She is indirectly saying that her obsession is too deep.
Lengxin is several years older than Beibei, and he has become more mature and sensible than Beibei very early on.
As a result, now that Beibei said this, she seemed to feel that she was being laughed at.
Being laughed at, she was worse than a woman who was younger and less sensible than she was.
She is actually not as good as Beibei...
Leng Xin sneered, "You are not the one who is hurt. Of course it is easy for you to let go."
Beibei said calmly: "I don't think it's easy to let go of guilt."
Leng Xin immediately asked sharply: "So you don't feel any guilt towards me?"
"Yes."
"She is indeed a cruel and ruthless woman!"
"I have made up for my sins. I don't owe you anything anymore."
Leng Xin's eyes widened suddenly, "What did you say?"
Beibei was still so indifferent: "I don't owe you anything, and I will never owe you anything."
I was so cold-hearted that I didn't know what to say.
Beibei said such words so directly that she wanted to give her a slap.
Beibei seemed to read her thoughts, "Leng Xin, not all injuries require others to spend a lifetime of guilt to make up for it. I no longer feel guilty towards you, not because I want to evade responsibility, but because I have already paid the due
There is a price. If you think that if I hurt you, I will never be sorry to you for the rest of my life, then you are wrong. I can't bear the guilt for the rest of my life. What I can do is to atone for my sins. But now, my sins have been atoned for.
It’s over.”
He laughed angrily, "You ruined my face and ruined my happiness, so do you think two years in prison is enough to atone for your sins?"
Beibei looked at her still beautiful face and was puzzled: "You still care about the scars on your face?"
But after time healed, the scars on her face were so faded that they were almost invisible.
He curled his lips coldly and sarcastically: "What I can't forgive you is that you ruined my happiness and took away my happiness!"
"I didn't take it away."
"You didn't, how could you be together in the first place?!"
"So I left."
"..."
"I've been away for six years and haven't contacted him once."
"..."
Beibei said to herself: "Six years can change a lot. In such a long time, you can definitely be with him again and find your happiness. I can also have many accidents, suffer a lot, and encounter a lot.
Pain. Do you know what I mean?"
The cold eyes are very complicated.
How could she not understand what she meant?
What Beibei meant was that her departure was a chance for her to find happiness.
But six years have passed, and there is still no possibility between her and Nangong Leshan. So Beibei did not take away her happiness, because without her, she would not be able to grasp it...
In the past six years, Beibei's life has not been smooth sailing. Her choice to leave and endure hardship can be regarded as a kind of atonement.
In six years, they can change many things, even their own destiny.
But it's not Beibei's fault that she didn't grasp it.
Leng Xin didn't want to admit his failure at all, "Beibei, do you think everything can be changed as long as you have time? If it weren't for you, how could those things happen? How could I leave him?! Not everything that happened can be changed.
It’s redeemable!”
"But without me, you wouldn't know him." Beibei said lightly.
Cold-hearted and stunned.
"And me hurting you is not the reason why you two can't be together."