I don't know when I fell in love with Wenwan. When I found out, she was already in someone else's arms.
--Inscription
When I was 18 years old, I graduated from college, got drunk at a party, and had a smooth relationship with Dong Weizhuang, who sent me back to my room.
When I woke up the next day and found myself and Dong Weizhuang lying naked together, my first reaction was not to feel lucky to get the number one goddess in G size. Instead, I felt panic, self-blame, guilt, and it was difficult to face it.
...So in this situation, before Dong Weizhuang woke up, I put on my clothes and ran away.
I returned home.
Speaking of the family I married into with my mother, I have to mention my gentle father, Wen Wenlai.
It is understandable that a legendary woman like Rong Zhaoyan is willing to give up everything for a man, which shows that this man must be a dragon among men.
In order to be together, the two chose to give up everything and elope, which shows how vigorous and powerful their love is, which moves the world.
This is also true. I admire and admire Wen Wen in all aspects, including his appearance, demeanor, talent, and how he handles things. In the future, I will even use him as a model for learning.
Even though Rong Zhaoyan died of a heart attack when Wen Wan was five years old, as a bystander, I felt so deeply his attachment to Rong Zhaoyan.
Precisely because Wen Wen loved Rong Zhaoyan so deeply, in those years I still couldn't understand why he didn't stay safe for Rong Zhaoyan and instead married again. And with his shrewdness and wisdom, I don't believe he didn't realize that Lin Huishu was actually just a fraud.
Just a crime.
So why did he marry Im Hye Sook?
Because Im Hye Sook is beautiful?
There is nothing wrong with Lin Huishu being beautiful, but compared with Rong Zhaoyan, she is still far behind.
So Lin Huishu and Rong Zhaoyan are somewhat similar. Wen Wen married her just because there was still a trace of thought in his heart and regarded Lin Huishu as a substitute?
But I didn't find any similarities between Lin Huishu and Rong Zhaoyan. On the contrary, they are completely different in every aspect.
So is it because Wen Wen really fell in love with Lin Huisu?
No.
In my opinion, not only does he not love Lin Huishu, he even has no affection for Lin Huishu. The relationship between them is stranger than strangers, and most of the time, they sleep in separate rooms.
So after Wen Ning was born, I once suspected that Wen Ning was not the daughter of Wen Wen and Lin Huishu, and then I went for a paternity test.
Sure enough, Wen Ning is the daughter of Lin Huishu and another man. That man was Lin Huishu who wanted to kill Wen Wen and got Wen Wen's property, so Lin Huishu found a home for herself.
Wen Wan walked out of the kitchen.
Even though Wen Wen's family is not as poor as they imagined, the clothes Wen Ning wears are all famous brands, but the skirt Wen Wan wears is old and washed white.
But this whiteness was nothing compared to her skin color, so for many years afterwards, what stuck most in my mind was her snow-white skin.
When she poured tea for Lin Huishu, Lin Huishu deliberately poured the hot tea on the back of her hand.
The tea cup broke, Lin Huishu slapped Wen Wan in the face, and scolded Wen Wan for being too careless.
Wen Wan squatted on the ground to pick up the pieces. She lowered her head and said sorry repeatedly. She cut her finger and seemed unaware.
I saw the sharp contrast between her white back neck and the blood beads emerging from her fingers. For a moment, my heart twitched.
When Wen Wen saw Lin Huishu, a vicious stepmother, abusing his own daughter, his expression was so indifferent.
Even Wen Wen, the biological father, doesn't protect his daughter. As a half-brother, I have no position to help Wen Wan.
There were a total of five people in the family. Lin Huishu and Wen Ning were beating and scolding Wen Wan all day long. Wen Wen and I chose to watch with cold eyes, which shows what kind of life Wen Wan lived at that time.
So looking back now, I finally understand why Wen Wan said Mu Yuxiu was the light in her life.
If I had chosen to stand by her side to protect Wenwan during her most difficult years, would it be me that she fell in love with?
Will the results be different?
The answer is unknown.
Time flies by in a flash.
Wenwan is 17 years old, which is also the seventh year that I have been at Wenwan’s house.
At that time, I still didn't realize that I was attracted to her, or maybe I had a goddess-level partner like Dong Weizhuang, so I couldn't find any reason to be attracted to the then unknown Wen Wan.
Lin Huishu still attacked Wen Wen.
At the moment when Wen Wen was dying, he called me alone and answered all the questions I had doubts about.
Wen Wan suffers from congenital heart disease, and the doctor has already given a death date - she will not survive for a year.
When Rong Zhaoyan passed away, her biological child was still in her heart. She asked Wenwen to find a suitable heart and save their daughter.
Wen Wen cried bitterly and agreed to his beloved wife's last wish. In the following years, Wen Wen not only wanted to fulfill his beloved wife's last wish, but also for his own daughter. He traveled across mountains and rivers and traveled long distances to find someone who matched Wen Wan all over the world.
heart.
Huang Tian paid off his hard work, and when Wen Wan was 10 years old, Wen Wen finally found her.
And the person who matches my gentle heart is me.
So everything that happened after that was a matter of course.
He married Lin Huishu, a fraudster, and asked Lin Huishu to take me with him. He was willing to wrong himself and be cruel to his daughter. He was even more willing to be defrauded by Lin Huishu of the millions of dollars left by Rong Zhaoyan. What he did was only mine.
a heart.
How do I respond to the dying gentleness?
Forgive me, I can't respond.
Because I have no disease, no pain, and good health. If I give my heart to Wen Wan, it means that I must die.
Putting aside everything else, I think there are only a small number of angels in this world who are willing to sacrifice their own lives to save others.
But I am not in that small part.
So I resolutely refused Wen Wen's request to give my heart to Wen Wan.
Before Wen Wen died, he said: "A'du, I won't force you, and I can't force you, but I believe you will be willing one day."
A prophecy.
I fell in love with Wenwan.
After Dong Weizhuang's death, when I started planning to frame Mu Yuxiu, I thought that no matter success or failure, I would choose to die in order to save Wen Wan.
In fact I lost.
I thought that my city was a hundred feet tall and I had no leaks, but in fact I was not as good as one-third of Mu Yuxiu.
From the beginning, he saw through my entire game.
That's why on the day when he and Wenwan registered their marriage certificate and invited me to dinner, he said that I knew too much and he would not spare my life.
Now that I think about it, he didn't start murdering me from then on, but maybe a few years ago, when he also learned that my heart matched Wenwan, he wanted to kill me and put me to death.
My heart was softened.
I used Dong Weizhuang's death to put myself in jail. This was the first time I framed him, and it was also to sow discord between him and Wen Wan.
And he took advantage of his trick and put on a show for everyone to see, especially for Wen Wan.
Wen Wan had quarreled with him many times because of me. In fact, he had expected it, including every step I took, he deliberately gave in.
He used his tactics to the fullest.
I was betting on which side Wen Wan would take, and he was also betting on who Wen Wan would choose to abandon.
In the final step of Lu Weihang and Yuan Fan's plan to kidnap Wen Wan, Mu Yuxiu clearly knew that I was luring him there on purpose, and he also guessed how I would deal with him, but he still went.
He even cooperated with me, killed Lu Weihang with a gun, and asked the police to take him away... All of this was intentional on his part.
What I do is just my heart.
That day Sheng Qizhou came to visit me in prison. He took the organ donation registration form that I had filled out from Chi Beizhe. He knew that I would eventually give up my life to save Wen Wan, so he said let's make a bet.
!
Sheng Qizhou and Mu Yuxiu will not kill me personally.
They took advantage of Wenwan.
Sheng Qizhou said to give Wen Wan a chance to choose. If Wen Wan abandons me in the end, then I will lose.
If I lose, I will die willingly.
If I win, I will still die to save Wen Wan, but Mu Yuxiu will be buried with me.
I have no reason not to agree.
Because I love Wenwan, no matter whether I lose or win, I will give my heart to Wenwan. The difference is that if I win, Mu Yuxiu will die.
Yes.
Mu Yuxiu gambled with his life on whether Wen Wan would kill me to save him.
In the end, Mu Yuxiu won.
When Wen Wan said, "Shen Du, why don't you die?! Just die!" The winner of this game had already been decided.
I lost.
I overestimated my ability, I overestimated my position in Wen Wan's heart, and she asked me to die for Mu Yuxiu.
hehe--
Wen Wan, you want me to die?
In fact, why do you need to say it?
In order to save you, I have long been prepared to give up my life.
It doesn't matter if you can't see my heart. This time, I will dig it out for you.
After I was released from prison, I went to the flower shop to buy flowers and walked through the deep snow to the graves of Wen Wen and Rong Zhaoyan.
Over the years, I have often visited them, but I have never been so attentive to Wen Wen, my biological father who has been dead for many years.
Except for some accumulation of snow on the tombstone, I have cleaned the rest of the area very clean on weekdays.
I stretched out my hand to brush away the snow, put down the flowers, and knelt down, "Uncle, I think until this moment, I can finally fulfill your last wish. As you expected, I fell in love with your daughter, love."
I am willing to give up my life for her, so please rest in peace! I will give my heart to your daughter, and she will live well..."
The cold winter wind blew over, and I suddenly felt colder than ever before, so I moved forward, put my face against Wen Wen's tombstone, and said with a choked sob: "Uncle, I'm sorry... I didn't have the courage until now."
"You know? If I could, how could I be willing to give up my life? I want to love Wenwan, I really want to love her! But fate has never given me this opportunity. At first I didn't know that I loved her,
When I found out, she was already in someone else's arms. Later, I wanted to love her, but it was already impossible..."
At the end of the story, I burst into tears and burst into tears.
My crying gradually grew louder, mixed with the sound of the wind, and seemed so sad and sad.
hehe--
I am a man, would I cry to this extent for a woman?
Wenwan, I love you, do you know?
As I drove the car, countless fragmentary and complicated pictures flashed before my eyes, but gentleness was always indispensable in every picture.
It's like I can't live without her in my life.
So gentle, goodbye.
"boom"!!!
I tightly held the diamond earrings I had given to Wen Wan in my palms, and long after the sound of the explosion dissipated, I closed my eyes.