In fact, he wanted to understand himself more in one shot.
But his gun is out of bullets...
Nangong Leshan said: "If you die, all of us will be sad. You are the backbone of our family, what will we do if you die?"
Nangong Wenxiang put down the gun and said a little weakly: "Stop trying to coax me with these nice words. I am just a useless old man who is about to be buried. It is enough for the Nangong family to have you now. You have done a good job."
"But I am very young, and I still have a lot to ask you for. Without you, I would definitely have a very difficult time."
Nangong Wenxiang remained unmoved, "No matter how difficult it is, you always have to try to walk on many roads. And I am old and I should die."
"Grandpa, don't say such things."
"What I said is true." Nangong Wenxiang's eyes were dull, "It's really meaningless for me to live like this. Death is a relief for me. Please prepare for me and let me die in euthanasia."
Nangong Leshan was shocked, "Grandpa, we won't do that!"
Nangong Wenxiang became excited, "Do you want to watch me suffer every day? Does it make you feel better to see how painful my life is?!"
"Grandpa, you know we all hope you are still alive."
"But I don't want to live anymore!"
No one can understand his pain.
I lay in bed all day and couldn't even take two steps on my own.
And because of his declining health, he always felt unwell.
Especially in the middle of the night, when I feel uncomfortable, I can't sleep the whole night.
Although he had the best doctors and care to take care of him, he was still suffering.
One or two days is fine...
**** He was like this every night, he really wanted to die.
The main reason is that his life really has no meaning anymore.
He has to pursue meaning every day in his life, and he simply cannot live a meaningless life.
Nangong Leshan smiled and said: "Otherwise, I'll ask mom to come back and stay with you for a while..."
"It's useless to call anyone back. If you don't want me to die in pain, just let me have euthanasia."
"Grandpa..."
"Get out. If you don't give me euthanasia, I will starve myself to death." After saying that, he closed his eyes with a firm attitude.
Nangong Leshan frowned worriedly.
The old man always goes on hunger strike from time to time, which is very bad for his health.
And his body is indeed declining.
To be honest, he was worried that he wouldn't be able to survive this year.
"Grandpa, you eat first. I can't make the decision alone on what you said. I'll call everyone here and let's discuss it first."
Nangong Wenxiang opened his eyes: "You don't have to fool me. If you really have this idea, discuss it immediately and come up with the result. When you come up with it, I will eat."
"If you don't eat, we won't discuss it. You also know that if you don't eat, we have other ways to maintain your nutrition."
Nangong Wenxiang was angry for a moment, then calmed down again.
"Okay, I'll eat it. If you dare to lie to me this time, I won't eat it next time!"
"I will gather everyone as soon as possible, and I believe there will be results soon."
"I only want the result that I agree with. If you don't agree with it then, I will never eat again..." After saying a few words, Nangong Wenxiang began to breathe and feel weak.
Nangong Leshan nodded: "Okay, we will try our best to discuss it. Stop talking and have a good rest. I will have someone make some food for you again."