His expression looked lonely and decadent in the light blue smoke, not at all the domineering and indifferent man he usually was.
It was probably because the smoke had hit his eyes, and he only felt sore in his eye sockets.
I don't know how long it took, but his thick back stooped down as if the backbone had been removed. He slowly rested his forehead on his knees and inserted the slender fingers holding the cigarette into his hair one by one.
The stark contrast between the snow-white skin color and the jet-black hair color should be pleasing to the eye, but Chi Beizhe only felt his heart tightening.
"In the seven years since she was gone, I have never felt so powerless and helpless as I do now, because I know that as long as she comes back, I will get her no matter what means I use, so at this moment I will never
When I am willing to hurt her, I have no way to save her..."
At this point, Mu Yuxiu suddenly raised his head.
"I'm going crazy, do you know?!" His brows and eyes were in a state of madness, and his unfathomable eyes were like a huge black hole. Instead of any light and energy, they were dead silent, and his face and corners of his lips were filled with anger.
Abnormally pale, but his eyes were red, like a beast on the verge of despair, growling: "I can't let her go at all! Without her, I would really go crazy!"
"Ah Xiu! Calm down!" Chi Beizhe saw that Mu Yuxiu seemed to be losing control, and quickly raised his hand to grab his shoulders, "If you don't want to experience the pain of being forced to detoxify again, just give it to me
calm down!"
There was a time when his biological mother and grandmother passed away one after another. When he was most helpless and desperate, the woman he loved was not by his side. Under various blows and pressures, his spirit completely collapsed. In addition, he was originally
His temperament was very autistic and withdrawn, and he was most likely to go to extremes, so when tobacco and alcohol could no longer numb him, he got involved in drugs.
Chi Beizhe's men tried hard, but he had a premonition that he would be overthrown by the crazed Mu Yuxiu at any time. He stared closely at Mu Yuxiu's unfocused pupils, raised his voice, and tried to regain his sanity, "You are now
Go back to the bedroom and leave everything to me, okay? I promise, Wenwan will not leave you, she is still yours...trust me..."
Mu Yuxiu stared at Chi Beizhe for several seconds. Just when Chi Beizhe was thinking about whether to use a sedative, the intense trance in Mu Yuxiu's eyes slowly dissipated, and he returned to his usual solemn and deep look for a moment.
He raised his hand and pushed Chi Beizhe away and walked toward the bedroom without saying a word.
This madman!
Chi Beizhe sat back on the sofa tiredly, thought for a moment, and finally called Wen Wan.
The other person picked up the call quickly, "Mr. Chi, do you really have something important to do with me?"
"Yes, I do have something to tell you about Ashiu." Chi Beizhe glanced at the closed door in the bedroom, and finally said slowly: "Since Lawyer Wen doesn't have time, then I'll be on the phone
Say it!"
It was only a few minutes since the last call between the two, and in fact, Sheng Qizhou was not in a hurry and did not let He Yi drive the car very fast, so Wen Wan was still in the car going to the airport.
Wen Wan realized that Chi Beizhe seemed to have the intention of having a long conversation. She adjusted her sitting posture, leaning her head against the car window, and whispered: "Well, I'm listening. Mr. Chi, please speak."
"Let's start from when you broke up with Asiu seven years ago." Chi Beizhe said slowly in a low voice: "After you heard those words Asiu said to Yuan Qian that day on campus, you didn't You stepped forward to question him, but didn't give Asiu a chance to explain, so he ran away alone. However, your health was not good to begin with. You spent a lot of time at home when you were studying, so after that day, you asked Shen Du to do the same for you. I went through the suspension procedure, and then too many accidents happened, so I have never returned to school, right?"
Wen Wan was stunned for a moment, bit her lip and said, "Well, Mr. Chi guessed it right."
"No, I'm not guessing." Chi Beizhe whispered: "Axiu told me these."
Wen Wan suddenly opened her eyes wide, her face full of disbelief, "What did you say?"
How could he know what she had gone through during that time?
Obviously since that day, they have never had any interactions with each other, not even through phone calls or ordinary greetings.
It was as if she suddenly disappeared from this world, but he never looked for her, never asked about her, and was so indifferent that it seemed as if she had never appeared.
And now Chi Beizhe said that Mu Yuxiu knew everything that happened to her back then, so did she misunderstand him?
"Lawyer Wen, you have indeed misunderstood Ah Xiu." Chi Beizhe could always see through other people's inner thoughts easily. With his gentle tone, he continued without waiting for Wen Wan to ask, "I think you probably thought that Mu Mu seven years ago Yu Xiu doesn't like you, or he doesn't like you as much as you do. Actually you are wrong, since seven years ago, Asiu's feelings for you are far deeper than anyone else's."
"And you dropped out of school without saying a word, stopped seeing him, and stopped contacting him. According to his aloof character, he would not take the initiative to retain you, but this does not mean that he gave up on you. At that time, he probably I thought you were just acting like a kid and being willful for a while, and you would come back to him before long, but none of you thought that so many things would happen later. Your father died of illness, and you stabbed Lin Huishu at the funeral. One knife, sentenced, jailed, left."
Wen Wan lost her voice.
Misunderstanding?
It turns out he loved her very much at that time, right?
Why did he never show it and she didn't feel his deep love at all?
No.
wrong.
He should have shown it.
For example, he never looks at others, but when she talks, he always stares at her intently, or even if he seems to ignore her, in fact, his eyes are always following her figure and every move she makes. .
For example, he rarely showed emotions in front of others, but he always made fists and squinted eyes towards her.
Another example is that he only smiled at her, even if it was a contemptuous and sarcastic sneer most of the time.
These are all things he showed, but for someone as deep as him, how much love does he have that he doesn't show?
Wen Wan didn't speak, but bit her lip with teeth biting harder.
"Wen Wan, until now you still think that Shen Du saved you, right? But have you ever thought about how Shen Du has such great ability? Don't say that Dong Weizhuang won't help Shen Du for some reason. Du saved you, that woman Lin Huishu is not that easy to deal with, so the person who really saved you was not Shen Du at all, but Ah Xiu."
"But Ah Xiu himself didn't have that much ability at that time, and his honest and honest grandfather would not let him abuse his personal power for a woman. So in this case, he had no choice but to return to the Sheng family and use the Sheng family to power." Chi Beizhe said this, and even a cold-blooded person like him couldn't help but sigh, "It was precisely because he returned to the Sheng family to save you that his mother was killed by Shao Manzhu."
"So..." Wen Wan covered her mouth and tried her best to make her voice sound normal, but she still couldn't help but tremble, "The reason why he is like this is because of me, right?" I made him return to the Sheng family as an illegitimate son. I indirectly killed his mother. I made him live in pain and hatred all these years. I... So today, seven years later, he hates me. He tortured me in different ways..."
"Rather than saying that he hates you for causing trouble to his mother, it's better to say that he hates that not only did you not know all this, but you also left him during that time." Chi Beizhe interrupted Wen Wan's words and said helplessly: " In fact, you don't know all this at all, because Shen Du has selfish motives and wants you to be grateful to him or love him, so he takes all the credit for Mu Yuxiu. If you don't believe it You can ask Shen Du about everything I said now."
"No! I believe... I believe you..." Wen Wan was already in tears at this moment. She didn't care that Sheng Qizhou was staring at her from behind. She choked and asked: "What happened next? During the seven years I spent in the United States, , how did As Xiu get to where he is now? Mr. Chi, please tell me, I want to know..."
Chi Beizhe over there shook his head and said: "Lawyer Wen, I can only tell you this, and I want to emphasize that the reason why Asiu didn't tell you all this is because no matter what time he passed at that time, How difficult and painful it is, everything has passed. He doesn’t want you to feel sorry for him anymore after you know it. Secondly, it’s also because he is afraid that after you know all this, you will feel more love for him instead of love. It's sympathy and pity, even a sense of debt and guilt. If you treat him like this, it will make him feel more humiliated than if you don't love him."
"I know, if it were me, I wouldn't accept a relationship based on sympathy and guilt. But Mr. Chi..." Wen Wan took a deep breath, and her words were firm and clear, "Even if he hasn't done any of this for me , or I will never know, I still love him just the same, and my love for him has no impurities. Thank you for being willing to tell me all this, please rest assured that I will do better in the future."
Chi Beizhe on the other end of the phone said: "I have only one request for Lawyer Wen from this friend who I regard as a younger brother. No matter what happens in the future, don't give up on him easily."
"Okay, I understand. Let's just say this first. Goodbye." After Wen Wan hung up the phone in a hurry, she leaned against the car window to calm down for a moment, then turned to Sheng Qizhou and said calmly: "I'm sorry, Second Young Master, I think I I probably need to ask for a leave from you, I suddenly have something very important to deal with and I can’t go to city B with you."
There were still tears hanging on her long and thick eyelashes, which seemed pitiful to me, but the expression on her face was cold, which made Sheng Qizhou narrow his eyes in displeasure, "Why? I heard what you just said. Now, have you reconciled with your predecessor?"
After all, the space in the car was limited, so it was reasonable for him to be able to hear. Therefore, Wen Wan was not angry at Sheng Qizhou for inquiring into other people's privacy.
She said calmly: "It's not that we've reconciled, it's just that he's sick and there's no one around to take care of him. Anyway, we fell in love with each other, so I should go back and take care of him."
"Really?" Sheng Qizhou raised his eyebrows clearly, lowered his eyes, his thin eyelids were extremely beautiful, but he turned the black tail ring with his finger, and the corners of his lips sank, "If I don't let go
