Wen Wan thought that when she ran into Sheng Qizhou's arms, she caught his breath. She didn't even smell it herself, and she didn't know whether it was Mu Yuxiu who deliberately tricked her or it was his psychological effect.
She was stared at by Mu Yuxiu's sinister and sharp eyes, and because she was already feeling guilty, she turned her face away unnaturally, biting her lips and saying nothing.
"Didn't you feel confident just now? What happened now? I was right, so you are speechless?" Mu Yuxiu turned Wen Wan's palm-sized face again, his eyes were like dormant beasts
, red and green, even the voice was growling, "You admit it, right? You explain! Wen Wan, I will listen to your explanation!"
Wen Wan's eyes were full of tears, but she looked at the crazy Mu Yuxiu sadly and indifferently, her voice full of sarcasm, "You just didn't give me a chance to explain. After you have sentenced me for all the crimes, you are asking me to explain again."
? Mu Yuxiu, you are not sure at all, why did you open your mouth and say such hurtful words? I smell like a man, what about you? I can also smell the semen after you and Qiao Feimin had sex!
"
Upon hearing this, the emotion in Mu Yuxiu's eyes suddenly changed, and his pupils shrank tightly.
He stared intently at the light blue blood vessels on Wen Wan's snow-white neck, and the hand holding her chin suddenly moved to her neck, pinching her fair and delicate neck.
"Do you believe it or not...?" The veins on Mu Yuxiu's forehead trembled, and his voice seemed to come from deep in his throat, like the north wind whistling by, biting and hoarse, "If you continue to be stubborn with me, I will kill you now."
Strangle you."
"You pinch me, you pinch me to death!" Wen Wan felt Mu Yuxiu's fingers tightening little by little. She still raised her neck, but closed her eyes weakly, and two lines of clear tears fell down her face, "Sooner or later, it will happen anyway.
One day I will be killed by you, why don't you give me a good time now!"
Mu Yuxiu's tall figure trembled, and he stared at Wen Wan, who was crying silently, with disbelief. His pupils opened and closed, and all kinds of unspeakable emotions were fleeting.
Wen Wan still closed her eyes tightly, and her pale face was gleaming with tears under the light. She was so fragile, and he could kill her with just one force, but she still straightened her back and did not give in at all.
I don't know how long it took, but Mu Yuxiu's hand holding Wen Wan's neck was like a person whose life was about to pass away. He loosened it little by little, and finally dropped suddenly.
He lowered his eyes, spread out his palms, and stared at his own palms, as if talking to himself, but every word was full of sorrow and bitterness, "So being with me makes you so painful?"
?”
of course not!
She just said it out of anger, but he actually took it seriously.
Wen Wan opened her eyes tremblingly. This was the first time she saw such a depressed and sour expression on Mu Yuxiu's face. The psychological defense she had built instantly collapsed.
Just as she was about to speak, Mu Yuxiu's fingers had already touched her face. The eyes that were staring at her had such an obviously hurt expression. He wiped the tears that were constantly flowing out of her eyes and said in a hoarse voice.
: "Wen Wan, do you know what I did today?"
"You're on your period, so you can't touch cold water. When I came back from get off work, I washed all the clothes you left in the clothes basket. You said you wanted me to cook for you, and I prepared all the ingredients. Okay, I couldn't wait for you and thought you might work overtime, so I didn't rush you. Later you called me and said you wanted to have a dinner together, so I told you that I was also busy in the company."
Wen Wan suddenly turned her head and saw the clothes hanging up on the balcony, and she suddenly lost her voice.
"Yes." Mu Yuxiu said softly, "These are probably what I should do as your man. I have no complaints and I don't want to take credit from you for this, so I let you get along well with your colleagues.
Don’t pay attention to me.”
"Then I went to the Sheng family and wanted Sheng Shichang to cancel my engagement with Qiao Feimin. You happened to call at that time. If you heard it, you would be angry. I can understand if you hang up the phone or even turn off the phone.
, so when I couldn’t contact you, I drove out and asked Lu Weihang where you were having dinner. When I rushed over as quickly as possible, you were already gone. I thought you might have gone home, so I
Come back home. Not long after I got home, I received your text message."
When Wen Wan heard this, she pulled off Mu Yuxiu's hand and held it in her palm. Her aura had been completely polished by his tenderness and consideration. She asked him in a hoarse voice with tears in her eyes: "Since you know everything, why do you still do it?"
angry?"
This was the first time that she worked so hard, and her nails dug into the back of Mu Yuxiu's hand, but he did not pull away, but stared deeply into Wen Wan's clear, dark eyes, and asked: "What on earth am I angry about? Are you really angry?"
Don’t you know? I’m not angry at you for making me anxious, but I can’t stand your deception.”
Mu Yuxiu changed the topic, suddenly filled with anger, "When Sheng Shichang left my mother, he said that he would go out and work hard alone. When he becomes successful, he will definitely come back and give my mother the happiness she wants. But in fact, my mother waited
For more than 20 years, Sheng Shichang not only did not come back, but also formed a new family with another woman. He had no intention of being responsible for my mother from the beginning, but he deceived her for so many years."
"And you? Not only did you lie to me, you smelled of alcohol and other men. What man can bear it? It's just because I care about you so much that I spoke so harshly.
, but you don’t understand at all. You keep saying you love me, but you have never tried to get into my heart. Since you think being with me is a kind of torture, and you want to break up, then let’s break up!”
Wen Wan looked at Mu Yuxiu's indifferent expression. After all, she was not as calm as him. She shouted hysterically: "You said I don't understand you, but Mu Yuxiu, have you ever given me a chance? You didn't!"
"You know how many things you are hiding in your heart. You are a man who is unwilling to take off your clothes even during sex. How do you want me to understand you? Even though I have lived with you for so long, you have never taken the initiative to talk to me.
I have talked about everything about you. You have always sealed your heart away and lived in your own world without letting anyone step in. Is it because I am not qualified or because you have never thought about asking me to participate in you?
future? In that case, why do you blame me for not understanding you?"
Mu Yuxiu interrupted Wen Wan, "I don't blame you. The bottom line is that the two of us are not suitable at all, or as you said, no one can stand my personality. I deserve to live like this all these years.
Loneliness, my mother, my grandmother, you seven years ago, everyone I care about, all took the initiative to leave me, and I deserve it! You go! No, that’s not right.”
Mu Yuxiu shook his head and said, his expression did not change much, but there was a scarlet light deep in his eyes. He withdrew his hand that was still tightly held by Wen Wan, turned around and opened the door, "I should be the one leaving.
This apartment and the mansion halfway up the mountain are all left to you, which is what you deserve for staying with a hopeless person like me for so long."
Wen Wan felt as if she had been struck by lightning, there was a roar in her ears, and she did not hear what Mu Yuxiu said at the end. She froze on the spot and watched Mu Yuxiu open the door and walk out, then closed the door from the outside.
She didn't even see his back, he had already disappeared from her sight.
Wen Wan didn't react for a long time, until a familiar tearing pain came from her heart. She slid along the door and sat on the ground, letting the endless tears flood her sight.
But this place was so small that she could see the clothes he hung up on the balcony just by sitting there.
She looked at her underwear and panties, and she seemed to be able to imagine the concentration on his face when he was washing her clothes.
He's most charming when he's serious.
There are also shredded ginger and green onions that he cut in the kitchen, and the refrigerator is stocked with ingredients he bought himself.
Perhaps when he received the call that she couldn't come back, he would feel uncontrollably disappointed, but what she heard was his caring and gentle advice as usual.
Or maybe he was filled with anxiety and worry when he drove the car very fast and rushed to the club but couldn't find her.
When he returned home, he didn't turn on the lights. He stayed in the dark room motionless for so long, and he might have gone crazy with anxiety.
He was so afraid of deception and betrayal, but she just did that to him tonight.
In fact, no one is right or wrong, it's just that she doesn't understand him well enough, and what she thinks is a white lie turns out to be a great hurt and betrayal to him.
yes.
He's right.
In the final analysis, they are not suitable.
The two people, who are both proud on the surface but extremely insecure on the inside, are like two hedgehogs. Once they cling to each other, they will prick each other black and blue.
Divide it! Divide it!
She was naturally casual, and losing love and him didn't mean she couldn't survive. She once told Shen Du that love was the most insignificant thing in her life.
She was lucky enough to have him for a short period of time, and God took pity on her when he saw that she was not going to live long, and gave her the last happiness.
She should be content, she shouldn't have extravagant expectations anymore.
But why is my heart hurting more than ever?
It hurts so much that you want to die?
Even if she had medicine to suppress it, she just wanted to let the pain go on.
It turns out that this is how it feels to be worse than dead.
***
The next day was the weekend, and apart from the cocktail party in the evening, Wenwan had no other plans.
After Mu Yuxiu left last night, he never came back.
The breakup he proposed was probably not impulsive. It might have been carefully considered, but he just lacked an opportunity.
He really doesn't want her anymore.
Wen Wan sat in the room where his breath still lingered, thinking of every night he held her in his arms, his arms around her waist, his head buried in her hair, and his quiet face while sleeping.
She hugged her knees and cried all night.
The sky outside the window lit up little by little. Wen Wan packed her luggage and when she left Mu Yuxiu's apartment, she put her car keys and apartment keys on the coffee table in the living room.
She called Lu Weihang. She originally wanted Lu Weihang to take her to live in Sheng's staff dormitory, but Lu Weihang said that the human resources department and the logistics department were not working on weekends, so he gave her an address and asked her to come there.
Wenwan took a taxi to the residential area Lu Weihang mentioned.
