But the way she looked, it was clear that something was wrong.
"What's going on?"
"I..." Moran felt as if his throat was blocked by something and he couldn't speak.
Qi Ruigang stared at her with his dark eyes and asked softly: "What's wrong? Where do you feel uncomfortable?"
"..." What should I do? What should she say?
It was really difficult to open her clam shell.
Qi Ruigang frowned: "What's wrong with you?"
As he spoke, he reached out to touch her forehead. His palm was broad and warm.
Moran closed his eyes and said as if he was risking his life: "As long as Evan can stay with me, I am willing to remarry you!"
Qi Ruigang's hand froze in the air——
The air seemed to have stopped flowing, and the atmosphere was instantly frozen.
Qi Ruigang blinked slightly: "What are you talking about?"
He thought that he must have heard wrongly, or else he had just misunderstood.
Moran didn't dare to open his eyes: "...I'm telling the truth! If this method can make Evan stay with me, I don't mind..."
She was tired and she really didn't want to mind anymore.
Moreover, she didn't want to really lose Evan.
Qi Ruigang's throat rolled and his voice became a little tight: "Open your eyes and look at me."
"..."
"Why don't you dare to look at me?"
Moran had no choice but to open his eyes and look into his deep black eyes.
It was as if she had opened her eyes and truly faced what she said, and her heart was no longer so hung up.
Qi Ruigang pursed his lips and asked in a low voice: "Do you know what you just said?"
"……I know."
"Have you thought about it?"
Once you really make a decision and let yourself go, it doesn't seem that hard to accept it anymore.
Moran nodded: "I've thought about it...I know very well that in my heart, the most important thing is Evan. If this method works, I don't mind trying it..."
The following words seem to be redundant explanations.
Qi Ruigang's eyes were so dark that no emotion could be seen: "Don't you feel aggrieved?"
"What does my grievance mean?"
"Mo Lan, I don't want you to feel wronged." Qi Ruigang suddenly held her hand firmly.
"Although I have always wanted you to marry me again, I don't want you to feel more wronged. I hope you do it voluntarily."
Mo Lan smiled faintly: "I volunteered... Qi Ruigang, I'm tired. No matter how much I struggle, it won't help... In fact, there is no difference between marrying you and not marrying you..."
She used to think that after getting divorced, she would be completely free.
As a result, she discovered that without her marriage, Evan's existence would bind her for the rest of her life.
She can not want marriage, but she cannot not want children.
She will never abandon this child in her whole life...
"I know very well that even if the old man returns Evan to me now, he will still return to the Qi family one day.
I always say that I will respect his choice when the time comes and I will not stop him from coming back. In fact, I am not that generous. I don’t want to leave him, I can’t leave him...
But in what capacity should I accompany him back? Qi Ruigang, I am selfish. I agreed to remarry you because of Evan, not for anything else.
I'm using you, and I won't give you much in return...
Maybe I'm still the same person I was before. If you can't accept it, you can refuse. I don't want you to blame me again in the future and say I cheated on you..."
Qi Ruigang didn't feel any disappointment or sadness after hearing this.