When dealing with Yu Fei, his mind was in a semi-conscious state.
He thought that he would only be controlled by others when he was unconscious.
I thought Nangong Yi took advantage of him at that time.
As for the hallucinations in his mind, he always thought that the dark side of his heart was awakened by him.
But he didn't expect that it was also an illusion forced on him by Nangong Yi.
The purpose is to get rid of the child in Kisaragi's belly...
It turned out that it was not the dark side of his heart, but someone else's plan.
The same plan as when he wanted to kill Yu Fei!
Knowing this, Xiao Zexin would naturally not hide anything anymore, let alone think that those were really the dark thoughts in his heart.
"Father-in-law, I don't know if my guess is right." Ruan Tianling asked.
Xiao Zexin nodded with an ugly face: "That's right! The hallucination in my mind is indeed to kill the child in Ruyue's belly..."
Ruan Tianling heard this without much surprise.
"Do you still have that hallucination now?"
"Yeah. It's just not that strong. I can still control it."
"It seems that my cousin's analysis is correct. The way to cure you is to make the hallucination become reality. Last time you attacked your mother-in-law, so the hallucination will be reduced."
Xiao Zexin felt very sad when he thought about how he almost hurt Ruyue that day.
"What should we do now?" he asked Ruan Tianling.
"I don't know either. Let's take my mother-in-law away first. I don't feel comfortable having her by your side."
"But your mother-in-law won't leave."
"Otherwise, tell the truth to your mother-in-law. She will probably leave when she knows the truth."
Xiao Zexin was not too sure: "I'm worried that she won't leave even if she finds out."
Ruan Tianling smiled slightly: "You have to give it a try. Even if she doesn't want to leave, you should let her know so that she will be more careful."
"You're right!" Xiao Zexin nodded, "She should know, otherwise I would accidentally hurt her again, and it would be too late to regret it by then."
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So they went to Nangong Ruyue and told her about the matter.
Nangong Ruyue was a little shocked when she heard this, but she was not afraid.
No wonder he rejected her so much, it turned out to be to avoid hurting her.
Nangong Ruyue felt very distressed when she thought of him hurting himself in order not to hurt her.
I feel even more distressed that he suffers from hallucinations every day.
"Do you really have to turn hallucinations into reality to cure your disease?" she asked Xiao Zexin.
The latter shook his head: "You don't have to do this, but the process is very long, but no matter how long it is, I can persevere. Ruyue, you and Tian Ling can leave together tomorrow, and don't worry about me. I will go find you when my illness gets better."
"
"Aren't you much better now."
"No..." Xiao Zexin pursed his lips, "I lied to you. In fact, I can only control myself, but I always have that thought in my mind..."
Nangong Ruyue smiled slightly: "You can control yourself. This is a great progress. I won't leave, I will stay with you."
"Ruyue, this is not a child's play! What if I can't control it anymore..."
"You won't!" Her tone was firm, "You didn't hurt Yu Fei, and you didn't hurt me last time, so I know you won't."
"What if I can?!"
"You won't!" Nangong Ruyue firmly believed this.
"Zexin, I will not leave you, I have to cure your illness."