That's what she said at the time, but at that time, Ruan Tianling knew that the child would most likely not be saved.
He squeezed the ring and tightened his jaw: "You can't blame me!"
"I know, but you are also wrong."
"..."
"You know? I have two knots in my heart. I can't accept you, and I will never be able to accept you."
Ruan Tianling thought that the two problems she was talking about were that he had forced himself on her, and the other was the miscarriage.
He held her hand tightly and his voice became deeper: "It was my fault for hurting you that time, and I apologize to you. What happened this time is not entirely my fault. You can't do this to me!"
Jiang Yufei closed her eyes and remembered the two miscarriages vividly.
For a woman, miscarriage is a huge trauma.
But for her, it was not only a physical injury, but also a huge psychological trauma. For the first time, she gave up her heart and soul.
This time, she ruthlessly tore open her previous scars, then took a knife and made another deep cut on the wound. After cutting, she even sprinkled a handful of salt on it.
Trauma plus trauma is a more serious scar.
This scar will probably never heal for the rest of my life, and even if it does, it will leave an ugly scar.
Facing Ruan Tianling every day is a constant reminder of how painful her wounds are and how ugly the scars on her soul are.
So how could she stay with him and live a miserable life?
Jiang Yufei opened her eyes, her eyes cold: "Ruan Tianling, you don't understand how much you have hurt me. Let me go, I don't want to become a walking corpse without joy, anger, sorrow and joy."
Ruan Tianling pursed her lips, unable to let go of her at all.
Now was the time when he started to care about her. How could the person he cared about let her go?
"Yufei, it's because I hurt you that I want to make it up to you. If you stay by my side, I will give you everything." Ruan Tianling said firmly, he looked serious and he would not let her go.
Jiang Yufei closed her eyes again, not wanting to say a word to him.
Sensing her deliberate indifference, Ruan Tianling didn't care.
He tucked her in, lowered the brightness of the desk lamp, and then sat on the chair next to the bed.
There was a slight gap in the door of the ward, and the light from the corridor outside poured in, with a faint shadow of a human being caught in it.
Yan Yue stood outside the door and could see half of Ruan Tianling's back through the gap.
She heard all their conversations.
Ruan Tianling's domineering love, deep possessiveness, and unconditional doting towards her have now all been transferred to Jiang Yufei.
Yan Yue felt that her pain at this moment did not need to be less than Jiang Yufei's.
Because a large piece of her heart was cut off, it was very painful and uncomfortable, and it made her want to die.
Yan Yue covered her chest and turned back to the ward next door.
The nanny who came to take care of her, Sister Sun, fell asleep lying on the bedside. She woke up in confusion, rubbed her eyes, and saw Yan Yue standing by the window, looking out the window motionless.
"Miss, why are you up? Lie down and rest." Sister-in-law Sun stepped forward to support her and pulled her to the bed.
Yan Yue was lying on the bed under her care. She stared at her and asked softly: "Sister-in-law Sun, do you have two children?"
"Yes, the older one is already twelve years old." Sister-in-law Sun smiled.