The harassment from Yang Wei and others, the successive attacks from the industrial, commercial, tax and fire department, as well as the concern and worry about herself, and even her life was almost threatened twice... It is no wonder that she is almost on the verge of collapse.
How can one smile overnight?
Just like her last message to him, from that moment on, she had decided not to rely on him anymore.
From now on, I no longer depend on anyone.
When she turned over, she left his arms and turned sideways.
These days, it has always been like this, always separated - it is no longer as boring as before.
It's not that I don't love her - it's that I don't dare - I feel embarrassed for some reason - as if the excessive intimacy is embarrassing.
Even when he reached out to hug her again, she turned aside and subconsciously avoided his embrace.
It was as if ice had frozen in my heart.
Seriously, this is my fault.
It was me who wiped out all this with my own hands.
I spoiled you before I could let you grow up, and then I threw you down hard.
He sighed ten thousand times in his heart.
In the middle of the night, Yan Xixi woke up from the cold and went to turn off the air conditioner in a daze. The curtains were drawn and the room was very dark. She stood on the corridor and felt that the room was empty. She suddenly thought of something and rushed towards it, her voice trembling slightly.
There is a person on the bed.
She touched him.
Really.
He is here, he has always been there, as if he will never leave again.
Even all of this seems to not really exist.
These days, she has long been used to his leaving. Every time she wakes up and reaches out to touch, her hands are always empty: there is only herself in this huge house.
I was so desperate that I thought he would never come back.
Now, she finally grabbed his hand again when she dreamed about it at midnight. She held it tightly and suddenly burst into tears.
Wang Donglin was awakened, sat up, reached out and touched the tears on her face.
He was startled and hugged her: "Xixi, what's the matter?"
She finally cried out.
For so many days, he had been suppressing it. Even crying was considered a sign of weakness, and he didn't even want to bring any burden to him. However, on a night like this, he finally couldn't hold it back.
He didn't comfort her in any way, he just hugged her tightly and patted her back gently.
At this time, she didn't need any words of comfort - just like this, it was enough.
He was surprisingly heartbroken and incredibly gentle. It wasn't until her sobs subsided that he said softly: "Xixi, don't be afraid..."
She spoke in a daze: "It was like this when my mother just passed away... I always thought I was with her all the time, but every time I woke up, she was always missing... Later, I slowly understood that she
It will never appear again...I'm afraid..."
He was shocked.
It turned out that she was afraid that once she disappeared, she would never appear again.
Because I'm afraid - I don't dare to love deeply.
If you are too attached, you will experience the pain of being torn apart.
Accompanying us day and night, inseparable - for some people, it takes us a long, long time to adapt to his (her) departure - because you cannot bear the price of his (her) departure.
He hugged her tightly and couldn't say a word.
That night, he kept holding her tightly, very, very hard, and she seemed to feel a slight pain in her bones. But somehow, she fell asleep soundly and was never woken up in the middle of the night.
