773. Chapter 773 There is no way out after happiness 5
"I don't think I regret falling in love with you, nor do I regret doing these cheap things to save this relationship, and I don't want to regret it!"
"Although today's life is not what I want, it is no longer as beautiful as I once imagined. Once upon a time, I imagined that the two of us could have a home, a loving home."
"Do you still remember the time in Dubai? Under the fireworks, we cuddled tightly with each other. I listened to you singing "Never Leave" and "Slave of Love". I always thought that we would be so happy until we grow old...
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"But now I am very confused. I don't know if we can have that kind of tomorrow."
"You said you like the feeling of home. In fact, I want to tell you that I also like that feeling. But in that apartment, I am the only one alone every day. I don't know what I can do to save you, because I
Since I can't see you, I can only pray for your care over and over again."
"Even sometimes in the middle of the night, I still have you in my dreams, but when I wake up, I'm surrounded by cold people. At that moment, I'm full of despair. At that time, I really want to call you. It's very difficult.
I want to sleep with you as close as before, because I am used to it, used to that chest, used to that kind of dependence!"
"Shaocheng..."
"I'm just a woman, just a woman who wants to be loved. Can you tell me what I should do?... If life is just like the first time we met, how much I miss our sweet days, will it change with love?
When we get along with each other, many problems will gradually arise?"
"But can you clarify it to me? You said I would change it, why are you not even willing to give me a chance to change it?"
"We have been separated for more than a month. During this period, you have only been to the apartment once, but that is not enough?... I like you. Even if you are around, I miss you quietly. When you are not around, I will
How can I bear the pain of missing you?"
"Someone asked me, are you tired?"
"I shook my head and said, I'm not tired, because I love you!"
"But do you know? Many times, I am really tired physically and mentally! When I am too tired, I will tell myself that since we broke up, let's face reality. As you said, one day is not enough.
Just one month, or if one month doesn't work, just one year, you can always get out of this relationship!"
"It's not that I can't do it, it's really that I don't want to!"
"Those feelings...the ups and downs, all the feelings, only you can give me. No one else can give these feelings. Even if you can give them to me, I won't care..."
"Maybe if I give up this relationship, I will meet another person who treats me well in the future, but I don't want to."
"I understand the truth, but I just can't let it go. It's superfluous for outsiders to explain it. It's not that I can't understand it, it's that I...can't help myself..."
"This world is too numb. There is someone who can make me cry, make me laugh, and linger in my mind all day long. What else is more precious than this? So I really don't want to give up..."
"I'm more afraid... I don't know how long my love for you can last, one month, two months, three months, half a year, a year, or forever..."
"I don't know the future. I'm afraid that Zeng Jin's love will be worn away bit by bit. Without the watering of love, how long can this relationship bloom? If no one cares about it, if there is no sunshine and rain, it will only gradually fade away.
Will it fade away sadly? Until that day, maybe, we will really go back to the bridge, go back to the road, and be the most familiar strangers."
"But is that really good? Is it really the result you want?"