The overwhelming news made him lose his desire to live for a moment and he was knocked down.
"Later, Ye Chen fell ill and fell into a confused terminal state, with only one breath left. But he wanted to see me one last time, but he couldn't let go, because he was afraid that I would be unhappy, right?" Ji An'an added with tears.
Beiming Shaoxi wrung out the towel and just wiped it for her.
"After you found out, you wouldn't let me contact him. But I fell into Helianchi's trap and ran back to the manor to see him!"
Beiming Shaoxi whispered: "It has nothing to do with you. Even if he survived, he would not live long."
After He Lianchi married Ji Anan, he didn't care about Beiming Yechen's life and death!
"But his death was indeed because of me..."
"I was careless at the time. I didn't expect that he would run out of the manor even if his life was in danger!" Beiming Shaoxi wrapped her in a big bath towel and carried her out of the bathroom. "It's because I'm useless and can't cure his poison!"
"It's not your fault..."
"Now is not the time to find out who is at fault. I don't like you always taking everything on yourself. Whenever you start to feel guilty, I feel... I'm not far away from losing you!"
Ji Anan's heart pounded. He felt Beiming Shaoxi's fear and hugged him tightly.
"Never again, I will never sacrifice you for others again."
Still unable to control the feeling of sadness, she finally cried muffledly in his arms.
"Tomorrow, I will pretend that I have forgotten...because I believe Yechen is not dead..."
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Beiming Shaoxi took Ji An'an to the sea again on a cruise ship. This time the defense measures were tight.
They sailed slowly around the entire city.
Ji Anan sat on the bow of the boat, scattering white rose petals in the sea...
At night.
Beiming Shaoxi made tens of millions of lanterns and asked his servants to light them and throw them into the sea.
Where the cruise ship passed, Ji Anan saw the sea of lanterns being gently split by the gentle waves, dancing coquettishly in the wind.
The weather was very cold and Ji Anan's fingers were frozen.
All day long, children in the choir were singing the sounds of nature, for the salvation of the northern moon and the night, reaching straight to the sky.
Ji Anan didn't cry, and didn't dare to shed a single tear.
Afraid that Beiming Yechen would look at her everywhere and discover her sadness and tears.
She seemed to see that sunny boy leaning on the bow railing, grinning brightly at her, just like before.
Some people say that those who laugh with you when you smile are either fools or people who love you.
The breeze gently blew Ji Anan's hair, and her quiet eyes looked into the distance: "Idiot Yechen, I am a little country girl... did you hear that?!"
The waves of the night seemed to answer her from afar.
"I'm sorry, I missed your birthday, and now I'm here with Beiming Shaoxi to make up for it."
Chapter 1249 You are not dead at all
"Yechen, this is the birthday cake I made for you, your favorite mousse cake!"
"By the way, I promised you a birthday gift because I was in a hurry and haven't finished it yet. I will make it and give it to you. Every year from now on, your brother Leo, little Aixi, and grandpa...will be with you.
Spend time together..."
"Actually, you're not dead, right?"
Ji Anan's nose was red, "You are just playing hide and seek with us. I know you are hiding."
Beiming Shaoxi took a blanket and covered her thin shoulders.
She was already wearing his coat, but the wind was still strong and the night temperature was even colder.
"Besides, you didn't even entrust me with the dream." Ji An'an sniffed and said aggrievedly, "Didn't I say that the person I couldn't let go of the most would go back to visit her? You didn't even come to see me."