181. Chapter 181 I can do anything but have children
The night was bright and clear, and the soft moonlight fell on the branches of the pomegranate tree, casting mottled light and shadow. As the night wind swayed, it looked like silver flowers blooming all over the courtyard.
The small courtyard of the Xiao family is still so peaceful and peaceful, with a hazy and warm light coming from behind the light-colored curtains, and the faint murmurs of the girls.
"Sister, I'm so happy. We haven't slept together for a long time!" Xiao Baoer lay on Minnie's bed in a large font, his eyes narrowed and his face filled with happiness.
"It's just one night, you can go back to your room and sleep tomorrow."
Minnie was very depressed. She did not expect that her mother Xiao Hui would stay overnight with Li Mengnan after dinner.
Although there is nothing wrong with this logically, the problem is that unlike Xiao Baoer, she does not have an insurmountable blood relationship as a protective umbrella, and this guy has always had zero integrity. Who can guarantee whether he will suddenly transform into another?
Moonlight wolf?
Fortunately, there were few rooms at home, and Xiao Baoer, who was occupying the room, could keep her company. Otherwise, she couldn't imagine what a difficult night it would be.
"Humph, sister, you are so stingy!" Xiao Baoer wrinkled his nose while hugging the pillow, "After today, I won't even stay here if you leave me here. I will fall asleep smelling my brother's scent on the quilt. Just thinking about it makes me feel so happy.
Woke up……"
"Eh--that's disgusting! You, a little girl, have to choose a suitable partner even if you have sex, right?"
Minnie made an exaggerated vomiting expression. I really don’t know what is so good about this bastard Li Mengnan that he can actually charm Baoer like this. Fortunately, the two of them are blood brothers and sisters born from the same mother, otherwise this little girl wouldn’t be sure.
What ridiculous things will happen?
"I just like my brother, what's wrong? If you don't like it, why don't you allow others to like it?" Xiao Baoer retorted unconvinced.
Hearing the word "like", Minnie was inexplicably panicked, her face became slightly heated, and she argued: "This...what does this have to do with me? You can go as long as you like, I don't worry, you two can't make it together anyway."
A couple."
"It's unfair! It's been thirteen years, and I finally met a good man, who turned out to be my brother. My life is about to turn into a tragedy..." Xiao Baoer looked up to the sky and sighed, with a rather unwilling expression.
Minnie covered her face speechlessly - even if the child of a poor man has already become the head of the family, this little girl Bao'er is too precocious. At only thirteen years old, she has the tone of a leftover woman who hates getting married. If this makes those who are over thirty "
"Saint Seiya" heard this, why don't you feel ashamed enough to go bungee jumping together without a rope?
After sighing for a while, Xiao Baoer threw off his slippers and crawled in front of Minnie, wrapped his fingers around the ends of Minnie's hair, pouted slightly and said: "Sister, I really envy you, you are beautiful and have a good figure..."
Minnie has always loved her younger sister Bao'er. Seeing that she was a little depressed, she rubbed her head like a kitten to comfort her, and said softly: "Don't envy me, you're just not old yet. I'll wait for you."
When she turns eighteen, she will definitely be a beautiful girl..."
"Eighteen years old...hehe."
Xiao Baoer smiled reluctantly, and Minnie suddenly realized that she had said the wrong thing.
Although hemodialysis has not been stopped and drug treatment continues, this is ultimately a temporary solution rather than a permanent solution. If a kidney transplant is not performed as soon as possible, let alone being an adult at the age of eighteen, I am afraid that Xiao Baoer will not even be considered as a semi-adult at the age of fourteen.
Guandu may not be able to survive.
"Baoer, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do it...but don't worry, I will definitely help you raise the medical expenses." Looking at Xiao Baoer's sad smile, Minnie felt heart-wrenching pain.
Death is not terrible, what is terrible is waiting to die slowly.
Minnie suddenly hated herself a little. Why did she have to stick to the so-called bottom line? If she had been willing to agree to the support requirements of those old men, Baoer would have been able to live a healthy life like other children of the same age.
"If my health is exchanged for your happiness, sister, then I would rather die now."
As sisters who have lived together for more than ten years, Xiao Baoer can naturally guess what Minnie is thinking in her heart at the moment.
In fact, Xiao Baoer knew about Minnie's "golden fishing" plan for a long time, but at that time, her condition was still stable, and Minnie did not show any tendency to give up on herself, so she rarely mentioned it.
"Don't say such depressing words, your illness is not terminal."
Minnie also knew that her younger sister looked soft, but was actually very strong-willed. Perhaps because she thought her time was short, she could say anything tough and do crazy things, so she didn't
I dare to argue with her for fear of irritating her.
"Sister, although I don't understand why the relationship between you is so bad, my brother is really a good person. Please don't bully him again in the future, okay?"
Minnie almost vomited blood when she heard this - I bullied him? It was obviously this bastard who bullied me, okay? I am your biological sister, which side are you, little girl, on?
However, facing Xiao Baoer with a sincere face, Minnie really couldn't bear to scold her so harshly, so she could only nod and said perfunctorily: "I know, I'll just be nicer to him in the future..."
In fact, these words cannot be regarded as completely perfunctory. After what happened in the kitchen at noon, Minnie did not dare to continue the cold war with Li Mengnan. There is no use in saying it, but it will lead to more radical actions from the other party.
"No, you have to promise!"
Xiao Baoer had no consciousness of being accommodated, but instead seized this advantage and started to intensify his efforts.
"It's so annoying! Ever since that guy came here, you, a little girl, have always been the elder brother and the younger brother. I can't figure out what kind of psychedelic drugs that guy gave you. Now you have nothing but him in your eyes."
Is there anyone else?"
Minnie can tolerate everything else, but when it comes to Li Mengnan, she can't suppress her inner anger at all.
Xiao Baoer didn't expect that her sister, who had always been obedient to her, would suddenly become so angry. Her body shrank back involuntarily, and she bit her lips in grievance. Tears rolled in her eyes, but she couldn't bear it.
drop down.
Minnie also realized that her tone was a bit harsh. After all, Xiao Baoer's starting point was good, but she was not clear about the complicated relationship between her and Li Mengnan.
Minnie was about to speak to coax her, but suddenly she saw Xiao Baoer sitting up from the bed, lowering his head and burying his whole face in the shadow of his long hair, and said in a sad tone: "Sister, I have always envied your appearance and your personality.
Figure, but now do you know what I envy you most?"
"Why do you envy me?" Minnie didn't know why Xiao Baoer suddenly changed the topic so far.
Xiao Baoer smiled faintly and said: "What I envy most now is that you are not my mother's biological child..."
"This..." Minnie's heart suddenly trembled, as if she had guessed something.
"Don't talk yet, listen to me."
Xiao Baoer forcibly interrupted Minnie and tucked her long hair hanging down behind her ears, revealing a slightly haggard and beautiful face. Only then did Minnie notice that Xiao Baoer's complexion seemed to be worse than when she came back last week.
"I know that if I say this, you will think that I am too premature... There is no way, I don't know if I can live to be eighteen years old. If I don't want to die as a child, I must take the initiative to speed up my growth.
I admit that I like Li Mengnan...Sorry, because I am very serious, I can't call him brother when talking about this matter.
Our class teacher once said that girls my age can easily have ignorant feelings for the opposite sex. I don’t know if this is the so-called love, but I only know that this feeling is very pure and beautiful.
To be honest, before Li Mengnan appeared, I had never had such feelings for any man. If it weren't for the fact that he is my brother and shares half of the same blood with me, I really want to try the taste of love with him.
Dating, holding hands, hugging, kissing...even going further are not out of the question."
"Baoer, do you know what you are talking about? You are not yet thirteen years old!"
Minnie was shocked. She used to think that Xiao Baoer was a little precocious, but she didn't expect that her ideas were so much beyond those of children of the same age.
"Is thirteen very young? Apart from having children, I think I can do everything."
Xiao Baoer felt a little regretful. For some reason, she hadn't had her period yet, otherwise she wouldn't have gone to the trouble of adding the previous limited prefix.
Minnie was silent for a long time.
From a normal person's point of view, Xiao Baoer's words are not just shocking, it is not an exaggeration to say that they are treasonous.
But Bao'er is not a normal child after all. As she said, her life is extremely limited. Even if she raises the cost of the operation this time, the new kidney can only last for six or seven years at most.
Unless the family has money, they can continue to change it for her.
Nineteen or twenty years old, this flower-like age is exactly the most beautiful time in life. The newly matured body and mind can just feel the sweetness of love, but Xiao Baoer's life must come to an abrupt end at this time.
With the Sword of Damocles hanging over his head that could fall at any time, anyone else would have been hysterical, but Xiao Baoer just quietly did something that he might have to do only when he grows up, allowing himself to be briefly
Is it wrong to live a life without leaving any regrets?
Thinking about it from this perspective, Minnie even hated Li Mengnan for why he chose to live in this family. If this bastard and Bao'er didn't have this kind of blood relationship, Bao'er wouldn't have the regrets he has now.
The two sisters were silent for a moment, and Xiao Baoer suddenly said: "Sister, do you know? When I learned that Li Mengnan was my brother, my first reaction was to introduce you to him..."
"Why?" Minnie really didn't know that Xiao Baoer had ever had such an idea.
"Because if he gets together with another woman in the future, I'm afraid I will be so jealous that I can't bear it. If it's you, I think I should be able to accept it..." Xiao Bao'er flattened his mouth and said in a sour tone.