498. Chapter 498 I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to see you
This is a French restaurant, so the food you eat is naturally French, and all of it is the restaurant's signature dishes.
The waiter was an old employee from the past, and he knew the relationship between Xiao Lang and Jiang Yufei.
After the dishes were placed, he smiled at Jiang Yufei and said, "These are prepared by the boss himself. The food is absolutely delicious."
Jiang Yufei was surprised and looked at Xiao Lang in surprise.
Xiao Lang's eyes were deep, "I just want to do something for you."
"Thank you, actually you don't need to do anything for me."
"No!" Xiao Lang stared at her closely and said in a deep voice: "Yufei, I was the one who was sorry for you in the first place. I owe you a lot, so I hope I can compensate you and make up for the harm I did to you."
"Xiao Lang, you don't owe me, and neither of us owes anyone. I have forgotten what happened back then, really."
"What do you mean you forgot?"
"It's just that I don't blame you. I have forgotten everything in the past. Now in my eyes, you are just an acquaintance, so let the past things go by and don't bring them up again, okay?"
Xiao Lang pursed his lips slightly, and his deep pupils were smudged like ink mist.
"You didn't blame me?"
Jiang Yufei smiled and said: "I did blame you at that time. I blamed you for leaving me alone, and why you disappeared after just one phone call. Even if you have no choice, you shouldn't just leave, at least you should.
Tell me clearly in person instead of letting me face so many guests alone. But then I didn’t blame you so much. It’s strange that I quickly forgave you and had no idea of blaming you at all.”
Xiao Lang's heart felt inexplicably painful.
The fact that she got rid of her resentment towards him so calmly and calmly only shows that he doesn't hold enough weight in her heart.
Because I don't care enough, I can forgive easily.
In fact, she can't be blamed, he hurt her first, he failed her first.
"I'm sorry..." Xiao Lang's voice was heavy. Apart from these three words, he didn't know what to say to express his guilt.
"Do you know? After that day, I will think of you every day, wondering what you are doing, wondering if you resent me. I have been looking forward to coming back to see you, but I am afraid of seeing you, I am afraid that you will not forgive me,
But I was more afraid of not being able to see you. So I came back and couldn’t wait to see you."
Listening to his words that seemed to express his feelings, Jiang Yufei's expression was indifferent and calm.
"Xiao Lang, you don't have to feel so guilty. I really don't blame you."
Xiao Lang felt even more uncomfortable.
It was because she didn't blame him that he felt even more uncomfortable.
"Yufei, are you living a happy life now?" he suddenly asked her.
Jiang Yufei was startled, then smiled slightly: "Everyone has a different definition of happiness, so I can't answer this question for you."
"how is your day?"
"...What is the difference between this and the previous question?"
"Tell me, how are you doing?" Xiao Lang asked her persistently, as if this was a very serious question and he must know the answer.
Jiang Yufei opened her mouth, wanting to say that she was living a good life. But the fact was that she was not living well at all. She was in so much pain and discomfort that she couldn't even say a word against her will.
"How are you doing?" Xiao Lang asked again, a pair of dark eyes flickering dimly.
Jiang Yufei's eyes suddenly turned red, and she stood up quickly: "Sorry, I want to go back."