Li Mingxi suddenly expressed what he was thinking.
Li Qian on the other end was startled: "What's wrong with you?"
Li Mingxi couldn't help laughing and said, "I'm just kidding you."
"Where are you?" Li Qian was still worried about her, "How about I ask Xiao Lang to find you?"
"No!" Li Mingxi hurriedly refused, "Don't ask him to come, I'm fine alone..."
"I want to drink too. Where are you? I'll go drink with you."
"You want to drink too?"
"Yeah, I wonder if you would like me to have a drink with you."
Li Mingxi nodded: "Okay, come on..."
…
When Li Qian arrived, he only saw Li Mingxi's car but not her.
He quickly got out of the car and walked quickly towards the beach.
There are a lot of beer cans scattered on the beach, but there are no people like Li Mingxi.
Li Qian was worried that something had happened to her.
"Li Mingxi, where are you?! Li Mingxi——"
Li Qian searched everywhere and finally found her behind a rock.
Li Mingxi leaned against the rocks, and the waves hit her legs one after another, as if they were going to wash her away every time.
Seeing him, Li Qian breathed a sigh of relief.
"I thought something happened to you."
Li Mingxi didn't look at him. She stared into the distance with tears in her eyes.
"Li Qian, did you know? Xiao Lang is going to propose to me today..."
Li Qian was slightly stunned, but he didn't say anything and listened to her quietly.
Li Mingxi's voice was choked with sobs: "He said that if I go, he will propose to me. If I don't go, he will give up on me and will not pester me in the future..."
Li Qian asked tentatively: "Then are you going or not?"
Li Mingxi turned her head and looked at him. She raised her hand and pointed at her chest: "My heart has gone."
"You don't want to go?"
"I can't go...I'm not worthy of him..."
Li Qian couldn't help but laugh: "Is there anyone in this world who is not worthy of you?"
Li Mingxi nodded: "Yes, I'm not worthy of him."
Li Qian has always been curious about why Li Mingxi didn't accept Xiao Lang.
It seems that there is indeed a very important reason.
"Why are you not worthy of him?" Li Qian asked.
Li Mingxi shook his head sadly: "I can't say... I can't say..."
"If you don't tell me, how will the problem be solved? Do you want to miss Xiao Lang for the rest of your life?"
"I do not want……"
"If you don't want to, you should tell him the reason why you don't accept him. I think he will definitely help you solve your difficulties."
Li Mingxi still shook his head: "I can't say it, don't tell him..."
"Would you rather miss him than tell him?" Li Qian asked.
Li Mingxi raised his hand and wiped away the tears in his eyes.
She nodded: "Yes... I would rather miss it than say..."
Li Qian no longer pressed her. He stretched out his hand towards her: "Come, let's get out of here. It's too dangerous here."
Li Mingxi did not move, her eyes looked blankly into the distance.
"Li Qian, I really want to jump into the sea... Many times, I think that if I die, it will be over, but I can't bear to die..."
Li Qian grabbed her arm and dragged her away.
"Don't die if you don't want to. It's hard to live, but it's even harder to live after you die."
Li Mingxi let him pull her, and they returned to the beach. Li Qian pushed her to sit down, opened a beer and handed it to her.
"Just drink if you feel uncomfortable. I'm here, so you can drink without worry. I'll be responsible for taking you back."
"Thank you." Li Mingxi took the jar and drank heavily.