomi, and hated the person she wanted to be with forever. Why would it be someone else, not me?
I think this idea is too ridiculous. There is a ten-year age difference between her and me, and she is still an underage girl. Maybe it is just because I place my thoughts on Minmin on her?
But I know it's not the case! When she and Hitomi Sumino went to Qingmei Temple, I couldn't sleep every day. Without her at home, the smell of the air seemed to be different. I took out Minmin's photos and looked at them, and I went up to the attic.
Stay still, but it doesn't work, I still sit and feel uncomfortable.
I miss her, and I miss that little girl Yin Buyu. I miss that she always sits obediently, rarely bothering me, but always appears in my field of vision when I look up when I am bored. I flip through my phone, but
I don’t even dare to send her a message. She and Ye Tong are on a trip. I’m always supervising her. I’m afraid it will make her more rebellious, right?
