"Well..." Shen Du then spoke, his voice sounding rough and hoarse as if it had been polished by sandpaper, and he held Wen Wan's hand tightly, "She said she planned to get engaged at the end of the month."
Although Wen Wan had already guessed it, Wen Wan was still shocked when she heard this.
She is too casual and believes that everything should be allowed to take its course. What is natural is yours, not yours, and it is useless no matter how hard you force it.
If it were her, her way of dealing with it would be to break up after they broke up. No matter how painful it was, she wouldn't try to save it.
Just like she and Mu Yuxiu once did.
But Shen Du and Dong Weizhuang are different. Shen Du and Dong Weizhuang obviously still love each other deeply. Now they are both in pain, and she can't bear to see their pain.
Shen Du didn't say anything, so she could only persuade her softly: "Shen Du, no matter what you say, I think you are like me and believe that your sister-in-law will not betray you. I know what you just said was just out of anger. Calm down. Think about it, are you really willing to give up on her and this relationship that has lasted for more than ten years?"
Shen Du's body froze.
He looked down at Wen Wan in the darkness, unable to see her face, but her eyes were particularly bright, like lake water under the moonlight, warm and cool.
However, the more he looked at her, the more his heart ached, as if it was being placed in a frying pan, scalding hot, and the suffering was unbearable.
After a while, he turned away and said, "Wen Wan, you don't understand..."
She doesn't understand that he only has a responsibility to Dong Weizhuang now, a responsibility that "must repay Dong Weizhuang for all these years of hard work and wasted on him." So even if he loves Wen Wan, he won't tell her.
But the reality did not allow him to be with Dong Weizhuang, so he felt a little bit lucky, so he might as well end it like this! Why not tell Wen Wan that he loves her now, and tell Wen Wan that he wants to be with her.
However, this idea was quickly dispelled by the guilt towards Dong Weizhuang.
Dong Weizhuang followed him from the age of 16 to now (year old), and a woman's best 13 years of youth were given to him. If he failed Dong Weizhuang in this life, would he still be a man?
What qualifications does a man who has changed his mind like this have to talk about love again?
"Shen Du, listen to me..." Wen Wan wanted to say something else, but she let go of her hand and stood up, saying calmly: "Go to bed! I will take care of my own affairs." "
After saying that, he turned around and left.
Hearing this, Wen Wan felt aggrieved and angry. She couldn't help raising her voice and shouting behind him: "What's your own business?! Shen Du, do you think of me as your sister? Don't you know that I care about you?"
After she shouted, she felt pain and stuffiness in her heart, and a layer of cold sweat slid down her forehead.
She bit her lips, bent down slightly, and pressed her chest with her hands. Seeing that Shen Du straightened his back and froze in place, she tried to speak again, "Shen Du..."
"Haha...!" But only a low and sarcastic sneer was heard, and Wen Wan was stunned for a moment.
Shen Du didn't even look at her, his voice was contemptuous and full of hatred, "Wen Wan, why do you think I saved you back then? I just sympathized with you and was just repaying the debt I owed you to the Wen family for my mother."
"Be nice to you, do you take yourself seriously? Don't be stupid! You are the enemy who almost killed my mother, and you want me to treat you as my sister? Ridiculous!"
"It's ridiculous..." Wen Wan murmured these two words repeatedly, and the familiar pain in her heart almost made her faint.
When she heard the sound of Shen Du leaving the door, her mind exploded. She didn't know how she ran back to the room in the end, how she grabbed the pills and swallowed them. She didn't even know When did I fall asleep?
When she woke up again, it was pitch black outside the window, and Wen Wan took out her cell phone in a daze.
She could really sleep, and it was already the second night.
Wen Wan was about to get up when her phone vibrated.
Dong Weizhuang choked and said on the other end: "Wen Wan, go and see Shen Du. He was drunk and fighting with others in the bar..."
Wen Wan suddenly came back to her senses and was about to ask carefully when the servant's voice came from over there, "Miss, the second young master is here. Madam wants you to go down now."
"Okay, I understand." Dong Weizhuang responded. She didn't have time to say anything more to Wen Wan, so she only reported the address of the bar and hung up the phone.
Wen Wan immediately tidied up, and when she opened the door and went out, a gust of cold wind blew through the corridor, and it seemed to be raining outside.
She turned around and went to Shen Du's room to find one of Shen Du's coats, closed the door and hurried over.
