Ye Xiaoyan is giving up on himself with this mentality.
For a time, the most diligent person on the island became the least motivated person, and Ye Xiaoyan once again became the focus of everyone's discussion.
It was useless for Misha to talk to him, and it was useless for other masters to talk to him.
Ye Xiaoyan made up his mind not to become a killer. He didn't work hard and no one forced him.
If he continues, he will be given up by Misha, and then he will be reduced to the lowest level of bodyguard.
My future job will be that of a bodyguard.
Ye Xiaoyan believes that becoming a bodyguard is better than becoming a killer.
Bodyguards generally don't need to kill people, they just need to protect their master's safety.
The same cannot be said for killers. Killers usually do the job of killing people.
Anyway, he can live a good life as a bodyguard, so why should he become a killer?
I used to train hard to make myself stronger and have the ability to protect myself.
However, while he is powerful, he also has to take on more important tasks.
But now he has found a balance.
By becoming a bodyguard of the Nangong family, you may not have to kill anyone in your life, and you can still live well under the big tree of the Nangong family.
He felt that being a bodyguard was really a good way out.
After thinking about this, Ye Xiaoyan also made up his mind.
He doesn't plan to go further down the road of being a killer, he should just become a bodyguard.
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Ye Xiaoyan trusts Ansen more and treats him as a good friend.
He told Anson what he thought.
"I want to ask Master Misha about quitting. Do you think she will agree to me training in another group and becoming a bodyguard in the future?"
After hearing what he said, Jun Chen was very surprised: "You want to be a bodyguard?"
Ye Xiaoyan nodded: "Well, Ansen, I won't hide it from you. I don't want to kill anyone, so being a bodyguard is more suitable for me."
"Being a bodyguard also kills people."
"I know...but no one comes to the door, so the bodyguards don't have to kill people."
Jun Chen said seriously: "Not necessarily, not every time someone kills someone, they will send a killer."
"I will be very low-key and just be an ordinary bodyguard." Ye Xiaoyan's face was full of seriousness.
Jun Chen could tell that he really wanted to be an ordinary bodyguard.
"Just because you don't want to kill people, you have to give up your future?" He was puzzled.
Ye Xiaoyan said calmly: "In my opinion, killers are no better than bodyguards."
"But becoming the best killer will give you more."
"I don't care about fame and fortune, I really don't care about that." He just wants to live a quiet life.
"No matter what I say, you have decided?"
Ye Xiaoyan nodded: "Yes!"
Jun Chen shook his head: "No, you still can't do this."
"Why?"
Jun Chen pursed his lips and said in a low voice, "If you speak out your thoughts, do you know what the consequences will be?"
Ye Xiaoyan was stunned for a moment, then shook his head.
"The consequence is that they will force you to kill people constantly to overcome your psychological barriers. We don't raise idle people here, let alone useless people! They see your diligence and talent, how could you do it so easily?
Let you be an ordinary bodyguard. They will just keep pushing you to become a useful killer!"
Ye Xiaoyan opened his eyes slightly.
He really hadn't thought about this.
But he knew that what Anson said was true.
Ye Xiaoyan lowered his head darkly: "I know... I'm just naive..."
Jun Chen softened his expression and said, "In short, you have already embarked on this path, and there is no way out."