Yan Xixi entered the bedroom and took out her mobile phone. She didn't see any new messages. It was obvious that Wang Donglin was busy again.
I couldn't sleep that night.
When I went to see Li Zhen off the next day, my eyes were bloodshot.
Li Zhen was a little surprised: "Yan Xixi, you didn't sleep last night, okay?"
"Too much coffee."
Li Zhen breathed a sigh of relief and suddenly stretched out his hand to hug her. His voice was very urgent: "Yan Xixi... I really don't want to leave... I'll see you again on Christmas, okay?"
Yan Xixi thought about this problem all night long. Really, she didn't want to hurt Li Zhen at all.
She pushed him away gently, looked directly into his eyes, and said slowly: "Li Zhen..."
He looked at her doubtfully.
"Li Zhen, I think I should make it clear to you that it is impossible for me to fall in love with you..."
"..."
The first most difficult words came out, and the rest became much smoother. She was very frank: "I'm very grateful that you came so far to see me, and I'm happy to see my old friends. However, this will really make me uneasy."
Because I know I won’t fall in love with you. If I still bother you to fly all over the world like this, wasting time and energy without getting anything in return, then I’m deceiving you. I don’t want to do this..."
Li Zhen's face turned red: "How do you know you won't fall in love if you don't get along with me?"
She was startled.
"Yan Xixi, if you don't give me a chance, how do you know you won't fall in love with me? Many people don't fall in love at first sight, but in the end they all slowly fall in love with me..."
She shook her head: "But, I know it's impossible for me to love you."
"I don't want you to fall in love with me right away...I just want you to give me a chance..."
She really couldn't look directly into the eyes of those innocent young men... In fact, there were not many times in a woman's life that she could meet such eyes.
A man doesn't get many looks like this in his life - Li Zhen, because he is young - at least, his mental age is very young.
Pure young man.
His tone was surprisingly sincere: "Yan Xixi, I am patient and I can wait...Since I first saw you that year, I have secretly made up my mind to be with you. Now that you have not fallen in love with me, I
I fully understand and I am mentally prepared. I came to see you not because I hope to get anything in return from you, but because I want to see you, very, very much... Ever since I learned that you might go to Harvard, I have become even more excited.
Study hard and make money in order to be able to afford all the expenses of coming to see you... This has become a very important spiritual motivation in my life, making me feel that no matter how hard it is, it is worth it..."
Yan Xixian closed her eyes slightly, really unable to listen anymore.
"I like you very much, and my mother also likes you very much. To be honest, before school started this time, my mother reminded me that you might not like me. But, I want to give myself a chance... I know
You will go all out to study in the past two years, and I don’t ask you to love me in the past two years..."
"Li Zhen..."
He suddenly laughed, very cheerfully: "Yan Xixi, I understand what you mean, don't say anything. Can we make a three-part agreement?"
"..."
"Let's not date each other for now, and you don't need to feel any psychological pressure. When I come to see you, I just treat it as an old classmate meeting. No, with you and Li Mingyu, just treat me as if I came to see Li Mingyu. You are
Isn’t it okay to just accompany a guest along the way?”
