"I have only had the thought of dying once, the time you abandoned me in the rose garden. Ji An'an, you have had the thought of dying countless times, and every time, it was because you abandoned me." Beiming Shao
Xi turned around and looked at her deeply, "How dare I tie you up next to me? I'm forcing you to die!"
"That's not the case..."
"Does it mean that if I let go, you won't want to die?"
Ji Anan choked, she always thought that returning the crystal to Gu Nancheng was her responsibility alone.
Gu Nancheng took the crystal out of his body and gave it to her without his own life...so she should do the same.
But I didn't expect that she was no longer alone. She had two children, Beiming Shaoxi.
She never thought about how they would feel after she died.
"I will live well. I never want to give the crystal to Gu Nancheng again..." Ji Anan shed tears, "But within a month, we must find Bilanxi and save him, Yechen and grandpa."
Beiming Shaoxi pursed her lips tightly.
"I don't need them to stay with me alive, I just don't want these people to die because of saving me. The guilt is too heavy. How can I be happy in the future?"
Ji Anan saw his empty eyes, as if he had lost his soul.
She was so frightened that she hugged him tightly: "Beiming Shaoxi...I'm sorry..."
As soon as he saw her tears, he was at a loss and stiffly raised his arms to hug her.
The sharp mandible pressed against her hair: "I've always been afraid that you won't want me, I was scared to death... But the moment I heard that you were going to give the crystal to Gu Nancheng, I suddenly realized that it doesn't matter if you leave me, my pain
It doesn't matter what you feel, as long as you are alive, as long as you are happy... Ji An'an, I am willing to let you go..."
His scalding voice was like boiling water at a hundred degrees, scalding her ears.
"No, I don't want to leave." Ji Anan buried her face in his chest.
"Nothing is more important than you," Beiming Shaoxi said in a hoarse voice, "I have lost you so many times, am I still afraid of losing you again for the rest of my life? A man like me is not worthy of love..."
"Nonsense, what's wrong with you?"
"Ji An'an, one day you don't want me anymore, don't hold it in your heart, don't be afraid that I will pester you again. Tell me and I will let you go free."
"Don't say such things. I already told you that I didn't want to leave you."
Chapter 968 I love you and never lie
Beiming Shaoxi squeezed her tightly in his arms, feeling weaker than ever before.
"Beiming Shaoxi, I prepared that wedding for you. Beiming Yechen was just the best man. If you weren't injured at that time, I was prepared to marry you. In order to stimulate you, I chose an extreme method. Doctor
Said... You are extremely possessive of me, and it is only when you are dealing with me that you are easily aroused. A lot of things have happened over the years. You have made mistakes, but I have also made a lot of mistakes. We share the responsibility.
Let's be honest. Let's compare each other. The place you took me to, you said that the first rose that bloomed would be made into an eternal flower for me. Later I found it. It was the cemetery you prepared for yourself. What did you do for me?
Xiaoxi also showed me the Valentine's Day I set up. I kicked you out that night, only to find out what you have been through over the years, and I regret it very much." Ji Anan said incoherently, "I used to hate you.
, I don’t want to forgive you anymore, and I have thought about taking Leo and little Aixi away forever, but when I know what you have done for me and how much hardship you have endured, I can’t bear to let you go. You said I don’t love you,
I don’t know...what should I do to make you believe that we still have a long time and many opportunities...right?"