"I want to torture you severely, because my heart is hurting... The more I torture you, the more I care about you." Bo Yeyuan's fingers rubbed against her fat skin, "A woman who has nothing to do with me.
Do you have the energy to torture her and not let her go?"
Every one of his suppressed explanations was sincere, and his eyes were filled with childish nervousness, as if he had made a mistake and begged for forgiveness.
"Don't provoke me like this in the future. Even if you really don't want me anymore, don't make me sad."
"When did I protect myself like a jade for Beitang Feng?" Li Qiyu opened his mouth, "If that's true... then why would I beg you later?"
"That's because you took medicine and fell into an unconscious state. After you woke up, you went crazy and smashed things..." Bo Yeyuan said sadly, "I stood outside the door and heard your crying and shouting. Every word hurt my heart like a knife.
Do you hate being touched by me so much? Li Qiyu, am I really so dirty and unbearable in your eyes?"
"You are not dirty, not at all Bo Yeyuan..." Li Qiyu held his big hand and put it on his face, "I am the one who is dirty, and I am the one who is unbearable."
"..."
"I didn't know it was you at all. I was wearing glasses and what I saw was an avatar. I didn't know that you helped me take the photo of the crown of favor at that banquet. I always thought it belonged to that uncle."
"I obviously took off your glasses, but you called my name!"
"I was under the influence of traditional Chinese medicine, and I started to hallucinate even before I took off my glasses... I thought I saw your face because it was caused by my hallucination." She held his big hand full of cuts and kissed the injured area, every time.
A light kiss was like a brand engraved into his heart.
Bo Yeyuan pulled her shoulders: "What did you say?"
"I thought it was that uncle who fucked me... I almost wanted to die when I woke up." Li Qiyu was so guilty that she didn't dare to look at him. "If you hadn't appeared at that time, I might... really have gone to seek death."
Bo Yeyuan was stung by her words, thinking that if he showed up a second later, she would really do something to hurt herself, or even die, and he was afraid.
Li Qiyu smashed everything that day and fell to the ground with a broken leg. Every time he recalled it, he was in pain and hated himself!
When he carried her back to LK, she looked as if she had been raped, her face was blank, her eyes were blurry, and she was being tortured, which made him dare not touch her again.
"It's not me you hate?" His heart was beating violently.
"Then you went to the kitchen to make me something to eat, and your phone rang, so I went to get your phone by mistake... Your password didn't change, it was still the same as before. When I opened it... I saw it in your photo album
That video..."
Li Qiyu closed his eyes heavily, "Bo Yeyuan, do you know how I felt at that time?"
Bo Yeyuan was trembling all over.
"I seem to have been rescued. The one I had sex with was not that uncle, but you. I don't have to die with a dirty soul."
What did Bo Yeyuan want to say—but he lost his voice for the first time—
"But I'm so sad. When I saw the way you coldly hated me in the video, I was trampled under your feet and humiliated...it's no different than death."
Bo Yeyuan punched the head of the bed so hard that he wanted to beat himself to death.
"Never again..." He buried his face in her shoulder and croaked in an inaudibly low voice, "No one can ever hurt you. Including me!"