She put down the list and looked into Liu Daqing's eyes frankly: "Queen Mother, if Brother Donglin needs me most, but I am not by his side, then I really don't know what else I have to him."
usefulness?"
"Xixi, I don't want to delay your study."
Why doesn't she understand Queen Mother Liu's painstaking efforts?
Even though Wang Dongmei didn't tell her - it must be a much more serious concern than worrying about studying.
That's because of love.
When you love someone, you will go out of your way to protect them.
She said quietly: "In this life, there are many opportunities to learn. However, there is only one Brother Donglin. For me, Brother Donglin is my only close relative in this world. I can't imagine what would happen if I didn't
He, what is left in my life? Even if I become famous in the future, and even be as rich as the country... But without that person, is all this pursuit worth it? "
Liu Daqing was silent.
She reached out and gently grabbed Liu Daqing's hand: "Queen Mother, I should share some of your burdens for you. Even if it doesn't make any difference, at least I can stay with you."
Liu Daqing's eyes, which had always been calm and almost cold, finally had a soft look.
After a long while, she finally said: "Xixi, you have to pay attention to your safety."
"I understand. Queen Mother, don't worry, I will never let myself become a burden to Brother Donglin again. I will protect myself well."
Liu Daqing was very happy: "Well, with you watching in the hospital, I can finally go back and have a good night's rest."
Yan Xixi smiled sweetly: "When you get to the hospital tomorrow, I'll make you some coffee."
Liu Daqing patted her hand and put it down again.
When he walked out of the hospital, facing the cold wind, he turned around and saw the girl standing at the end of the corridor, still waving to him.
She let out a long breath and had to admit: it would be much easier to have someone to share the stress with.
Whether it was Zhang Xiang or Lin Zhiyun, as well as other doctors and nurses, deep down in her heart, they were not close relatives after all. Therefore, after her son had an accident, she always insisted on guarding her son by herself, and it was so hard that she could hardly stand it any longer.
But the appearance is slightly different.
Yes, her son needs her far more than he needs himself.
That night, Yan Xixi stayed in the ward.
There was a separate room for family members to rest nearby, but she didn't want to.
As I kept holding that hand, I felt relieved - suddenly I felt that nothing mattered, no matter Rina, no matter the Zhou family, no matter the cruel struggle...even whether I wanted to study at Harvard...as long as this person could survive safely.
Even after so many days and nights of insomnia and anxiety... until now, holding this hand tightly, it doesn't matter if the sky falls.
The phone rang.
She looked at the phone number.
She wanted to go out, but she decided to answer the call in the ward.
"Yan Xixi, have you been busy lately?"
"Yan Xixi, I bought you a gift... By the way, I have arranged the Christmas vacation. I have a week to come and see you, okay?"
Pure young man Li Zhen.
He is preparing to book flights for Christmas again.
"Don't worry, I'll book the flight early. It won't cost too much, and it won't delay your classes... Yan Xixi, I miss you very much..."
She spoke in a low but clear voice: "Li Zhen, don't come see me."
Li Zhen: "..."
"I already have someone I love very much. I'm sorry, Li Zhen, but I can't give you anything you want."