He felt that if he held the knife, he would suffocate to death.
He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and kept making mental suggestions.
Don't give up, it's just a knife, nothing to be afraid of.
We must defeat it and never give up...
The fingertips touched the handle of the knife——
He suddenly took the knife in his hand!
And that dark psychological suggestion rushed towards him crazily.
[This is Nangong Xu’s child, kill him, kill him——]
[Nangong Xu is heinous and his children deserve to die too, kill him!]
[If you don’t kill his child, he will kill your child and your two grandchildren.]
[Go ahead and kill him...]
Go ahead, kill him, kill him...
Xiao Zexin clenched the knife in his hand, his expression painful and crazy.
He felt like there was a huge devil lurking inside his body.
Want to break out of the body——
What should I do? He can't suppress him anymore!
[Kill Nangong Xu’s child, kill him...]
That voice kept echoing in my mind.
Xiao Ze used his other hand and held his right hand tightly.
"No..." He must not do that, even if he dies, he cannot do that!
Xiao Zexin gritted his teeth, a look of ruthlessness flashed in his eyes.
Then he stabbed his thigh with a knife!
The severe pain caused him to wake up suddenly, followed by the servant's frightened screams.
"gentlemen--"
Xiao Zexin pulled out the fruit knife and threw it aside.
Blood gurgled from his thigh, but he felt extremely happy.
He knows that if he loses control completely in the future, he will harm himself!
The physical pain will make him wake up quickly.
As long as it doesn't hurt Ruyue, this little injury is nothing.
Nangong Ruyue leaned against the bedside, feeling a little uneasy.
She couldn't help but look towards the other side worriedly.
"Madam, what are you looking at?" Chen Fen asked.
"Nothing." She shook her head.
She didn't know why, but she always felt that something had happened to Xiao Zexin.
Perhaps, she was overthinking.
************
The next day.
Xiao Zexin is still sleeping.
The injury on his thigh was serious. He bled excessively, so he was a little weak.
On the second floor opposite, the sound of a piano suddenly sounded.
Xiao Zexin slowly opened his eyes.
He felt very comfortable listening to the sound of the piano.
But after listening for a while, he frowned slightly.
Because he seemed to smell sadness.
People who play the piano will transfer their emotions to the sound of the piano. People who understand music can generally hear the mood of the person playing the piano.
Xiao Zexin propped himself up and looked at the window opposite.
It seemed that through the window, he saw Nangong Ruyue sitting in front of the piano, playing seriously with her eyes lowered.
She felt sad, and he also felt depressed.
I really don't know what I can do to get her out of here and stop wasting her time on him.
In fact, he had thought about saying harsh words to her to stimulate her to leave.
But now she can't be stimulated at all.
If she's not careful, she will have fetal irritation, and the consequences will be disastrous.
Maybe she just knew that he didn't dare to provoke her, so she pursued him desperately.
Xiao Zexin leaned against the head of the bed and closed his eyes.
He thought to himself, just keep holding on.
After she gives birth to a child and finishes confinement, he will probably be able to face her better.
But when I think about it, there are still more than two months left.
He had a severe headache.
Nowadays, his days are like years. Two months is really a big test.