Because of this knowledge, I lost weight immediately like a person who has lost love. I thought about focusing all my energy on studying, but it was no use. My grades plummeted. The teacher thought that I was affected by puppy love, so he and I were separated.
Hitomi called to the office.
After scolding me, Cen Yetong didn't say a word. I walked a long way to the school gate. When I was about to get into Uncle Zhong's car, I suddenly said: "Winter vacation will be here soon, Lu Zi
They are planning to take a trip, so I gave them your name."
Traveling? Traveling when my grades are so bad? I was about to shake my head when Cen Yetong said: "Jun Buyu, I don't want to break up with you, so you have to adjust!"
It was a commanding tone again. Although the sentence "I don't want to break up with you" was funny, his tone was so serious that I had to think about it seriously.
Jun Changqian doesn't love me, so if I continue to stay with him, will I be even more sad? I have checked some universities before and thought about taking the exam to Q University. Q University is in a city outside this province, and the score is lower than that in S City.
His university was much higher. If I didn’t work hard, I would have to study at a university in city S under his arrangement. I would watch him and Ji Minen get closer and closer in that home all my life. I didn’t think I could do it.
Maybe this suggestion from Sumino Hitomi would be helpful to me, so I asked: "When will we set off?"
"On the second day of the holiday, you don't have to worry about air tickets or anything." Satomi Satoshi's tone finally became lighter, pleased with my response.
"Where is the destination?"
"Qingmei Temple in x city!"
I heard that Qingmei Temple is like a paradise with beautiful scenery, especially if you go there in winter and encounter snowy weather, the red plum blossoms reflecting the snow will leave you speechless.
When I went home and mentioned it to Jun Changqian, he didn't say anything bad. He gave me a card and said that it was cold there and asked Xiaoqing to accompany me to buy some thick clothes.
Jun Changqian still doted on me, gave me the best food and clothing, and gave me everything except his heart. Looking at the card in his hand, I felt a little sad for no reason, but he still called Xiaoqing. When he said he wanted to go
Regarding buying clothes, Xiaoqing said that she was about to make an appointment with me to go to Qingmei Temple during the winter vacation. I heard that it was freezing cold there.
After careful questioning, I found out that Xiaoqing was with us, as well as Zheng Qiyuan, Yang Jing, Cen Yetong, Lu Zi, and some other classmates.
The winter vacation came in a blink of an eye. The day before the trip, Jun Changqian came back at five o'clock in the afternoon and said he would take me out to eat. He also wanted to see if anything had been left behind and buy it back together.
I have packed my luggage, and with Uncle Zhong here, I have considered everything carefully. But when Jun Changqian said this, I couldn’t refuse. Besides, although I was sad, it was a joy to be alone with him.
matter.
While eating, Jun Changqian suddenly mentioned that our head teacher, Teacher Ning, had called him about my study status.
My heart tightened and I raised my head to look at him. He ate very little and barely moved his chopsticks. At this moment, he also had a pair of chopsticks resting on his hands and looked at me with burning eyes.
"What do you think?" Jun Changqian asked me. Teacher Ning must have told him the reason for my decline in grades. I had a puppy love with Sum Yetong, which affected my studies.
I bit my lip, not knowing how to answer. Jun Changqian added: "I used to think that Ye Tong was just for fun. As for you, you have been insecure since you were a child. There was a boy of your own age who was nice to you.
It's normal to have a heartbeat, but I always thought you would be a very rational girl, but I didn't expect you guys to still fall into it."
It turns out that’s what he thinks! He thinks that the relationship between Sumino Hitomi and me is just a temporary novelty and excitement...
He sighed slightly and said: "Speechless, we have to be responsible for our actions. You have just passed your fifteenth year and are not yet sixteen. There are still many beautiful things waiting for you and Yetong to realize together.
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I took over his words and said: "Yes, uncle, I am also thinking about it. This trip to Qingmei Temple is a journey for me to adjust myself! I have agreed with Sumino Hitomi to take the Q University exam together.
The score line is much higher than that of City S. If I don’t work hard, I will have to be separated from Hitomi Sumino. He has arrived at Q University with so many beauties by himself. The direction between us is also unknown, Hikaru thought.
, I feel worried, so, uncle, don’t worry, I will work hard for my goal!”
Jun Changqian frowned slightly, then relaxed it after a moment. He picked up the tea in front of him and drank it in one gulp, as if what he had in front of him was not a cup of tea but a glass of wine. He relaxed his brows and said, "You would think so,
Of course that’s fine!”
Hiding the bitterness in my heart, I ate quickly, but he still served me with vegetables and peeled shrimps, and he still ate very little. Then he asked me a question: "Buyu, do you know what love is?"
What is love? Love is an emotion that makes me worry about gains and losses, makes me feel uneasy and hopeful, and is full of bitterness. Just like me for him.
I bit my lip, and the handsome features in front of me were outlined over time, and with Jun's tempering, his face showed his mature fortitude. His eyes were fixed on me, just like mine
Eight years ago, when we woke up in a house by the sea, our eyes met as profoundly as before.
Perhaps because he thought he had asked a very uncomfortable question, he smiled self-deprecatingly and covered up the past. While asking me if I had enough to eat, he turned to look out the window. There, there were busy cars and lights, and it was a bustling world.
I breathed a sigh of relief, swallowed the food in my mouth, and answered him seriously: "Uncle, I know love. Love is thinking about someone all the time. If you don't see each other for a day, you will miss him very much, just like me and Cen Ye
Hitomi is like this."
Ever since I made up my mind not to let him know what I was thinking, I have returned to my usual good-natured image in front of him. I don’t know if he would feel unnatural with my way of speaking. Of course, I tried to be as natural as possible.
.
Jun Changqian didn't seem to expect that I would answer. When I said this, he was stunned, and his handsome eyebrows could not help but frown slightly. I followed the topic and asked: "What does uncle think of love?"
"
Jun Changqian looked into the distance, and after a long time he looked back and said: "The love I think cannot be expressed in just a few words."
"Does my uncle love Sister Min En?" I don't know why, but I still asked this question.
Jun Changqian frowned, as if I had given him such a big problem that he could not solve it even if he thought about it for a long time. I was not in a hurry to rush him. I knew that he had a good impression of Ji Min'en. In the past six months, he has had a good impression.
If it doesn't evolve into like and then into love, I'll have to wait for Jun Changqian to tell me.
I was waiting for his answer, naturally looking into his eyes. But Jun Changqian looked away and asked me if I had eaten enough.
Maybe he doesn't know how to answer right now, but one day, he will lead a woman to stand in front of me and tell me that he loves her, that they want to be together, and that he wants my blessing. So, it doesn't matter whether that woman is Ji Min'en or not.
Does it matter? What does it matter if he answers me now or not?
I said I was full, and he asked the waiter to pay the bill.
When I came out of the restaurant, the wind outside was very strong, causing the trees on both sides to sway. I said that I was too full, so I might as well take a walk to eat, but the fact was that I didn't want to be separated from him.
The two were walking side by side. He was about 183 in height, and I only reached his shoulders. He tilted his head and asked me, "Are you cold?"
I wanted to shake my head, but I said, "A little bit."
Jun Changqian's long arm crossed over, held it on my shoulder, and held me in his arms.
Putting my ear against his chest, I could hear his heart beating violently. I was slightly in a daze for a moment, and I didn't even dare to breathe out, for fear of disturbing the warmth of the moment.
All the way forward is a girls' street. Xiaoqing and I usually go this way when we want to go shopping.
Neither of us stopped and walked straight forward and walked into the street. There were all kinds of clothes, shoes, accessories, and bags.
Most of the time, I wear a fixed brand of clothes and shoes, which is also a habit that Jun Changqian has learned over a long time. When I come here with Xiaoqing, one of the most common things I do is look for accessories. Some unique handmade items.
Hairpins, lampshades, and even some mobile phone bags and small items made of hand-woven wool.
We can walk a street and enjoy it endlessly. Then we go through the girls' street and go to the exit on the other side to eat a lot of snacks. At the beginning, Xiaoqing didn't even dare to stand by the stall because the ground was covered with
The old lunch boxes and paper towels looked dirty and cheap. I was different. I was homeless when I was eight years old. I even went through the trash cans just to find something to fill my stomach. And many times, the real delicious food
, unique food is hidden in such markets.
"Handsome guy, buy a flower for your little girlfriend." A **-year-old girl held a flower basket in her hand, and the roses inside had been blown so much that the petals turned up.
Little girlfriend? I bit my lip, I couldn't help but think about it in my mind, and I stopped for a moment, unable to move an inch.
Jun Changqian laughed softly and said to her: "Give me all the flowers in the basket." He took three or four red banknotes from his wallet and handed them to her: "Go home early.
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Holding the flower in one hand and still holding my shoulder with the other, he said in an extremely brisk voice with a hint of a smile: "As we grow up, our Baiyu is misunderstood as my brother-in-law's."
Little girlfriend."
I grabbed him and looked at the glass of the roadside shop as a mirror. I asked him with a smile: "Look, it does look a bit like it."
Jun Changqian pretended to look at the glass twice, his eyes sparkling, he held my face in his hands, and carefully held my eyes.
My heartbeat was getting stronger every time, almost jumping out of my chest. He didn't correct the little girl selling flowers, he even bought all her flowers, and he was holding my face at this moment. Was he...
