"Huahua, do you remember? He even wanted to push me away at first. He knew that he was sick, so he wanted me to stay away from him. He was afraid that he would drag me down. At that time, you found me on the road in the suburbs and took me away. I sent it to the Imperial Palace Community."
"Because of this disease, he tried to drive me away many times. It was really difficult for him and he was helpless, but he could only hide it in his heart because of his powerlessness, and shed all the pain and tears from his teeth. I swallowed it in my stomach. If I hadn’t accidentally discovered his diagnosis report, I would have been kept secret from him. As I thought about it, my heart felt so painful..."
"I even asked God over and over again, why did he treat him like this?"
"His life has been hard enough. His parents died young, and he also had a vicious aunt who joined forces with outsiders to fight for his inheritance. Even in the two years I have been with him, I have experienced countless dangers."
"How can fate be so unfair? His disease is not hereditary, but because he was poisoned in the mother's body during the fetal stage. However," Chenxing wiped the corners of his eyes: "Doctor Tian has organized the best experts in the world to study him. The disease has now made a breakthrough."
"I called Dr. Tian yesterday, and Dr. Tian told me that it is not impossible to cure it. As the cause of the disease is identified, the hope of cure is getting bigger and bigger."
"I believe that heaven will not be so cruel to Shaocheng. When you get along with Shaocheng in the future, never show sympathy to him, otherwise he will feel uncomfortable. Treat him with a normal heart, just like me. Sickness, give him happiness and drive away the gloom in his heart, can you promise me?"
By the end of Chenxing's words, she was already crying, and her voice was filled with low pleading.
"Huahua, do you know? In fact, I am really scared and want to find someone to talk to. Because Shaocheng doesn't want others to know about his illness, so I have to keep it secret. I am full of fear that no one will talk to me. "
"I'm really afraid. There are many patients with Lou Gehrig's disease in the nursing home. They are really distressing. Seeing how sick they are, I can't help but tremble sometimes. Just thinking about the day when my children are sick. Maybe it will become like that, I really... really... really don't know how to face it..."
"I don't know if I will be able to treat it with a normal heart when the time comes, and I don't know if I will be able to hold back from crying or roaring..."
"Huahua, can I ask you something?"
"What's the matter?" Huahua's voice was hoarse, as if she had been run over by a car.
He slowly closed his eyes, and his whole body fell into the ice cellar. The words she just said were like speaking his own heart. He felt very scared at this moment, and he couldn't help but want to roar, I want to ask God why he treats his beloved brother like this.
"I want to ask you, if one day... I mean if... then can you help me take care of mine and Shaocheng's children?" Chenxing sobbed and stroked his belly: "I have decided, no matter how young Shaocheng is, Wherever Cheng is, whether in heaven or on earth or underground, I will always be with him and never be separated from him."
Even if that day comes, Shaocheng will leave this world, she will leave this world with him.
She doesn't care about the length of her life, she only cares about the people who accompany her.