He didn't want Xia Nuo to choose to be indifferent to him and resent him because he knew what his mother had done.
He is him, his mother is his mother, that's not his fault, is it?
But he also understood that for what his mother had done, he did not dare to ask for forgiveness from their family. He was caught in the middle and could not do anything. He could only be good to Xia Nuo and try his best to make her accept the reality and accept him...
When Leng Yan was thinking about it, Xia Nuo opened the door and came in.
Seeing her, he stood up quickly with a gentle and doting smile on his face: "Where are you going? Have you had dinner?"
There were no lights on in the room, Xia Nuo's eyes moved slightly, she turned on the switch and walked up to him.
Leng Yan still smiled and asked her: "Have you eaten? What do you want to eat? I'll cook it for you."
Xia Nuo looked at him and said calmly: "I don't want to eat anything, Leng Yan, sit down and let's talk."
There was a dark and unclear light in Leng Yan's eyes, "What are we talking about? Can we eat first? I'm a little tired these two days. Let's talk about it next time if there's anything else."
This is the first time he has escaped from her.
Xia Nuo looked at him with bright black eyes, and she sensitively guessed that he already knew what she was going to ask.
Sitting on the sofa, she pointed to the seat next to her: "We're just going to talk today, sit down."
Leng Yan didn't want to sit down, he didn't want to talk to her.
He turned and walked to the kitchen: "I'm going to make you something to eat first."
"Leng Yan, why are you running away? What are you feeling guilty about?" Xia Nuo asked him suddenly. He stopped and did not look back.
"I didn't escape, nor did I feel guilty!"
"Then why won't you sit down and talk to me?"
Leng Yan turned around with a very natural look on his face: "Xia Nuo, you have been in a low mood these past two days. I think you are too tired and you need a good rest. If you are talking to me and want to go out to relax, then I will not talk to you.
Talk. Because... no matter where you go to relax, I will accompany you."
Xia Nuo's eyes were trembling slightly.
He was like this, always being kind to her unconditionally, making her unable to reject him or not being moved by him.
Why can't he be cruel to her and stop being so nice to her?
"Leng Yan, don't talk about it. I think you should know why I am depressed. You think I don't know, but I know it all. Why, why did you lie to me in the first place?"
Xia Nuo asked him in a low voice, but her words were like a heavy hammer, hitting Leng Yan's heart hard.
No matter how young and mature he is, no matter how calm and indifferent he is, his expression can't help but change at this moment.
He thought she only knew what his mother had done, but he didn't expect her to also know that he had deceived her.
If she only knew the former, he wouldn't have to be afraid. After all, it wasn't his fault. But she knew the latter, so how could he be so lucky?
"I don't know what you're talking about." He denied.
Xia Nuo twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, his smile was bitter and sarcastic, "At this point, do you still want to keep hiding it from me? Leng Yan, do you know how much I trust you? I trust you more than I trust myself. I
Because of you, you ignored your parents' opposition and hurt them so cruelly that you wanted to marry you. But you took advantage of my trust and made me hurt them desperately. Do you know how hurt you make me?"
Leng Yan's face turned pale, and the slightest bit of luck in his heart was gone.