"Probably..." Li Qiyu chuckled softly, "Even if I don't know everything, I know 80 or 90% of it." She didn't know if she knew everything, after all, she was still thinking of more.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier!?"
"I'm like a thief who stole her memory. I don't know what to say."
"..."
"If I had a choice, I would not remember anything. I also don't want to fall in love with you..."
Bo Yeyuan clenched his fists, looked out the car window with a complicated expression, pressed his cell phone, and ordered the psychiatrist to wait at the Bo family manor!
Li Qiyu said in the diary that after she suffered from dissociation, she would occasionally dream about memories of her previous personality...so Li Qiyu would know about Sheng Ten Years at that time.
But Bo Yeyuan didn't know what was going on when all the memories could be recalled!
Li Qiyu's heart ached heavily, he didn't speak, her world was like a dark cemetery...
Her heart was tearing in pain, and the increasingly sharp pain spread throughout her body.
Returning to the Bo family manor, Bo Yeyuan stepped out of the car with long legs, looked at the huddled back, and said coldly: "We're here."
Li Qiyu didn't move at all.
"Miss Li!" Bo Yeyuan frowned and found that her shoulders were trembling slightly. He suddenly stretched out his hand to hold her shoulders. Her lips were purple and she was pressing her heart with one hand, breathing heavily.
Damn it!
Bo Yeyuan became anxious. He searched in his trouser pockets and found the heart medicine!
Ever since he learned that Li Qiyu had a heart disease, he always took the medicine with him and would never forget it no matter where he went. Even if she didn't appear again in the past two and a half years, he kept this habit.
He grabbed her by the throat and stuffed the pill into her mouth...
Li Qiyu's long eyelashes were closed, and she looked like she was in pain. She was used to heart discomfort, and even endured this colic as a self-punishment, because her soul was in more pain.
"Li Qiyu!" Bo Yeyuan shouted anxiously, "I'm having a heart attack. Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
Li Qiyu's chest heaved heavily, and his heart ached all the way...
"I just warned you not to torture your body!" He picked her up and walked into the main castle of the manor.
The psychiatrists have already lined up waiting at the entrance...
Li Qiyu's heart was pounding and her eyelashes were wet. She couldn't sit still and wait for death. She had to find a way. How could she make this personality disappear?
It is too painful for her to have these memories. She should not belong to this world, she should be just a transitional personality...
She hopes that the former "Li Qiyu" will appear. If she can't come back, then she also wants to become the past.
Li Qiyu lay in his arms, as if he had found a way out of the desperate situation, and his head didn't hurt so much anymore.
Yes, she could disappear so many times in the past, and she can definitely disappear again if she wants to.
Opening her eyes, she looked at Bo Yeyuan's handsome chin with fascination, and suddenly smiled.
…
"The memories are connected?" The psychiatrist held the test book and studied the answers to the questions she had just answered. "Logically speaking, dissociative disorder is different from multiple personality. The disappearance of one personality is accompanied by the rebirth of another personality."
In other words, two personalities will not appear together at the same time.
But Li Qiyu has already experienced personality alternation...
"Based on your answers, your mental activity is very contradictory, like two thoughts fighting..."
Li Qiyu curled up her white legs on the sofa, holding the water glass tightly, and asked in a tight voice, "So?"