Ji Anan closed her eyes in pain. What's the point of saying this when she's so scarred?
"When will you let me go?"
Beiming Shaoxi's eyes dimmed with pain, and his soul was desolate: "I said that when your illness recovers, you can get out of bed safely. During your period of recuperation, I will not come to disturb you. You will not be able to see me.
, you won’t be worried?”
He said what he said without meaning it, and of course he hoped to stay with her.
But she didn't want to see him. He had become the source of her pain and he could only disappear.
Ji An'an's heart hurts
Finally, he made up his mind, turned away and said nothing.
…
From that day on, Beiming Shaoxi disappeared from the world again, but Ji Anan noticed that the probe in the living room was turned on again. Sometimes when the servant helped her to go to the toilet, the probe would quietly move with her.
She began to eat that familiar, unpleasant food again...it was so unpleasant that she burst into tears several times.
She found that the servants lit the same incense every night, which helped her sleep, and she could sleep until dawn...
When Beiming Shaoxi was hiding in the side fort, she would smell the incense every night.
Ji Anan discovered that the wound on the abdomen was being dressed every day, but the bandage was not wrapped professionally.
Even though she had her eyes closed, she felt Beiming Shaoxi's blue eyes staring at her from the dark place...everywhere.
Why?
Aren't you already disappointed in her, don't trust her, and want her to die?
Why do you still treat her so quietly?
She wished she were blind and couldn't see anything.
…
Before going to bed, I couldn't help but put out the incense and drank a few extra glasses of milk.
In the middle of the night, Ji Anan woke up due to bloating from urine, and opened his eyes slightly tiredly.
Dim wall lights poured in from the slits in his eyes. Beiming Shaoxi was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding her little hand in one hand and pressing it against his face. His hair was like a bird's nest, his beard hadn't been shaved in a few days, and his eyes were filled with bloodshot eyes.
, still wearing the dress from a few days ago.
His face was haggard and spiritless.
He held her hand tightly with his big hand, staring at her opened nightgown, and just changed the gauze for her wound.
"Why don't you go back to your room and sleep?" Ji Anan's voice was hoarse.
Beiming Shaoxi was startled, and immediately straightened her pajamas, letting go of her hand: "We went to the wrong room..."
Ji Anan's eyes were dark and wet, and she lay on the bed and looked at him quietly.
"Did I wake you up? Just keep sleeping."
Beiming Shaoxi stood up in a hurry and accidentally bumped into the bedside table, making a jumbled sound.
He held up the things with a frown and said mockingly: "Miss Ji, don't worry, I'll have someone add a lock tomorrow."
"..."
His back was in a panic and he was about to leave after opening the door.
Ji Anan bit his lower lip: "Beiming Shaoxi, is this interesting to you?"
The tall figure swayed slightly, Beiming Shaoxi froze at the door, his voice became hoarse several degrees: "This is the last time, I will never bother you again."
He also wanted to leave cleanly, but he couldn't control it...
Wherever she is, he wants to go.
Besides, there is no place to go if I want to see her in the future.
"Even if you want me to bother you in the future, you won't have a chance." His chest was torn.
Ji Anan's lips moved. These days, the pain and pain in his heart have been increasing day by day.
She was almost driven crazy by this depressing feeling...
The doctor said that she was recovering well, her injuries were healing normally, and she would be able to walk normally in a few days.