"I should have known a long time ago that if I think bad things, bad things will definitely happen. It's all my fault..."
Qi Ruisen didn't expect Tao Ran's pressure to be so great.
She usually looked very optimistic, and he thought she had a good attitude.
Who knew that she was always worried in her heart, afraid of losing her child.
She must have cared so much that she was under so much pressure.
But he didn't see anything, nor did he comfort her...
He held her hand tighter and blamed himself: "Tao Ran, this is not your fault, it is mine. Stop blaming yourself, really."
Tao Ran still thought it was her fault.
"You blame me, otherwise I will feel uncomfortable."
Qi Ruisen smiled and said, "Why should I blame you? You did a good job, but I didn't do a good job. You paid so much to protect your children, but I did nothing. It's my fault."
"No, it's my fault, blame me, please!" Tao Ran couldn't listen to any words of comfort at this time.
Qi Ruisen tried to comfort her: "Tao Ran, it's really not your fault. Don't blame yourself..."
"It's really my fault! I didn't take good care of the child, wuwu... Qi Ruisen, please blame me, otherwise I would really feel uncomfortable..."
"Taoran, don't be like this..."
"But I feel so uncomfortable. You wanted a child so much, I wanted it too, and my father wanted it too. But the child suddenly disappeared, and everything was gone. I'm sorry for you. I feel so unhappy when I think of this child.
It's easy, but I just can't bear to let him go...Qi Ruisen, what should I do? I lost him and he can't come back. What should I do?"
Qi Ruisen was shocked.
He was wrong. He should not have told Tao Ran that there was something wrong with his health in the first place.
If he hadn't said anything, Tao Ran wouldn't have been under such great pressure.
Did she think that if the child was gone, they would never have another child?
She must have placed all her hopes on this child.
But in the end, there was nothing...
Tao Ran cried heartbreakingly, and Qi Ruisen's heart felt like it was being cut severely by a knife, with a very dull pain.
He hugged Tao Ran's body tightly and kept comforting her.
"Cry, cry when you feel uncomfortable, but you have to understand that this is not your fault. I don't blame you, and no one will blame you. Also, we will definitely have children in the future!"
Tao Ran leaned against him, his thoughts at a loss.
"It won't happen again, it won't necessarily happen again..."
"Yes, it will definitely happen! Believe me!"
"But I feel really uncomfortable... I thought he would be born, and I thought he would be very cute, but..."
"Stop thinking about it, and stop talking about it. You have to believe me, we will definitely have a lovely child in the future. Tao Ran, for my sake, you must cheer up soon, otherwise what will I do?"
Tao Ran's eyes finally became a little moved.
But she was still sad. At this moment, she just wanted to hold Qi Ruisen and cry happily.
…
Moran stood outside the door and heard everything.
Her mood, which was not so heavy before, became heavy again.
Tao Ran's words and her crying made her feel very sad.
It turns out that it would be so sad to have a child gone.
Should she be lucky that she wanted to abort Evan but failed?
Moran leaned against the wall, feeling terrified.
It's really lucky that the tragedy didn't happen, otherwise she would have regretted it very much.