Li Xin then opened a letter. This first letter was a letter written by Zi Yan herself. It looked more like her own memoirs. The letter told about the bitterness of her life and everything she had experienced.
, and why it became like this.
And this second letter is actually an unfeeling letter. The name at the beginning is Zi Yan, which proves that it was written to her by someone else. Judging from the writing style, it should be written by a man. The content is very unfeeling, almost every sentence
They are all hurting people. It was also from these two letters that I understood the bitterness and sadness in her heart.
All of this is indeed caused by love. Zi Yan used to be a leading lady in the brothel. She was the most talented and beautiful woman in the brothel at that time. She was also very famous at the time. Many dignitaries came here because of her reputation and just wanted to see her every day.
People, to be exaggerated, can line up from the east gate to the west gate of the city.
There is a big difference between the women in the brothel and the women in the "women's branch". The women in the brothel were the most talented women in the feudal dynasty at that time, and Zi Yan was the best among these talented women, and her beauty was beyond words.
She is a peerless beauty, and she is extremely beautiful, so there are countless people who want to see her face every day. If they can drink and talk with her again, they will be envious of others.
From the outside, Zi Yan lives a very glamorous life. There are so many men who surrender to her beauty and talent, and even more, they are almost impressed by her. She does not think about tea or food every day, just to be able to be with her.
When she met Zi Yan, she was the dream lover of men in the local area, and she was also the most jealous of women.
Almost every woman in a brothel longs for a vigorous love story, and Zi Yan is no exception. Like all women, she is also waiting for the right man in her life. At that time, many powerful men liked her, and even
Someone was willing to redeem her life with ten thousand taels of silver, but she was not moved at all. Although she was in a brothel back then, she was like a chaste and fierce woman. This is why so many men were obsessed with her.
Later, she met a poor scholar. The most incomprehensible thing is that she actually fell in love with this man who had no money, and the two of them renewed their love and made many vows. Not long after, Zi Yan
She 'handed' herself over to the scholar. No one would have thought that this impoverished man would win the heart of such a beautiful woman, which inevitably made many men feel jealous and unfair.
Many sisters in the brothel couldn't understand why such a beautiful and talented woman would like a penniless poor guy. Many sisters tried to persuade her to stay away from such a poor guy, but she was just happy every time.
She smiled and didn't give any explanation. Some people thought she was out of her mind and started to stab her in the back. But she never complained and worked silently for that man.
From Zi Yan's point of view, this is the love she still expects. This man is the emperor in her life. She believes that as long as two people have love, everything will be fine and their destiny can be changed.
The pair of bracelets we found were actually a token of love given to Zi Yan by the scholar. Looking at it now, this pair of bracelets may be worth some money, but at the time, it was just the most common jade article, and it didn’t count at all.
It wasn't anything valuable, but from Zi Yan's point of view, it was a priceless treasure and the best proof of their love.
The scholar promised her that as long as he got the honors, he would marry her in a sedan chair. Zi Yan believed in her love, and she believed in this man who was poor but had great ambitions. She was waiting for that day to come.
She always believed that this penniless man would one day become famous and take her out of the brothel in a sedan chair.
From the time they fell in love, Zi Yan used her own money to support the scholar's education. She would rather not spend a penny herself than give the money to the scholar. In order to provide him with a better environment, she even
She did not hesitate to drink and chat with some playboys. This was something that was never possible before. Zi Yan paid a lot for that poor scholar.
Such days passed by for three years, until one day, Xiucai was the top scholar in high school, and it was finally over. When Zi Yan knew the news, she was so excited that she shed tears of happiness, and the sisters in the brothel also blessed her.
, they all said that she could leave here in a successful way. Some people finally understood her difficulties. Many sisters were happy for her. All these years of hard work could finally be rewarded.
Zi Yan has been waiting for him to marry her. She has been waiting for more than a year. There is no news from the number one scholar in the high school. Let alone coming to marry her in a sedan chair, there is not even a letter. Many sisters in the brothel have
Doubts began to arise.
In their view, this poor scholar who was the top pick in high school must be ungrateful. Some sisters accused Zi Yan, saying that such a poor scholar was not worthy of trust at all and that he was just lying to her with words. Even if he really became famous, he would
He is a man who forgets his love.
But Zi Yan didn't believe it. She always believed that the scholar loved her. Maybe it was delayed by something, but the reality was that the sisters in the brothel were right. Two years later, she received the scholar's letter.
The letter is one of the letters we have found now.
The content in the letter was very hurtful. Xiucai told her that he did not love Zi Yan. He was only with Zi Yan because of temporary absurdity and greed for temporary pleasure. Now he has found the woman he loves, and
Already married her.
He told Zi Yan not to wait for him anymore. It was impossible for the two of them to be together. It was impossible for him, a top scholar, to marry a brothel girl. He spent all the love debt he had owed her in the past few years.
Zhang Yinqiao was replaced, and he told Zi Yan that this was returned to her as a reward for what Zi Yan had paid for him in those years.
On the surface, what this man does is considered a man, but upon closer inspection, this is simply the behavior of an animal. If Zi Yan hadn't been around back then, how could he have become the number one scholar in high school? Zi Yan paid for him not only in money, but also
It is the whole life and happiness of a person. Even though he was in poverty back then, Zi Yan never disliked him. If this kind of woman were today, she would become a national treasure.
If it weren't for Zi Yan, let alone the number one scholar in high school, he might have starved to death on the way. But now, he has made a comeback, he has become an official, and his identity has changed, but he has given up the people who once sacrificed everything for him.
Women have been thrown away. This kind of man is not worthy of being a human being at all.
When Zi Yan saw this letter, she was completely dumbfounded. She didn't believe that the man she loved would treat her like this, and she didn't believe that the previous oaths of friendship were just lies. This matter soon spread among the locals.
It's open, in the brothel
All the sisters, those with a kind heart, would come to comfort her. On the contrary, the sisters with a little bit of a bad heart would gossip about Zi Yan behind her back, and even mock her innocence. Suddenly, Zi Yan's status in the brothel was greatly reduced.
Not as good as before.
In order to find out the truth of the matter, Zi Yan decided to go to Xiucai. She redeemed herself with the banknote Xiucai gave him. With her persistence in love, she traveled thousands of miles to find Xiucai. She was exposed to wind and sun along the way.
Even though she was working hard, she never stopped.
The scholar was sent to a place far away to be a county magistrate. Zi Yan walked for more than a month before she found this place. She stood at the gate of the county government office and shouted the scholar's name loudly. The officers and soldiers in the government office thought she was coming to cause trouble.
As for the Yamen, they took her in.
But when Xiucai saw her, he withdrew all the officers and soldiers. Only Xiucai and Zi Yan were left in the hall. Xiucai was no longer the poor scholar he used to be. After not seeing her in the past few years, he had already
From a frail scholar, he became a local official. Wearing an official uniform, he looked very majestic. His once handsome face was gone, and he became more cunning and insidious.
At that time, Zi Yan's eyes were full of tears, but she did not shed them. She just asked the scholar why he treated her like this. The scholar looked at her and just replied, "This is good for us all."
Zi Yan asked him if he still loved her? Was there something unspeakable that made him make such a choice? Xiucai shook his head and told her that he already had a wife and children, and that his wife was the daughter of a high-ranking official.
He told Zi Yan that she could not compare with his wife, and that his future was limitless. He hoped that Zi Yan would not appear in front of him again, let alone disturb his family. He was very happy and very good.
Tell her not to come again.
Zi Yan didn't believe that these were words that the person she loved could say. She asked him repeatedly if he was lying to her and if he was forced to do so. But she was too naive. So what if a man only thinks about himself?
Will you consider others?
Seeing that Zi Yan was still unwilling to give up, the scholar gave her some silver coins and repeatedly warned Zi Yan that she and her past must not be told to anyone, especially her wife, otherwise she would be divorced.
It's his fault that he doesn't miss his old relationship anymore.
At this time, Zi Yan finally understood the person in front of her. The poor scholar she once loved was gone forever. The person standing in front of her now was a local official of the Ming Dynasty, an ungrateful villain.
, a man who hurt her feelings throughout her life.
She suddenly lost control and yelled at him like crazy. She couldn't accept this fact. After waiting so hard for so many years, she never expected such a tragic ending. She burst into tears and her heart was bleeding, but
No matter what she did, she couldn't save a heartless person.
The scholar sent someone to drive her out of the yamen, and warned her for the last time that if she dared to take another step, she would be thrown into prison and she would never be free. This man's ruthlessness is outrageous. No matter what happens, you guys
How could he treat a weak woman like this when they had at least fallen in love with each other? She was a woman who loved him so much that she was worse than a beast.