"Nangong, tell me, it's still possible for us, can we go back to the past?" she asked expectantly.
Nangong Leshan did not answer.
Lengxin's eyes shone with cautious hope, "Even if there is only a glimmer of possibility."
"Lengxin, I'm sorry, I think I'm not suitable for you."
Leng Xin's pupils suddenly shrank, and his face instantly turned pale.
"You mean, there is no possibility for us anymore, right?"
"...Yes." His answer was very firm, leaving no room for maneuver.
Lengxin's heart kept sinking, and she suddenly felt so desperate.
The whole person seemed to have fallen from heaven to hell.
"Why?"
"For so many years, I have been telling myself that you are the most suitable woman for me, but I always feel that something is missing... Only now do I know that the difference between you and me is the spiritual fit."
Leng Xin suddenly wanted to laugh.
It turned out that he felt they were inappropriate from the beginning.
It turns out that she never won his heart.
It turned out that he had been making do with it.
"Nangong Leshan, am I that bad in your eyes?"
It turned out to be just his will.
"You are not bad, you are the best woman I have ever seen, but we are not suitable for each other."
"You deny everything by saying it's not suitable! If it's not suitable, why did you marry me in the first place?" Leng Xin asked sadly.
Nangong Leshan felt very sorry, "At that time, I really wanted to marry you."
"So after I was disfigured, I stopped thinking about it?"
"It has nothing to do with your disfigurement."
"It does matter!" Tears fell from the corners of Leng Xin's eyes, "If it doesn't matter, why don't you insist on marrying me?"
"It was you who rejected me."
"I reject you, don't you know how many times to try?"
"..." Nangong Leshan suddenly didn't know what to say.
He is a man of great dignity.
Plus he doesn't understand women's thoughts.
When she refused, he respected her idea, not knowing that she wanted him to try a few more times.
Suddenly, he felt that he had never understood Lengxin.
Are all women like her?
Leng Xin had already lost his composure in pain, "In short, you just never really loved me. If you had, we wouldn't be where we are today."
"Maybe you are right." Nangong Leshan said in a low voice.
Being cold-hearted is even more uncomfortable.
His behavior made her lose hope even more.
"I'm glad that we didn't get married in the end, otherwise it would be a tragedy for you and me."
Because a marriage like theirs can't last long before they lose their feelings.
The only thing that maintains it is responsibility.
"Lengxin, it's actually a good thing that you didn't marry me. I'm not the man who loves you the most. You deserve to find a man who loves you and is suitable for you."
"Stop talking, don't you think your excuse is high-sounding? Why didn't you say this earlier?"
"I'm sorry. I was very immature in this relationship, and I feel sorry for you in many ways. But I don't want to give you hope because of guilt. I'm really sorry."
"..." Lengxin was so uncomfortable that he was speechless.
No one can understand her mood.
The happiness that she had been looking forward to for so long and carefully waiting for so long was gone in an instant.
The gap between dreams and dreams made her very disappointed and unwilling.
In short, she felt that she would never be happy in this life.