He wants to make sure that the woman he loves is in his arms and has not been lost. He can never bear to lose her. The thought of losing her is more painful than letting him go up the mountain of knives or the sea of fire.
Unknowingly, the force holding her became tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to crush her into pieces.
Feng Jingyun frowned in pain and looked at him with bright, moist eyes, "What's wrong?"
He closed his eyes and opened his lips, "It's nothing." He didn't want to say that he was afraid of losing her, because he was too afraid, even a cold-blooded evil monster like him would be afraid.
She was also very tired, so she adjusted her position and lay down, and soon fell asleep.
In the past, she had always slept lightly.
With him around, she could sleep without any precautions.
He hugged her, sometimes hugging her reluctantly, sometimes fearing that his cold body temperature would freeze her, and staying away from her. Such a far-off feeling always felt like the way she made him feel, so beautiful and dreamy. And
I'm really scared that one day I will wake up and the dream will be gone and she will disappear.
Will not……
He told himself in his heart that he would have her love for the rest of his life and would never let go.
He didn't sleep, he didn't light up the lamp, and the room was dark. He had special powers and could see at night. The dark night seemed like day to him, without any impact.
With his bloody red eyes open, he stared at her stunning sleeping face for an instant. No matter how he looked at her, he couldn't get enough of her.
There was warmth and satisfaction in my chest.
If he could just look at her like this for the rest of his life, he would think it was an extremely happy thing.
Yes, happiness.
"You may not know that you made me experience the taste of happiness." He moved his lips and opened them silently. He didn't make a sound or disturb her.
He stayed up all night, feeling restless in happiness, and in the restlessness he became more aware of the idea of loving her with his life.
No, to be precise, it is not an idea, but an instinct.
It seems that loving her has always been more important than his life.
At dawn, the sky is white, the cold wind is blowing, and the bright and convex branches on the mountain are swaying in the cold wind.
Jun Youqi stood on the platform at the entrance of Tongjian Qiufeng Pavilion, looking into the distance, the rolling snow-capped mountains, endless white.
His eyes were extremely deep and seemed to have no focus.
Yuanzi had persuaded his master last night to go into the house and rest, but he was scolded by him. He was tired from traveling for the past few days. When he returned to the house, he wanted to take a nap, but as soon as he took a nap, he was really tired.
Fell asleep.
When I woke up, I saw the master still standing there alone, not even moving his position. It seemed that he had not slept all night.
He walked forward distressedly and said, "Master, please come in and take a rest."
Jun Youqi seemed to have never heard of it.
"Why are you like this?" He said earnestly, "You are the Queen Mother's only son. If something happens to you, what will you do to the Queen Mother? What will you do to the world? How will you let the little one live?"
"I...can't even fulfill my own wish. In order to take revenge, I let the woman I love return to my enemy." His voice was full of pain, "Just thinking about it makes my heart hurt. Seeing it with my own eyes,
My heart... is not that it hurts more, but that life is worse than death. Yuanzi, do you know what life is worse than death?"
"Little one..." He was speechless, unable to understand his master's pain.
