He murmured to himself, "As long as you have feelings for me, even if you feel sorry for me. But I don't need your apology." He looked at her sadly, "Since you feel guilty, why did I
When you're about to die, you won't even look at me?"
Her eyes were as indifferent as water, "Yes, I was very close to you at the beginning, only five hundred meters away. But I had to make a choice. Since my lover is not you, why should I give you hope, and why should I drag my feet. I
I don’t want to keep cutting and making things chaotic. You should understand that Feng Jingyun has always been cold and ruthless, and there is no room for change in the things he decides. If I go to find you again, I will only hurt Jun Mo Shang."
"So you hurt me, right? Hahaha...hahaha..." He looked up to the sky and laughed, his laughter was extremely sad.
"You are right, I would rather hurt you than hurt him."
He suppressed a smile and looked at her with eyes full of pain, "After all, how can I compare to that evil guy Jun Mo Shang? Why do you choose him instead of me?"
This time, she smiled and said, "Did I really not choose you?" She took a few steps forward and stood by the railing, looking aimlessly at the remaining lotuses in the pond, "A person like me,
Heartless and unintentional. So heartless that even I think it is too cruel. I have already decided to abandon love and love in this life and not be involved in feelings. People like me don't care about a person's appearance, let alone only look at a person's appearance. So,
For a person like me... such a thing as falling in love at first sight will not exist or happen to me."
He understood what she meant. In her eyes, his handsome appearance was no different from Jun Mo Shang, a monster who could not tolerate the world.
Her voice was slow and peaceful, "I always thought that I would not be moved by any man. But I softened for you and moved my indifferent heart."
She turned her head and glanced at his handsome profile, a smile appeared on her lips, "Did you know? I had a dream that my previous life was called 'Shen Anqi'. And you are called Jun Youqi."
." It wasn't a dream. She didn't want to mention her previous life, so she replaced it with a dream, "I dreamed that I died miserably in my previous life. And you... Youqi. Although they are two different words, they are the same.
The sound. I thought for a time that you were here to protect me."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"What's there to say?" She shook her head lightly, "Even if I say it, what will it change? I agreed to your proposal that day, sincerely. As long as you treat me sincerely, love me sincerely, don't take advantage of me, and don't count it out.
, I will marry you. Then I will be with you for the rest of my life." She turned around and stared at his handsome face calmly, "At that time, I had already chosen you. You understand me, if
If you treat me sincerely, I, Feng Jingyun, will not have any second thoughts towards you and will not love another man. Even if there are other possibilities, for example, at that time, I was also moved by Jun Mo Shang, but I will never
I'm sorry for you. As long as you are sincere, no matter whether I love others or not, I will only be with you for the rest of my life and no one else. What about you?"
His heart ached, and his eyes were filled with tears at some point.
He thought he would never shed tears again, thought that the tears would have dried up long ago, but it turned out that there would still be tears. Tears blurred his dark eyes, and he looked at her so close, yet felt so far away.
