After a while, Wen Wan raised her head and looked in the mirror.
Face full of tears.
She didn't care about the authenticity of these things, but at least Shen Du had read these suicide notes, and it was because he believed them that he framed Mu Yuxiu.
So in the final analysis, Shen Du was not doing it for himself, but Shen Du was used by this suicide note, or to be more precise, Shen Du was used by Dong Weizhuang.
She always thought that Shen Du loved her so much that he went crazy in love with her. In order to get her, he, like Sheng Qizhou, would not hesitate to hurt himself. However, in fact, Shen Du thought that Mu Yuxiu had been cheating on her and Shen Du couldn't bear to see her suffer. , couldn't bear it anymore, so he attacked Mu Yuxiu.
It turns out that everything Shen Du did was for her, and he just wanted her to live a better life.
Until this moment, she was not willing to affirm Shen Du's love.
To guard silently without expecting anything in return is even more selfless and great.
Shen Du, why are you so stupid?
Why didn't you tell me these things and instead implemented your own plan alone?
If you told me, how could I have allowed you to get to this point?
You would rather let me misunderstand you, let me hate you, would rather bear it all silently, and would rather let me get rid of Mu Yuxiu. What did you gain by doing this?
Not only did you not get my forgiveness, but you risked your own life. Why are you so stupid?
You were taken advantage of, did you know that?
Why didn't you discuss it with me after you saw the suicide note?
yes.
You have always been a person who only acts but never talks. Just like you have loved me for so many years and you have never told me. Just like you have done so much for me behind my back but never let me know.
You are too stupid.
You are so pathetic.
sinking, sinking——
Whispering Shen Du's name Wen Wan, she turned around and leaned against the sink. Unable to stand, she slid down and slowly sat on the ground. She hugged herself with her arms, buried her face in her knees, and cried bitterly.
She seemed to see him standing behind her, looking at her with sad but hot eyes; she said that she liked following him and liked the diamond earrings he gave. Every time she showed an expression of joy to him, he raised his eyebrows slightly. the corners of her lips; when he hugged her, he tightened his arms, his violently shaking chest and tense nerves... That night in prison, his kiss, his tears, his last farewell glance.
There is a kind of deep love in this world. I don't expect to have it. I just want to keep him in my thoughts and allow him to protect it silently.
But in the end, she even had to take away her right to protect him. She said that he was the only person she hated in the world and she would never forgive him. She let him die.
So he really went to die.
Is there anyone more stupid than him in the world?
In the quiet bathroom, gentle cries echoed.
The hot tears that kept flowing out of her eyes wetted her knees. She didn't know how long it took, but she felt as if something was gushing out of her lower body. At first, she didn't care, but soon she felt pain in her lower abdomen.
Menstruation?
She remembers that her period will be a few days late, or is it early?
wrong.
Wen Wan thought of the symptoms of vomiting and nausea she had been experiencing recently, and she suddenly raised her head, her face turned pale with trembling.
After a while, she tremblingly took out her mobile phone and called Xiang Rui. Her fingers could hardly hold the phone and her voice was trembling, "Xiang Rui, I'm in Shen Du's villa. Can you come over and take me there?" Going to Hengyuan?"
"What's wrong with Mrs. Mu? I'm doing something for Mr. Mu." Xiang Rui pondered for a moment, "I'll let Guan Silin go over!"
"Okay... okay..." Wen Wan hung up the phone, she was already covered in cold sweat, and had to stand up slowly, walked out and sat on the sofa.
When Guan Silin rushed over, she saw Wen Wan's eyes were closed, her face was pale, and she was sweating profusely. She thought Wen Wan was having a heart attack and quickly helped her up, "Mrs. Mu, are you okay?"
Wen Wan's consciousness was a little dazed, she opened her eyes slightly, shook her head and said, "Arlene, I may have... had a miscarriage."
abortion?!
Guan Silin's body swayed and she almost failed to hold Wen Wan. After reacting, she immediately bent down and said, "Come up, I'll carry you." After saying that, she felt it was inappropriate, so she quickly turned around and hugged Wen Wan's waist.
, "Shall I hug you?"
"But..." Wen Wan was a little hesitant. After all, Guan Silin was not Mu Yuxiu, and she was a woman like her. How could she be able to hold her?
Guan Silin didn't hesitate, she bent down and hugged Wen Wan, jokingly saying, "Don't look at me because I'm small and thin, but I'm actually stronger than Xiang Rui."
Wen Wan couldn't help but laugh when she saw the beads of sweat sliding down Guan Silin's fair forehead.
Guan Silin didn't walk fast, but she was extremely steady. She went downstairs and went out. After putting Wen Wan in the car, she was already out of breath, but she didn't stop at all. She started the car and made a call to Hengyuan.
On the way, Guan Silin freed up a hand to hold Wen Wan, "A-Wan, we'll be here soon. Just hold on, nothing will happen."
Pregnancy is a fatal risk for patients with heart disease, and Wenwan's miscarriage at this moment shows its seriousness.
"I'm fine." Wen Wan's whole body was cold, and she held Guan Silin's hand. Her face was extremely pale, and blood dropped from her clenched lips, which made her look like she had a breath of life. "Where's Ash?"
"Mr. Mu is fine, Awan, don't worry."
"That's good." Tears fell from Wen Wan's tightly closed eyes, and she slowly lost consciousness.
Ash, I'm sorry, I may not be able to save our child.
***
When I woke up again, I was lying on the hospital bed as expected.
When Wen Wan saw Guan Silin standing aside, she called out to her, "Arlene..."
"I'm here." Guan Silin responded. Before Wen Wan could ask, she stood up and said, "Wait a moment, I'll call the doctor."
A few minutes later, Chen Baimo and Bai Qingnian walked in one after the other.
"Young Master Chi went out in the morning and hasn't come back yet. Du Hua asked Amo and I to take charge of Mrs. Mu's body." Bai Qingnian said as she saw Wen Wan seemed to be about to sit up, she quickly walked over to stop her and said, "Mr. Mu
My wife needs to rest in bed now. If you need anything, you can tell me and Amo."
At close range, Wen Wan smelled the faint fragrance of Bai Qingnian's body, which was not the smell of perfume, giving her a very stable feeling.
She nodded, "Okay." Then she turned her eyes to Chen Baimo, who was holding a medical diagnosis in his hand.
Chen Baimo lowered his head and looked at the medical examination, without looking at Wen Wan, with a serious look on his face, "The test results show that Mrs. Mu is one month pregnant. Didn't Mrs. Mu notice it? Otherwise, why would she be so careless?"
Wen Wan's hand under the quilt moved to her abdomen. She couldn't feel anything, and she was mentally prepared for the worst, but when she spoke, her voice was still hoarse, "We have always used birth control, and I have a bad heart.
, will be accompanied by symptoms of vomiting and nausea, so I have no reason to think about pregnancy."
Bai Qingnian saw Wen Wan biting her lip till it was bloody and trying to endure it. She frowned and said to Chen Baimo in a cold voice: "Amo, what happened has happened. Don't say such useless things anymore."
He took out a cotton swab and wiped the blood on Wen Wan's lips, and said comfortingly: "It's just a threatened miscarriage, the baby can be saved."
Wen Wan was stunned when she heard this, and felt as if she was coming back to life, and her tears suddenly rolled down.
"Stop crying, you can't cry anymore." Bai Qingnian's heart was still soft after all. Seeing this, he quickly said softly: "Originally, threatened abortion is caused by excessive fear, grief, anger... psychological reasons, you want to keep it
This child needs to adjust his mood first."
Chen Momo frowned and pulled away from Bai Qingnian, reminding him: "As a doctor, the most basic thing is to keep your personal emotions in check."
He took a few steps closer, stood in front of the bed, and said lukewarmly: "Judging from Mrs. Mu's current condition, I still advise you not to keep this child. Otherwise, not only will the child not be saved, Mrs. Mu's own life will also be in danger."
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After all, Wen Wan is not Mu Qinghan, and she has long known that she is not suitable for childbearing at the moment. When she heard this, she did not react violently, but nodded calmly, "I know, I will get rid of this child."
If she exchanged her life for this child, it would be worthwhile, but even if she gave her own life, she might not be able to keep this child, so why should she bother?
Chen Baimo was silent for a few seconds, and finally his voice softened, "Do you want us to inform Mr. Mu?"
"He is the father of the child and has the right to know." Wen Wan turned her eyes to Guan Silin.
Guan Silin quickly answered: "I called Mr. Mu, but no one answered. He must be in a meeting and turned off the mute, but I asked Xiang Rui to tell him."
Wen Wan felt very tired. She closed her eyes and then opened them again. She said softly: "No, I'd better tell him this kind of thing myself! Can you guys go out first? I want to be alone for a while."
"Okay, have a good rest. I'm right outside. If you need anything, just call me." Guan Silin leaned over to tuck the corner of the quilt for Wen Wan, turned around, and tears flowed from her red eyes.
How did everything come together?
Mr. Mu's funeral has not yet been arranged, and the entire Mu family has begun to make plans because of the will.
Mr. Mu and Young Master Ling wanted to let Mr. Mu rest in peace, and they had been fighting with the Mu family for the past two days.
Mr. Mu had no time to care about anything else and told her to take good care of Wen Wan. But in the current situation, how could Wen Wan get through it without Mr. Mu by her side?
After so many things happened, Wen Wan and Mr. Mu's child could not be saved. Wen Wan's own body could not bear so much. Wouldn't this cost Wen Wan her life?
As a bystander, she watched the two of them go all the way to the present, quarrels, misunderstandings, separation, and running-in... No matter how much they stay together, she couldn't judge who was right and who was wrong. She just felt so sorry for them.
, she only knew that both of them were suffering, her own fate was unfortunate, and it was even more difficult for them to love each other.
