It was as if Beitang Feng was standing in front of her, holding her chin and speaking casually, with the same brilliant smile hanging on the corner of his mouth.
[Beitang Feng, I don’t see that you are greedy for life and afraid of death.]
"I'm not afraid of death. What I'm afraid of is the humiliation of my dignity before death." Beitang Feng said lightly, "Instead of enduring torture in the hospital bed and seeing myself become unable to take care of myself, being taken care of like a useless person with tubes inserted all over my body, you
Say...if a person lives like this, is there any point in living? If one day I get seriously ill, I want a dose of euthanasia and die with dignity and integrity.]
After a pause, he stared at her deeply, "I know you are just like me."
Li Qiyu sat there with a stiff back. She used to think that Beitang Feng was just talking casually and she didn't take it to heart.
Looking back now, his eyes were extremely distant...
He must have tasted the time of lying in bed and suffering from illness. He said that it did not fit his image. He wanted to die standing up rather than live lying down.
He said that when his heart was punctured, he should have died and should not have lived.
It was the Beitang family who tried their best to revive him...
Because Beitang Feng had been tortured like that, he didn't want Li Qiyu to suffer it again. The medicine he gave her maintained his vitality. The medicine the doctor took was made from the most expensive and scarce precious medicinal materials, and each pill was worth a thousand gold.
Hard to buy.
Li Qiyu lost her temper once and threw the pill box on the ground, spilling all the pills. She said she would not take any more pills unless Beitang Feng let her out. Beitang Feng bent down to pick them up one by one, wiped them clean and put them away.
Return it to the medicine box and give it to her: [Qiyu, this medicine is very expensive and you can’t buy it even if you have money. Don’t be willful. Just like my kindness to you cannot be bought with money, you must learn to cherish it.]
Li Qiyu didn't take it seriously. He just felt that Beitang Feng was stingy. He was very wealthy, so why couldn't he buy some medicine?
I remembered that Ling Ran accidentally said that the medicine was the young master's preparation for the late stage of the disease in the future. He has a heart disease, and it is possible that the disease will occur sooner or later, so he has been studying the medicine with great concentration for many years.
Ling Ran also said that after so many years of research, these boxes of medicine cost the young master his whole life and a huge amount of financial and material resources. If she eats one pill, the young master will lose one if he gets sick in the future.
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Li Qiyu's eyes were dazed. He took out the medicine box and shook it. There were about thirty more pills in it... enough for a month...
"What happens if I don't take my medicine?"
"We have examined the composition of your body and found that your mental energy is maintained by the nutrition of the medicine. If you stop taking the medicine, you will lose the source of nutrition... Heart failure will accompany your systemic complications, and you will become weaker and weaker.
Lie in the hospital bed and slowly spend the rest of the time." The doctor said cryptically.
Many patients lie in bed for daily treatment and acupuncture, and leave the world in pain.
She can at least be like a normal person, able to eat, drink, sleep, laugh... and cry...
Li Qiyu's eyes were filled with mist... Suddenly he remembered that after Beitang Feng fell, he said he would insist on waking up and open his eyes to see her for the first time...
Li Qiyu felt as if his whole body was being stabbed by ice, and the pain made his heart clenched.
[The young master wrote a suicide note a long time ago. If one day he is critically ill and needs intubation treatment and his brain loses consciousness, he will be euthanized.] It seems to see Ling Ran sitting by the hospital bed and giving Beitang