Bo Yeyuan slowly took out things from the hollow Roman column. Everything was a pain that life could not bear.
Xiao Qiye's commemorative photo album has a photo of the baby's newborn on the page. It is the only photo of Li Qiyu and Xiao Qiye. She is lying weakly on the complicated bed skirt, her face sunken into the big pillow, giving birth.
She was still asleep afterward.
And on the pillow, Xiao Qiye was wrapped in swaddling clothes, cuddling against her mother with her little eyes closed...
This photo was taken before Li Qiyu woke up. After she woke up, Xiao Qiye was taken away.
As he opened the pages one by one, the little guy looked more and more like Bo Yeyuan...
His small replica is exactly the same as what he looked like as a child in the pocket watch!
[I told you before that I lost my memory, but it was not comprehensive. I actually suffer from dissociation disorder...]
Li Qiyu's words in the night light echoed in Bo Yeyuan's ears, "This disease is, in short, a kind of personality killing disorder. There is my medical record in the fountain pool. You will know after reading it. Li Qiyu also fell in love with me before."
You, but she also loved Beitang Feng and Sheng Ten years... They are me, but they are not me. Now I have a new personality hidden in my body. I don’t know when this personality of mine will disappear.
, will the next personality like you, and will you be together? Just thinking about it, I feel crazy with jealousy...]
A stack of medical records was tucked into the booklet, which contained the doctor's diagnosis handwriting. There were also some dissociative disease information that she had cut out from books and newspapers, fully analyzing the symptoms and outbreak cases of this disease.
[It turns out that love is so selfish and narrow that I can't tolerate another me being loved by you. That's why I was jealous of Sleepwalking Qiyu and was so sad. Bo Yeyuan, maybe I will never see you again in the future, just
Like those Li Qiyu who disappeared in the past, they no longer exist. In these short two years, you are the only witness of my survival...]
Bo Yeyuan flipped through the information with trembling fingers, and tears fell heavily on the paper.
His vision was blurred, and those densely packed words danced on his eyelids. He couldn't read them seriously. He felt that his heart and lungs were so stuffy that they were about to burst!
[When I think about it, you never care about who I am, and you don’t even know that my personality exists. You only want Li Qiyu, no matter what kind of soul she is. You accept it, and I feel sad and uncomfortable. I am too afraid of this day.
Will come, Bo Yeyuan, if I don’t tell you, can you tell us apart?】
Bo Yeyuan clenched his fingers. If he couldn't tell the difference, why didn't he fall in love with her "before amnesia"...
The words written by the doctor on the medical certificate were like needles piercing his body:
The patient suffered from repeated agitation and deep self-loathing. She felt abandoned by the world and unwanted... thus subconsciously killing her personality... She was traumatized in love and abandoned in family relationships, which made her feel desperate...
…
Bo Yeyuan's body was shaking heavily. She never thought that Li Qiyu's illness was so serious. She had been suffering from mental pressure.
And what about him? When she was seriously ill, he became the last straw that broke the camel's back!
[Li Qiyu, you are so mean, do you deserve to be loved?] [Why are you the only one in the Li family who is so unlovable? You deserve it!] [A woman with a heart like yours does not deserve to live...]