"Yes." Beibei nodded and said sadly, "I thought you really remarried, but I didn't expect your body...Mom, you should tell me, you shouldn't hide it from me."
Nangong Wan shook his head and said, "It's useless to tell you. It will make you worry instead."
"Do you have to wait until it's too late to let me know?"
Nangong Wan glanced at her and said, "I plan to leave quietly. Separation between life and death is normal. Don't take it too seriously."
Beibei's eyes turned red, "But I am your daughter, you shouldn't hide it from me. What will I do if something happens to you?"
"It's just better to be sad for a while than to drag you down all the time." Nangong Wan's tone was still so calm.
Only now did Beibei understand that her mother's sudden coldness was probably related to her illness.
She seemed to have seen through life and death and took everything lightly.
It turned out that she had been wrong about her all along.
"Mom, let me take care of you in the future, and I will never leave you again. Don't worry, your illness will be cured."
Nangong Wan smiled lightly: "It doesn't matter whether it's good or not, I don't take it to heart."
"Mom, you can't do this, you have to live well."
Nangong Wan still looked indifferent, "I want to rest alone, you don't have to guard me."
Beibei nodded, "Okay, if you need anything, just ring the bell and tell me what you want to eat."
Nangong Wan nodded slightly.
Beibei came out of the ward and asked the nurse to take good care of her mother before she left.
She planned to cook something delicious for her mother.
My mother likes chicken soup and she wants to make it for her herself.
In the huge kitchen, Beibei was guarding the casserole and couldn't help but fall into a daze.
She thought about many things, and then she figured out many things.
My mother's illness must have been discovered more than two years ago.
But at that time, she was in prison. Her sick mother had no one to take care of her, so she must have been lonely and uncomfortable.
Maybe as time went by, she became disheartened and lost sight of life and death.
The reason why her mother lied to her and left her was probably to help her learn to be independent and not to drag her down.
In the past, she knew nothing and could not take care of herself.
If her mother leaves, her life will be hit again and her life will become worse.
In order for her to learn to be strong, learn to be independent, and learn how to live, her mother left her cruelly.
It turns out that everything was my mother’s good intentions.
She wrongly blamed her, thinking that she hated her and didn't like her anymore.
Thinking of her mother's painstaking efforts, Beibei felt even more uncomfortable.
Until now, she didn't know how much trouble and worry a worry-free child made parents have.
She should learn to be sensible and take care of herself sooner.
Fortunately, she still has a chance to make amends.
She doesn't plan to go to school anymore. She wants to take good care of her mother until she recovers.
Besides, she can also study on her own during this time.
Beibei made up his mind and planned to move towards this goal.
Then for the next few days, she would go to bed at 12 o'clock and get up at 6 o'clock.
She would get up very early in the morning, study for an hour, then have breakfast and visit her mother in the ward.
She would go for a walk with Nangong Wan, chat with her, and do exercises with her.