654. Chapter 654 Even if I die, I don’t want to let you go 1
The most painful thing in the world is suffering.
As a superior person, he cannot talk to others casually about many things he encounters. But as his girlfriend, she will not talk about his affairs casually. She will keep his secrets and only do what he wants.
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Gu Shaocheng nodded slightly, "It's true that the sea breeze is too strong. It hurts your eyes. Are you hungry?"
He hurriedly wiped his tears, but he couldn't control his emotions at all. After wiping them away, new tears rolled out.
He stretched out his hand to push her, and the next second he put her down from his lap, ran away in a panic, got up and strode back to the house.
But after taking only two steps, Chenxing grabbed his arm.
"Shaocheng?"
He didn't look back, he raised his head slightly and swallowed the damn tears back into his stomach. Until his mood calmed down, Chenxing had already walked in front of him, looking up at him from bottom to top.
The afterglow of the setting sun fell on her face, making her face dazzled and soft. Gu Shaocheng stretched out his hand and pinched her nose pretending to be relaxed, then slowly opened his arms and hugged her again.
Between the sea and the sky, a man and a woman hug each other tightly.
"Shaocheng, what's wrong with you, tell me?"
"I just missed my mother a little, and my eyes got wet inadvertently..."
Gu Shaocheng explained and said with a smile: "Isn't it embarrassing? Don't laugh at me, otherwise your butt will suffer!"
Yes, it's really embarrassing. A man like him couldn't restrain his tears and arrived home in a panic. But there was no way. He couldn't restrain his tears, not only because he had a terminal illness, but also because, thinking about the future
He might never be able to hold her so tightly again, and he could not suppress the trembling in his heart.
The most painful thing in the world is to find the other half of your life, thinking about how beautiful their love should be, thinking about joining hands until we grow old together, thinking about being together forever, thinking about being her husband, and being the father of her children.
I thought about making money for her to support her family and growing old together, but in the end it was just a mirror image.
"Chenxing, if I can no longer hold you, will you still love me?"
Chenxing smiled and nodded: "Of course I will. When you can't hold me anymore, just hold me."
"Then what if I can't touch you anymore?"
Can't hold you? That should be when you are very old. Chenxing pursed his lips and thought for a moment, then he said, "Then let me hold your hand instead. When we get old and can no longer hold you, we can hold you too."
We can’t move anymore. Let’s just stay like this. It’s not bad to find a paradise place to enjoy the sea breeze and bask in the sun every day..."
Gu Shaocheng thought about the past along the picture she sketched, and his face turned pale.
Will there be such a beautiful and leisurely future?
Tears wet my heart again!
Suddenly he didn't know how to speak, and he didn't know how to live with the girl in his arms in the future?
Without him, how will she live in the future? Will she grow old with another man?
NO!
With this image in his mind, Gu Shaocheng's eyes were murderous and turbulent for a moment, but then he turned into sadness, and there was a feeling of powerlessness that tightly bound his whole body.
Gu Shaocheng gently let go of her, turned his back, and silently wiped the corners of his eyes. His back was straight and tall, but his whole body was full of sadness.
When I closed my eyes again, my tears still fell silently.
"Dong dong dong!"
"Dong dong dong!"
There were rapid knocks on the door of the water house one after another.