1143. Chapter 1143 He is not you but I am still me
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"No matter what you are thinking, I accept it. Just don't say anything and let me guess your thoughts all day long."
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"I'm not you. I can't know what you're thinking. Can you tell me?"
Jiang Yufei still didn't answer.
She lowered her eyelashes slightly to cover up the darkness in her eyes.
"Jiang Yufei, I beg you to tell me, can you?"
Jiang Yufei's fingertips trembled slightly, she raised her eyes and said, "Actually, I have forgotten those things."
"But you said it directly and asked me to face that pain again... I can't accept it..."
Ruan Tianling said hoarsely: "I just want to share the pain with you, I want to say sorry to you, and I want to ask for your forgiveness."
"I know what you're thinking, but you can't share that painful experience at all."
"I can!" Ruan Tianling hugged her tightly and nodded heavily, "I can share the burden for you. In fact, when I saw something happened to you, I thought I would die too. Yu Fei, I am also in pain, watching my beloved woman die.
Can you imagine the pain in front of me?"
Jiang Yufei's eyes were red. She stared at him and said, "Can you imagine the pain of being killed by the man you love most?"
Ruan Tianling was stunned, his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp sword.
"I'm sorry... I really didn't know something like that would happen, I'm sorry..."
"It has happened. It's too late to say anything now. Let's not mention that matter again in the future, okay? I don't want to mention it again."
Jiang Yufei pushed him away and was about to stand up, but Ruan Tianling pressed her shoulders hard.
She glanced sideways and met his expressionless face.
"I said you can punish me however you want. I hope you won't have any mental obstacles to me after you vent your anger."
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"I don't want anything to affect the relationship between us. I didn't know that mentioning your pain again would make you so sad. I just want you to know some truth and make you feel better."
Jiang Yufei laughed and said: "The truth you are telling me is that Yan Yue drugged you and you and she made love in front of me. Wasn't it your intention to make love? It was not your intention to kick me out of the house or push me downstairs.
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Ruan Tianling's pupils shrank slightly, and he was so stunned that he didn't know how to refute.
"Ruan Tianling, you've done everything, stop making excuses for yourself! I don't care anymore, you don't have to pretend to be a good person in front of me!" Jiang Yufei pushed him away angrily and strode towards the stairs.
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Ruan Tianling's voice sounded faintly from behind: "Do you think I am shirking my responsibility?"
Jiang Yufei clenched the armrest and did not look back: "Isn't it? As a man, you should bear the mistakes you have made instead of making excuses to defend yourself. Do you dare to say that you are not wrong?"
Ruan Tianling opened his mouth and said in a deep voice: "Yufei, that person is not me! Those things have never happened in this life."
Although that Ruan Tianling was also him, he didn't want to force anything he had never done in his life on himself.
Jiang Yufei's heart really hurt.
"Yes, he is not you, but I am still me..."
Ruan Tianling suddenly opened his eyes wide, "I'm not shirking responsibility, but that person is another me. You can hate him, but I don't want you to hate me!"
"Even if you are not him, you have done a lot of harm to me." Jiang Yufei said coldly.